Premar FF: I MISS YOU - Updated on Pg 2 - Page 2

Simar leaves Prem and goes

After 6 Years

Mumbai:

Life is very funny absolutely downright hilarious, and I am saying this in the most sarcastic ways possible. When I am married to love of my life I never expected that I will be far from him. But as they say future won't be in our hands whatever comes our way we should accept with whole heart that's what I did and away from My life, My love❤️

We've been living apart from six years now and in these six years there has never been a moment where I haven't felt his presence within or around me

I see him in the corners of my room I see him in my name I see him in the faces of my children I see him in my soul.

Hating him is the most exhausting thing I have done. Most of these years away from home, from family and sometimes even from myself all I try to do is to convince myself and my heart to hate him. But my heart knows that these attempts are futile because he is the one who taught me how to love how to live and gave me the biggest gift of my life Arjun❤️

Exactly 5 months after I left Delhi My little bundle of joy My Arjun was born. His arrival into the world was a much awaited one but it wasn't as loved or as joyous as the one I expected when I came to know I was pregnant because no were present with me to enjoy this joyous situation.

Though I think to call him and inform about Arjun but my self-respect and facing rejection by him once again does not allow me to do it. So, I continue living with the entity my life that is essential to me as air.

With these wandering thoughts in me I look at my child ❤️who is sleeping soundly tucked into the bed away from the oddity that this world is. When he is like this in the most peaceful times I can't help but notice the resemblance he has with his father, While Arjun looks almost exactly like him

Many times I can't help but think that this is one of the reasons I can't bring myself to hate him as much as I want to because while he's physically not present with me I see and feel him every day, I see him in my child, I Can see him in Arjun's eyesore in the way he talks or in the way he eats because as much as i try to deny it he is as much as his as he is mine, and thus it can never be a complete separation between us because there will always be a tie binding us.

Arjun is at 5 years 7 months he is growing up where he is intelligent, sensible and naughty. But until now he hasn't given much thought to absence of a father. But sometimes ask about him and again he himself stops as he observes that I become sad when ever he asks about his father.😭

A phone call related to my work disturbs me as I go over the thoughts of my life. So, finally I got up and go to get ready. After coming I wake Arjun and make him ready for school which is a very big task. Finally I drop him at school and moves towards my work

After I left Delhi because of one of my friend Radha I joined as an Event manager in Mumbai which is of Abhiram's. He is a very nice guy and brother of Radha. He, Radha and his mom supported me at many times.

After Arjun was born with the help of Radha, Abhiram and his mom I started Arjun group of hotels and became quite successful in running it properly. But this success is of no use as the person with whom I can share my success is not present with me. HOPE we will be one again finally she reaches office stops the car and says "I MISS YOU PREM JI"😭

At the same time In Delhi:

A person who is driving feels like someone is calling him so he stops the car and searches for the person who called him but he doesn't find any one so he starts again and the person is none other than Prem.

From the day you left from my life, I am nothing more than a robot who spends more time in office and later in room just thinking about you. In each and every corner of our room I feel ur presence.

Though there are many people around me I am still alone without you. I can't live without you even for a second. But without you I completed 6 years with only HOPE that one or the other day we will meet.

My biggest mistake of life is allowing you to leave me and go. So, only I am suffering without you. Once if I find you I will never let you and our child go away from me. Finally he reaches office stops the car and says "I MISS YOU SIMAR"😭

What destiny has in store for them? Will they ever meet? Let us find out