The little girl...the cheerful, ever smiling and now all lost and alone girl !! The tears won't stop, just won't dry. When she was walking alone through the corridors and doors, looking for fab five...it was such a hollow feeling. There were people around, yet her loneliness echoed through the halls of memories. I went back to all the gazillion scenes MaNan had on the very same stairs, hallways, rooms, doors, jamming room...sigh!! How intolerable, how unbearable to walk down the same road, all alone and lost. How heart shredding to constantly keep on looking over your shoulder in the hopes that you spy that one face...that one life stopping, heart wrenching face...those eyes, that tall frame !! 😭
She is going through hell...literally lonely, with not a friend in sight, not a shoulder to cry on, no one bothered about her hows, whys, where, and whats!! Wandering aimlessly through the maze of life, like a ship lost at sea, no beacon, no charts, no routes...just wasting in the middle of nowhere.
Don't know whose fault it was, and honestly, don't give a damn, Nandini is paying the heaviest price. Manek might be heartbroken...but Nandini seems lifebroken,
I so wanted someone to just say a hello, just acknowledge her existence. Some one...any one...who can take a look at the crestfallen, dejected and teary eyed cherubic face and just give her a tight comforting hug...too much to ask?? Ok...can someone just hold her hand?? Too much...please can someone just give her a smile...a tiny small smile...I am sure the girl will appreciate that too.
Today the world seems so unfair...a few days back I was rooting for Manek...but today am just pure mad at the jerk...😡(sorry...love him too till the ends of the earth but sometimes he drives me nuts)..he has lost nothing...he still has his music, his fab 5...he has everything that he ever wanted...an awesome support system...while Nandini has nothing...no dreams, no expectations, no friends, no hopes...just nothing. She is just sucked in a vacuum...and the guy can't see that??
When did things go so wrong?? When did she commit the crime, the sin that she is so heavily paying for?? When did she bet with stakes so high, that she was declared insolvent by the banks of happiness?? When did the tiny sunshine girl from Mangalore, lost her way in the colorful darkness of SPACE? How did it happen that the one that cheered everyone up, ran out of stock when she needed it the most?? When did the guy that made her heart race, just took the beat away...
I literally burst in my screen and hugged the Abhi guy..thank you ...thank you soo very much...for turning up when our Nandu needed someone the most. Thank you for giving her a lease on life. SO grateful that someone at least bothered to talk to the little lost girl wandering in the jungle. He might irritate the hell out of everyone...but the guy is exactly what the doctor prescribed for Nandini Moorty.
Please...please cvs ...do us all a favour...keep them away, as far apart for as long as you like...but like Manek...at least give the poor girl some life...a tiny silk thread on which she can hang on for life?? Her plight breaks my heart, her haunted look too much to bear...
P.S...I am so gonna kill Manek...😭😡😈He threw away the Chhole na...I will make Bhaturas out of him...
Edited by eveline - 10 years ago