Alaahda---Manik Nandini OS

~~II ALAAHDA II''

I walk into the green room...the results having just been announced. I feel happy...Fab5 does it again. We win for the third time in a row...because it is US, Fab5---Kabir, Mukti, Alya, me and DHRUV. But there is this loneliness and pain I can't even get to explain.

Huey toh hain Alaahda

Poori tarha magar nahin

Huey hain kyun Alaahda

Alahada Alahada

Hain naam se Alaahda

Judi huyi hai rooh toh

Hain naam ke Alaahda

Is it Nandini finally going out of my life, as I had said "Bye FOREVER Miss Nandu." Damn how much that would have hurt her. Was I that attached to that commoner? That soft smile playing around her lips while holding that jar and those gleaming, dancing eyes, I ruined it all. I have hurt her beyond measure. She was crying...those eyes were brimming with tears...an unspoken faith between us broke today...all thanks to me.

Dil hai magar.. seena lagta hai khaali

A faith that had built over ...what does Dhruv say, 93 days. Just a number but well those special 93 days. Today when I stand victorious in a sense to all around me, I seem to have lost ALL I ever had...something I should have cherished and snatched and kept close...because it was true love. The first time EVER.

Tera shehar alaahda

Yaadon ka hai pata wohi

Jahaan huve alaahda

Tere bagair.. jeena lagta hai khali

Dil hai magar.. seena lagta hai khali

Kabir was right "It is love, none can forget it overnight." When I turn around and see her coming wiping her tears and talking to Dhruv, it just hits me like a jolt...I will never be able to grow out of this...jeez this LOVE is beyond what I had ever thought I could feel for anyone, leave Nandini, my STAR.

-----Zoha

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This is not exactly an OS but something really crappy I just wrote. Btw Alaahda means separate.

It was a lovely os dear! A bit short, wud have loved to read more on what manik went through from ur pov. Great os!

lovely os it is beautifully written and I felt the anguish that manik went through. Do write more

nice os...
frm manik's pov it ws perfect

this was beautiful Zoha..especially the last para
Manik will exactly this..the light is going away from his life..Nandini is going away..just stop her Manik😭 you do wonders with your words

Zoha ki bacchi YOU DIE! You posted an OS and didn't even tell me -.- RES'D FOR FOREVER

Awesome... You explained Manik's condition very well ... Love the song also so matched with the situation of his mind and heart:)