#3 Asya FF 'Love and Love Only' chapter 38 on pg72(20.04) - Page 24

Originally posted by: ssrdj

Love you jas

Have started writing but bcoz of medication I feel a bit disoriented and dizzy at times. Hence taking more time.

we're also humans and understand your problem
take care of yourself and rest all can wait

good that you're recovering...

update whenever possible...

Originally posted by: jas91

Ho[e U r fine now Sarita🤗

I am better now jas

But just that not able to focus on updating...

Gone thru such a bad phase inlast few days I am still not able to get through.

And as you know for updating brain should work properly that indeed I feel is not happening properly.

Just bcoz of the love for QH, I make episode reviews as earlier.

And about update I have started writing but I guess I am not able to do justice.

I guess the track in the story is taking me back to the trauma and hence I am unable to pen down. I am trying jas

And thank dear for asking.It always feels good to see someone cares about us.


🤗

Originally posted by: ssrdj

I am better now jas

But just that not able to focus on updating...

Gone thru such a bad phase inlast few days I am still not able to get through.

And as you know for updating brain should work properly that indeed I feel is not happening properly.

Just bcoz of the love for QH, I make episode reviews as earlier.

And about update I have started writing but I guess I am not able to do justice.

I guess the track in the story is taking me back to the trauma and hence I am unable to pen down. I am trying jas

And thank dear for asking.It always feels good to see someone cares about us.


🤗

Originally posted by: jas91

Hi deary just take this hug 1st🤗

after knowing d reason i know how difficult it would have been 4 u 2 write d updt

There is no need 2 rush 4 updts

Take some weeks break u defiantly need it

Stay happy & stay blessed😃

Love u sweets🤗

Thank you so much jas

Love you

🤗

Hi,

Here is the next update. I am extremely sorry for the late update.

This is a short update as it was not easy for me to pen down the update after the long break and due to health issues. I guess next update would be longer.

And about the update, you guys can decide whether good or not.

And a special thanks to all my friends who had sent me their wishes. I am glad that some of you had given me the support during a bad phase of my life which I had been through in the last few days. Thank you once again.

Chapter 33

Both Asad and Zoya were very happy with the news of twin pregnancy.

Zoya changed into her dress and joined Asad and Dr. Saira while Dr.Saira where checking the blood reports.

Dr : " Asad, I cannot say her reports have improved much but definitely it hasn't gone worse too. Zoya, beta now that you are carrying two babies, you need to take care of your meals and your nutrition too very well. Nausea may be there but still you have to make yourself healthy enough to carry two healthy babies. There are chances of undernutrition for babies in case of multiple pregnancies."

As: " Dr please tell me whether there is anything to worry. You are scaring me."

Dr: " See Asad, in simple words, there are certain risks associated with any pregnancy and in case of twins, the risk would be double. Not only the risk, the difficulties, the care everything would be double. After all at last you are getting double happiness."

Zoya remained silent listening to her husband and the doctor. She knew very well that Asad would freak out with the news of twins. She was very happy but at the same time she was worried too.

Dr: " Zoya, what happened you don't have any doubt or is it that you are worried? There is no need to be worried. Only you need to be more careful and some extra precaution and nothing else. And there is defnitely nothing to panic. But you need to continue your rest for four more weeks."

As: " But doctor why? Is there any complication? "

Dr: " Asad beta, there is no complication,usually in any pregnancy during the first trimester, extra care has to be taken. And as Zoya is carrying twins and as she is weak, it would be safe for her to take rest for four more weeks. It is just to make sure that you are on a safer side. Why? Is there any problem?"

As: " Four more weeks right doctor. It is fine doctor. We can extend her leave."

Dr: " Yes, I forgot that Zoya is working. But Asad in that case there is a problem."

As: " What is it?"

Dr: " See if it is a single pregnancy, then you can easily get back to work if everything is normal. There are people who work even till due date. But in a twin pregnancy, it may not be that easy. As the pregnancy advances, even roaming about will be difficult. And I know about IT industry, the work is very hectic with all deadlines and all. And stress in definitely not good during pregnancy be it single or twin. So I would really suggest her to take a break from her career. Any way you both can decide on that later."

Asad looked towards Zoya and Zoya seemed lost. Asad was about to ask Zoya but before that Zoya got up and excused herself and went outside the doctor's cabin.

