Part 13
As sharon left the room , immediately guilt overtook swayam's anger...
"freak... I should have apologized and instead I shouted at her..." he threw the pillow from the bed on the floor in frustration and the next moment said...
"but she is also not right... what does she mean by in was not there for her when she needed me the most... How dare she..." he was again angry at Sharon for blaming him...
He knew that after school and college , he had other commitments ... that lessened their interactions but then again Sharon was also busy... He was not the only person to be blamed... and he never made her feel as an option... his priorities never changed... How can she just like that feel that????? She had no rights to question his friendship... slowly and steadily again, his guilt was overtaken by his anger...
He went to the washroom preparing to call it a night...
Meanwhile Sharon came back to the empty room to find the sound of shower from the washroom and she took no time to understand swayam was inside... She gazed the entire room to find her diary lieing on the bed and the pillows scattered all around the room...
Even if she was angry a slight smile came on her face...typical swayam...she thought...whenever he gets frustrated he starts throwing things and since today the entire family would wake up if he throws something he has thrown the pillows... her smiled turned into a grin as she picked up the pillows and kept them on the bed...
She slowly laid down on her side ... she suddenly felt all the pain rushing back to her... how can swayam blame her... didn't he see that Sharon was hurt all these while... didn't he understand how horrible she felt everytime when she got the feeling that she was his second priority...
Her thoughts were broken as she heard the bathroom door click open and she quickly closed her eyes pretending to be asleep...
Swayam came and sat on his side of the bed and thought Sharon was asleep...well he knew she was just pretending...swayam shekhawat will not repeat his mistake of not understanding his life any more...
He slowly laid down and kept stirring in place as sleep was far away from his eyes...he was habituated of sleeping hugging Sharon in his arms and today they were at least two feet apart..
All the flashes of their childhood , their school , college , university , marriage , radhika , divorce , his confession , sharon's diary , today's fight came like a slideshow in front of him...
He didn't even know when he was slowly falling asleep but his reverie was broken as he heard Sharon sniffing into her pillow... she was facing the opposite side but still swayam heard her cry... and his guilt surfaced his heart...
He didn't know what to do... he slowly moved closer and held her waist tightly from behind...sharon jerked his hands away at once... He waited for a few seconds and kept his hands on her waist once again and this time firmly than before... Sharon again tried to jerk it away but he nuzzled closer to her and placed his head in the crook of her shoulder...
"pata hai tu naraz hai... Infact mai bhi hoon... Tu naraz hai kyunki ye tera hak hai aur mai naraz hu kyunki ye mera hak hai...but narazgi apne jagah sahib hi hai... to ye soch kit u mujhe kaisa manaegi aur mujhe bhi sochne de ki mai tujhe kaise manaunga... So jaldi se ansoon poch aur mujhe sone de...tujhe pata hai tu roegi to mujhe neend nahi ayega..." he whispered ... As much as he wanted not to talk to Sharon but he couldn't let her cry to sleep...
Sharon was still facing her back and said...
"dream on...mai tujhe manaungi?? Joke of the century... N I am not crying for you...you are not that important for me..samjha???" she said with full attitude wiping her tears but didn't make any further attempt to shooo swayam away...
Swayam smiled and said closing his eyes...
"siren mode is on matlab ab thik hai..." And got a hit from Sharon by her elbow...
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