RishBala MiniFF: Running Away, Or Running Into? #2

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.PassionateLuv.

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Posted: 10 years ago

#571

Last three updates r awesome tosome 😛
Thanx for pm 😃

p.s sry i didn't comment on last updates 😭
m busy with my C.A Final xams 😊
All d best for ur xams shivu n glad u r feeling well now..tc..

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Uma

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Posted: 10 years ago

#572

Wow superb emotional update, i didn't expect he would test her, i thought he didn't remember anything, but was lildifferent, waiting for rk to do something big to console madhu

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crazypranu19

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Posted: 10 years ago

#573

Awesome update. Loved the way the rk giving a chance to their relationship. Hope he trusts madhu and let her love him and heal him. Waiting to know how madhu is going to make him trust her .

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Ekta

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Posted: 10 years ago

#574

awww maafi mangta hua RK🤣

kash koi mere liye bhi cookies baanata🤣

nice one

update soon

p.s n mere wallpapers ka kya?🤔

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Insaneniyu

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Posted: 10 years ago

#575

Rk test madhu 😭 hope rk move ahead in his life

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tvcv

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Posted: 10 years ago

#576

Nice update...as ususal
So Rishab says sorry to Madhu for last nite that too 42 times...awww so sweet.
But he end up hurting her again.
I can understand his pov of not trusting her but still feel very bad for Madhu.
He knows Madhu doesn't deserve all this and he is wrong in testing her but still due to his past he ends up doing it and in the process end up hurting her yet again.
Madhu here is showing great maturity in dealing with Rishab and his past.
I think Madhu is deeply in love with Rishab because of that
she might be feeling all those emotional ups and downs.
Waiting for the next update and keep up the good work 👏

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Shivangi.

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Posted: 10 years ago

#577

PART 29
I cleaned up my kitchen while he sat in my living room. It wasn't easy. I was feeling a constant weight on my chest. Something was constantly pressing me. I just wanted to figure out what. I stole a glance at him, he was reading today's newspaper. My throat went all lumpy as my eyes watered. I sniffed loudly, catching his attention. Sadly.
He looked at me. I looked away realising the downpour of tears from my eyes. From my peripheral vision, I saw him stand up and walk towards the kitchen area. I quickly wiped my tears and turned my back to him. While I was keeping washed dishes, he stood behind me. "I do that. Always.", he whispered blowing air on my hair.
"What.", I sniffed and turned to him faking a surprised expression.
"That.", he pointed at my eyes.
"What?", I faked a smile.
"I hurt you.", he murmured.
"No, its nothing."
"I am sorry. Madhu. I really am. I wish I could get over myself."
"I wish.", I rolled my eyes. He stared at me.
"I didn't mean to hurt you. Sometimes I don't realise what I am doing. I just act according to my mind. Whatever it says, whatever it asks me to. It was a matter of a few seconds before when I decided to test you. I am sorry."
"You know. You're lack of trust, it really hurts. I know we've talked about it already. So many times. But everytime you do something like this, my adrenaline shoots up in my heart and I can do nothing to control it."
"Let me tell you why. Because you're a human, Madhu. You feel. And I am restricting your emotions because I can give you NOTHING in return."
"Your lack of self-confidence hurts me even more."
"This is who I am. You accepted me with all of this."
"Yes. I did. And I worry because I lose it so frequently."
"You shouldn't have committed to me."
"That's not the point, RK."
"That is the point, Madhu. You shouldn't have risked your life like this."
"Risked? Where did that come from?"
"I am a rape accused."
"You're not. Stop using that 'r' word. It seems to have become you."
"Well it has."
"No."
"You should have let it be. You really shouldn't have agreed to marry me."
"Where is this going?", I yelled back. Tears rolled down.
"Where it should have been, before marriage."
"RK?"
"Madhu. This marriage is ruining your life. You've been caged. Do you know this?"
"No. I don't agree."
"Madhu. I cannot let you suppress your desires because I cannot fulfil them."
"What are you saying?"
"That I am not right for you?"
"Well, this is why you came here? To tell me you're not good? Well here I was thinking you came here to apologize."
"I've been dying to tell you this since so long."
"It is you. RK. You don't feel that this would work. So don't blame it on me."
"I am not blaming. I am just trying to say."
"That we don't work."
"Yes. We don't. Tell me one good reason why you shouldn't go away from me?"
"Because we're married. Duh!"
"That can be changed. Not good enough."
"Changed? You cannot do that?"
"Reason.?"
"Because we're friends."
"Not good enough."
"Because I want to help you."
"I am still not convinced."
"Is this some kind of joke?"
"Reason."
"RK?"
"Madhubala Rishabh Kundra. I want to know the reason."
"BECAUSE I LOVE YOU.", I threw back at him. He was taken aback.
"Because I have loved you ever since I knew what was it like being in love.", I continued.
"No...", he murmured and moved back.
"Yes..", I sighed.
"You shouldn't have married a lost cause.", he whispered. "We're not good. We don't work. We're poles apart. I am sorry. I cannot let you suffer."
"What are you trying to say."
"We can end this if you like."
"No." I broke into a sob.
"I told you I love you and you're telling me we can end this? No. I cannot end this."
"You don't smile around me. I give you pain."
"That is life."
"You don't deserve this."
"RK, please don't say that."
"I don't have a choice. I cannot let you go through this."
"You're leaving me?"
"No. But I am going to give you time."
"For what? To decide whether I should leave you or you'll do the honours?"
"I am sorry."
"Don't be. Because you INDEED ARE a lost cause.", I wiped my tears. "And I cannot waste my tears. Get away from my apartment RK. Here's your phone. I don't need it. Please don't come back. Please.", I folded hands in front of him. He turned and left without speaking. I sat down on the floor, hiding my face into my knees. What was happening. I thought he would be coming back to his normal after marriage but he stood at the same crossroad where we'd started. I had come a long way in our marriage, sadly alone.
The rest of the day, I spent on my bed sleeping and dozing off. I didn't wish to eat or drink anything. Instead, I just wanted to lie down and stare at the ceiling, if not then probably go to sleep. It was working. The moments I was awake, I kept looking at the ceiling. The patterns seemed to move around. There was no call or email from anyone and by night, I switched off the lights and went off to sleep.
-Next Part up on Tuesday-

Edited by Temptations. - 10 years ago