Yeah, I am mad..And this is going to be long, as usual..;-)
sooo haappy that we did not have navshad today, did not have to ff the episode 😛
Bolded = Song lyrics
Regular = Me
When I look into your eyes
I can see a love restrained
(Manik looking at Nandini in the room, and seeing her crying and what she feels for him, what she can't hide anymore. Isn't that what he sees, a love restrained, or maybe Nandini's love is not restrained, its Manik's love which is restrained because of the things he is bound by)
But darlin' when I hold you
Don't you know I feel the same
(And don't they know it every time they hold each other? That there is something special there, a spark, a forbidden feeling since Day 1, a love restrained, again)
'Cause nothin' lasts forever
And we both know hearts can change
(They hated each other initially, though there was some admiration hidden behind the thick veil of hate, ego, anger and pride. But look where they have come, look how their hearts have changed, look how much they feel for each other now, look how far they have come)
And it's hard to hold a candle
In the cold November rain
(And hasn't this love always been a difficult one, hasn't everything made holding the flame of their love for each other hard with each passing day..This is a hard love, this is a difficult story, but its so beautiful..)
We've been through this such a long long time
Just tryin' to kill the pain
(Manan have been through this a long, long time, and its no wonder they are going to find their solace in each other, someday)
But lovers always come and lovers always go
And no one's really sure who's lettin' go today
Walking away
(Yeah, who is letting go tomorrow, and of what? Nandini or Manik?)
If we could take the time to lay it on the line
I could rest my head
Just knowin' that you were mine
All mine
( Isn't that the higher law of any relationship..When you love someone and know love has touched their heart too, isn't that the most serene feeling in the world? You don't need to say a word, no word needs to be spoken, you don't need a single touch, but just seeing that look in each other's eyes, and sharing a moment that will last till the end ( to borrow the last line from the song"you're beautiful") Even if you aren't meant to spend the rest of your life together, or if you're. Just knowing that the person you cared for felt the same..Manik will come to that stage when he falls totally for her and when she is no longer into him..)
Or I'll just end up walkin'
In the cold November rain
(Without each other, Manan are incomplete)
( True for everybody, and Manik and Nandini)
This post has been inpried by the Manan scenes today.. Yes, sometimes, a moment can do that to you, just a single magical moment, the manan scenes in her house was that..It took my breath away, and Manan were simply enchanting in it...
, were picture perfect, totally made for each other. Felt so much for Nandini confronted Manik on Aliya, darkness and spikingt the drink...Awww, Nandu. But the best part was that her words shook Manik
LOVED how he replied so gently but firmly , that he did breakup with Alya, scRED of darkness and did not spike the drink. It seemed every word was from the heart, that every word had a meaning.
. she ;loves the fireflies so much it brings her all happiness in her life and her firefly is none other than Manik...
when deleted the messages
Her denial, her acceptance, her grief, and the sounds of her shattering heart must have pierced through the hardest of hearts, must have melted everyone who witnessed the castles of her dreams coming down, one by one, right in front of her teary eyes ..
It was heart wrenching, it was all definitions of sad to see both suffering, to see both pining for each other
It was a sad, sad story..
Made no sense, eh?