Prologue
Suicide was the best option right now. The person whom I love doesn't love me back is worst of all your miseries. It wasn't that their marriage was for long life. It was just a contract marriage for some reasons which she didn't know and after 6 months it will also end. She was on the top floor of some building ready to end her life for everyone's best yet she couldn't make herself understand to do this. Why she doesn't know but she loves Arnav. She can say this without even battling her eyelids. Every time he says he hates her something broke inside her but every time she looks at his eyes a new hope surface her. Why does his eye speak something that he doesn't say himself? Thinking her musings will not complete soon so as planned she was about to jump of the building when she sees her devil husband right down the building shouting her name like a mad person. What had happened now to him? Not understanding his weird behavior she calls from up and signals him to come up for which he runs inside the building. After exactly some 40 seconds later he was running as fast as possible towards her and she like a statue was in the same place where she was before. Not doing anything to come down from there and talk to him. Any way was there anything for them to talk now when he had not given her any chance in past and always said no not said but shouted at every given chance to say he hate her.
"Khushi what are doing there come down right now." Now also he is shouting as usual. Can this man speak without bursting his vocal chord? Yes infact he speaks politely with his loved ones only and in no way was she in that list. There was no way she would do the things he says to her every time so with determination she said "I will leave you forever and you can go and do whatever you want to do in your life. You do not need to see my face everyday, the face which you hate the most in the world." The raw emotion in his face left Khushi startled. What had she said that there is fear in his eyes? And fear of what? She couldn't comprehend anything with this man. Where had her devi maya landed her in. "listen Arnavji I know why you married me and I and I don't hate you, in fact I am happy and after my demise you could go to your love. There will be no problem." She was not able to complete the sentence when she was pulled with the force and she landed in his arms. When did he reach near her she have no idea about it?
Dhak dhak dhak. Was it her heartbeat or his? The pull was so hard that they both fall on the floor and she was on top of him. Both of them heartbeats had reached the sky and now again she was pushed off him. But the next second what happened she had no idea. She was again forcefully pulled on her feet and he was literally shouting at her face god knows what. Hey devi maya what does he want from me. If I go for suicide he has a problem If I live with him in his house he has a problem. What the hell does he want from me? Not able to understand anything she was frustrated beyond her imagination and she did the thing she hadn't even imagine. She pushed him with such a force that he stagers two feet away from her and again holding his collar she shouted at him. "What do you want Arnav ji. I am doing this for you only so you could live your life happily. I just I just want your happiness. For the kundali matters only you married me and I know that". But she was interrupted by his "What the" and confused face. And now she was confused wasn't he married her for kundali matter. Not that he believes in this superstitious matter but for your loved ones you could do anything Right. Bringing back her confidence she again said the same thing and for more benefit she dared to add Lavanya's name as well. That proves she is right. Yes. But she was proven wrong the very next second.
He hadnot married her because he has feelings for her. No. and he hadnot even married her for Kundali matter, but he had married her to save his sister's marriage. He had thought her as a characterless girl. He had thought her as a mistress of Shyam's. Why was she alive till today? Why hadn't god taken her life when he took her parent's life? Her head started spinning and suddenly the tear glands started it working. Great just great. She doesn't want anyone's pity not even herself. And yet again Arnav proved he hates her from bottom of his heart. He just left her there standing not even turning back to look once at her.
Author's Note:
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Index
Chapter 1 :
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/118277184
chapter 2 :
https://www.indiaforums.com/forum/post/119161344
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