Piyu, Ni- I understand that. And I am not underestimating myself at all... I know my limitations... Even my parents face difficulties to handle me and my nature at times... It's not that easy!!! Sweetness and good goody nature can't take your life to the blissful blossoms!!
I don't know what I feel and I don't want to think for him now... He is gone! And I don't even know about his parent's consent... Love and care do get overpowered by the materialistic life...