I am a possessive wife: Gautami

Gautami Gadgil, the new Tulsi, on the pressures of replacing Smriti Iraani in 'Kyunkii...' and minding hubby Ram Kapoor

Was the pressure immense to live up to the iconic image of Tulsi in 'Kyunkii Saas Bhi Kabhi Bahu Thi' (Star Plus)?
Initially, I was under huge pressure. It took me a while to understand the magnitude of the project that I had taken up. But I trusted Ektaa's (Kapoor) decision and my instincts. I love my job. I am here for that reason. Also, Ram (Kapoor, husband) urged me not to succumb to the strain and just do my best.

What has the feedback been like?
I was prepared for criticism. But I am overwhelmed with the response and am pleasantly surprised by the positive reactions. But I have to grow a lot yet. One needs to improve and be open to suggestions.

Will you be simply duplicating Smriti Z Iraani or bring individual nuances to the character?
I am bad at aping. In all fairness, it's a seven-year-old show and the grass has been laid fabulously by Smriti. I will only have to build on it. But playing Tulsi is not about mimicry. The character would fall apart if that happens. However, I've kept the age of the character and the body language intact.

What does your husband Ram Kapoor say about your performance?
Ram was in Turkey recently shooting for 'Kasamh Se'. So he hasn't seen it yet.

Apparently, Ram pulled the strings to get you this role.
Do you think Ektaa (Kapoor) would have listened if Ram had lobbied for me? Ram is not so silly or childish to lobby for me. Besides, I have my body of work to support me.

How is it getting back on the sets after 'Kehta Hai Dil' ?
It's fabulous. I was missing it when I had to stay at home for my baby Sia.