Again I m going through the same pain..
The pain which I had suffered 2years before..
Its not my only pain..
I m feeling the loss of others..
I m feeling the pain which all those who are suffering from.
Sometimes I feel where am I living??
Why am I alive??
Just to see the evils happening around me..
Around us..
A woman lost her life 2years before..
A woman lost herself two years back becoz of those animals..
My heart sank that time..
My soul just broke into thousand pieces..
I have never seen such brutality before..
I was trying hard every single day to recover from that trauma..
But failed..
That offence was is not pardonable..
My curses are not enough for them..
My tears got dried by now..
But today again I m crying..
Today again I m going through the same pain..
Today again my eyes are brimmed up with tears..
That state is not mine..
I have no relation with those..
But still we are all humans..
Those innocent souls..
Those innocent sunshines..
What was their fault??
I want an answer..
Blood for blood..
Life for life..
Who has made this rule??
I want an answer..
What happiness it give them all ??
I want an answer..
Where was god then ??
What was he doing then ??
I want an answer..
But I know I will never get these answers..
Becoz today i know that there is no such thing as god..
I cant see any god..
I just see blood , hatred and carcasses of those innocent sunshines..
I really don't know why i m alive?
I really don't know where i should i go??
But i m crying again..
don't call it beautiful..
This is related to DELHI GANGRAPE AND TERRORIST ATTACK HAPPENED IN A SCHOOL SITUATED IN PESHAWAR (PAKISTAN).
Nothing to do with SADDA HAQ.