OneShot LOST - Manik... ft (All this Love)

I don't know if this could be considered as an OS but I just wrote what I felt.

Lost - Manik

I don't know how I feel, will I be ever complete. Will I ever feel complete again?

Writing always made me feel better, however today its not the same. I don't feel the same anymore, that Monster Manik anymore, not even Nandini's Manik. I don't feel anything? Why? Why

I am writing this out so one day if I had to face myself or you in another world. I could proudly justify myself. I could prove that I have gone through immense pain. Since I hurt you, betrayed you by lying to myself and you.

This is not a note, so you can forgive me, but to say I am sorry, I am sorry baby. You had to go through so much cause of me. Let me be your Monster Manik again. Not your Manik, because it seems impossible to be your Manik again.

Let me be the reason to your innocent tears again.

Hate me more than you love me,

It'll be easier to live with.

Than to live with those haunting memories.

I was your soul

And you're still mine.

I was your sensation, that you hate now.

And you're first touch still lingering on my skin.

A heart like yours, was hard to find

And mine now impossible to find.

The immense pain I caused is nothing but love.

The one I received was only hatred.

Seeing you daily with someone else kills my soul

Stabs my bleeding heart

Blinds my eyes

And kills my senses all over again.

How will I face her when she finally would belong to someone else.

Reliving every moment alone; spent with you is like dying a thousand times everyday.

Her touch lingers on my skin day and night.

My senses are alert with the smell of natural perfume.

As she walk passes me every second.

She runs in my thought

More than a film reel

The sense of hurting her

Kills the inner me

The gratification I feel when I see her smile

Reassures my senses she will be happy with that other guy.

Being true to my senses is all I could do

Yet betraying her is - to betray myself...

I've lost my fight to the universe, forever now

Losing is the best thing, I could

Like a baby's soft skin leaves a soothing sensation to fall in love,

That's how I fall in love with you, after being Lost to the world.

Wooowww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Superb lines... 👏

Those lines are beautiful..heart wrenching.. Manik's guilt & pain..only if Nandini can see it but then again Nandini is left in a world without life because of Manik.

Originally posted by: Ireena7

Wooowww!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Superb lines... 👏

exactly describes Manik's condition

Right I am like a fan of your writing skills !!! Big hug to you from me 🤗
you have described Manik's feeling in the right way !! love that <3
so glad you posted it and you have wrote it so nicely

<3 xxx

Originally posted by: firefly..

Those lines are beautiful..heart wrenching.. Manik's guilt & pain..only if Nandini can see it but then again Nandini is left in a world without life because of Manik.

Very very nicely penned. You nailed it girl. Awesome & perfect.

Love, Sree

Thank you..😳 So true Nandini is left in a world without life. I'm so happy you liked it...🤗 Thank you for your support and never-ending love sardi.😳

Omg Shru da words n da song...Simply Wow..U nailed it..👏
God, we should really thnk dat woman 4 dis..😆

Originally posted by: Loveurlife1

Right I am like a fan of your writing skills !!! Big hug to you from me 🤗
you have described Manik's feeling in the right way !! love that <3
so glad you posted it and you have wrote it so nicely

<3 xxx

Originally posted by: TheBlueAngel

Omg Shru da words n da song...Simply Wow..U nailed it..👏
God, we should really thnk dat woman 4 dis..😆

Thank you so much dear. I was happy and emo after writing this and am glad it turned out well..😳 Haha yes, that woman should be thanked😃 I'll if I see her in the bus😉

Beautiful...👏

Slow clap for your beautiful poetic words... because you deserve them!👏