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Lizzie Bennet

@Elizabeth_Darcy

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Posted: 10 years ago

An: Highly inspired by John Green . I don't specialize in emotions but in a weird way they seem to specialize in me .

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Hi I am Sanyukta Agarwal , I am Randhir's friend well not really but I would like to think of myself as such and am here to eulogize him .

Thomas Edison's last words were 'It's very beautiful over there'. I don't know where there is , but I believe its somewhere and I hope it's beautiful because Randhir deserves nothing less than the best .

I guess we are who we are for a lot of reasons. And maybe we'll never know most of them. I wish you knew Randhir , I thought I knew him but I didn't .I also wish he wasn't dead but I understand that World is not a wish granting factory .

Doctors said he had an instant death . "What is an "instant" death anyway? How long is an instant? Is it one second? Ten? I don't think he got to say his last words .I don't know what my last word's would be be I think his last words would have been :I may die young but I'll die smart , Such was Randhir Singh Shekhwat .

Things change , Friends leave but life doesn't wait for anyone and in it's own way it's good to have something to look forward . Because putting everyone else's life infront of your own and just sitting there and doing nothing doesn't count as love and I know Randhir wouldn't want us to stop living our life because he did .

I studied with him for four years . He tormented me , ridiculed me , challenged me and mostly defeated me and in these four years I concluded that Randhir Sight Shekhwat was a was a self-aggrandizing bas***d which is quiet true but I forgive him . I forgive him not because he is dead and we are supposed to not speak ill about the dead or because he got twenty two years when he should've gotten more .

I forgive him because it was my decision to include him in my life . I forgive him because my worst days with him were also my best in their one twisted way . I understand that you don't get to choose if you get hurt in this world . .. But you do have a say in who hurts you . I like my choices and I hope he likes his .

Edited by Elizabeth_Darcy - 10 years ago