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... Mai jagoongi neend tumhe naa aayegi.
Chodke aise haal me jo tum jaoge.
Sach kehti hu jaan bahut pachtaoge ...
Chodke aise haal me jo tum jaoge.
Sach kehti hu jaan bahut pachtaoge ...
(Sorry I was going to post this a few days ago, I guess I got a bit... depressed.)
I never thought an 'intimate' moment would result in a 'kiss' between Randhir and the 'Thing'...
Randhir's character has fallen in my eyes beyond repair, my heart broke for Sanyukta... Seeing her breakdown with flashbacks and cry hysterically on her bed bought tears to my eyes... Something that SH hasn't managed to do to me up till now.
However, we shouldn't worry... At all!... know why?... ...
Sanyukta's strong presence in Randhir's life acts as an 'anchor' or 'ray of light' that keeps him sane amongst all the chaos and despair in his life. Letting go of the one thing that kept him stable for such a long time is a big mistake. There is nothing positive in his life anymore, and one day he will realise that Sanyukta was the best thing that happened to him.
He's going to a lot of effort to 'ruin' someone else but doesn't seem to realise he has just ruined himself in the process... In every way. He betrayed a diamond for a piece of plastic... Now that's genius!
For someone who fought so hard to be with her, lets her leave him so easily? For someone who can't stand a minute without seeing her face, brutally shoved her onto the ground?
It bewilders me how he feels he is not wrong, yet if this were the opposite way around he would have killed Sanyukta then himself!
This internship track will help to form some distance, he will become so alone... so distant.
She will rise like a phoenix from the ashes, become strong and move forward in life. However he will remain... stuck... on her. Time will almost freeze for him and he won't even realise it.
No amount of smoking or drinking will repair the damage he caused, and may need a new punching bag in his room.
It does not matter how many materialistic items he throws burns/throw away, there will be a time where everything will remind him of her. He will crave for a drop of her love, companionship... Someone to talk to... Someone who understands... And he will painfully realise that there is no one quite like Sanyukta.
She always caught him when he fell but how can she save him when he is so intent on destroying himself.
Sanyukta unconditionally loved him despite his cold, heartless attitude and insecurity. She controlled his volatile mood swings and did whatever she could to make him smile. She bore the brunt of his actions and often acted as his 'emotional punchbag'
They share an overlaying and unique 'bond of hate', however I feel this 'new entry' could give Randhir some competition in that department... ...Ouch that will hurt!
Sleepless nights... Paranoia will set in as the thought of a 'new rival' taking his place in her life will make him burn with jealousy. Sanyukta not being in front of him will eat him up inside slowly and painfully.
He stopped dating her, he never stopped loving or caring for her - (The spark scene proved this). At times, I can't help but feel Randhir's eyes are trying to tell us something... Something we can't see...?
Sanyukta is something he will regret sacrificing over this 'revenge' saga, that much I promise you.
To clarify, I am bashing the character... Not Param (...he's lovely!)
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