I would say pain of loss is more when you had something and then you lose it. Because you know what it feels to have something. The happiness that comes with it.
Yesterday I really felt sorry for Rudra. It was not a grown up man standing there in that house , but a little child who had spent some beautiful moments in that house with his parents.
The memories of his father coming to him, mother running behind him it was so so touchy when the past disappears in front of him. I mean my eyes were moist.
Rudra was a child adored and loved by his family like any other child born in a well to do happy family. He was the prince and the apple of eye of his parents.
Then just like that one day everything everything ended for that child. Seperated from his parents growing up under the care of his adoptive mother Maimui Rudra grew up. Grew up bottling all the emotions inside. Then even his adopted mother was brutally taken away from him rendering him an orphan once again.
Rudra might have grown up physically, but emotionally he is still a child, yearning for that lost love, running around asking why this happened to me, why I was deprived of my parents love. It is hard to live like that, go on like that, hope Rudra get his answers , hope he gets to know why certain things happened to him and what is his true mission.