Asad was shocked at Zoya's behaviour. He understood that Zoya may be upset as she would have to take a break from her job which was never her plan. She was planning to resume her job if doctor gave a green signal. Asad collected her diet chart, do's and don't list and then prescriptions of medicines. As Asad went outside the cabin, he saw Zoya waiting for Asad. She was sitting on the chair outside the doctor's cabin. Her eyes were closed. Asad noticed that her face was really very pale.

Asad went near her and kept his hand over her shoulder.

On seeing Asad,

Zo: " Aashu shall we go or is there anything more to be done?"

As :" No Jaan everything is over. We will go home."

The return journey from hospital to home was a silent affair. Asad was about to discuss about what doctor told but seeing Zoya sitting with her eyes closed, he didn't disturb her. Seeing Zoya upset like this, Asad too was upset.

On reaching home, Asya shared the news of twins with Dilshad and her happiness too was out of the world. After making Zoya drink juice, Dilshad asked her to take rest. Zoya went to her room. Asad too followed hwe but before that, Asad mobile rang and he recieved the call. After finishing the call, he went to his room to find Zoya already fallen asleep. He went near her, and caressed her hair.

Asad after changing went and lay down near Zoya and started working on his laptop.

Though he was working, his mind was still with what doctor told. He was indeed very happy with the news of twins, but for that happiness his Zoya would have to compromise her career which is her passion. He knew very well that she was planning to resume her work soon.He knew if he try not to make Zoya compromise her dreams, he would have to compromise his kids as well as his Zoya's health which he cannot even imagine.

After a while Zoya got up and without talking to Asad she went to washroom. Asad felt bad that Zoya was not even acknowledging his presence.

Zoya came back in a few minutes. She had changed into her casuals. Asad was lost in thoughts as what he would say to console Zoya.He was brought back from his thoughts when he heard Zoya calling out for him. He saw Zoya standing with her hand caressing her stomach. She had a wide smile on her face. Seeing the smile on her face, Asad was relieved.

Zo : " Aashu, What do you think about our babies? Two boys? Two girls or a boy and a girl. I really wish we have a girl and a boy. That would be so good , Isn't it so Asad?"

Asad got up and moved to Zoya. He hugged her and kissed her.

As: " I don't mind if they are two boys, two girls or a boy and a girl. I just want them to be healthy and fine. And above all my jaan should br alright and happy."

Zo : " Oh Aashu, you are speaking like dadi, babies to be healthy and all. Of course they will be and we will make sure about that. And I am going to be fine. After all going to be mother of two. It is going to be so exciting Asad. Two babies...wow"

As: " Jaan are you really happy?"

Zo : " Really happy? Means what Asad? Of course I am. You know very well how incomplete I felt when I lost my baby. And now when Allah has blessed me with two babies, why would I not be happy?"

As : " I thought you were upset about what doctor told?"

Zo : " About what ?"

As: " Taking a break from office. I mean it was not your plan right? "

Zo : " Yes Asad I agree that I wanted to go back to office after the rest is over. But taking a break from work has always been inevitable. Anyway after delivery I would definitely had to take a break. And now I am taking it a bit earlier? So what Aashu? After all nothing is more important than our babies now, not even my career."

As: " But Zoya, your career is your dream, your passion."

Zo : " Yes, I agree that career is my passion, my dream and will always remain the same. But at this point of time, my babies are more important than anything. And Asad, I have made a strong base to my career that I can resume it at any point of time.I know taking a break would definitely affect my career graph, but Asad whenever we plan for a baby, I will have to do that. That is inevitable. And so don't worry about that. Doctor had asked me to stay away from stress and work load, not from my dream. I am planning to do some certification courses during my pregnancy so that it will help me later. Anyways after delivery, I won't have time. So I am planning it to do during pregnancy. And Aashu, you have to help me in this. I would never get a better teacher than you. I wanted to tell you yesterday itself but you were busy."

As: " Yesterday? But doctor told us today, right? So how come you planned it yesterday?"

Zo :" Aashu, actually Nikhat called me yesterday. You know Sara in her team? She was pregnant? Dont you know her? "

As : " Hmm. What happened? "

Zo: " She was in the seventh month of pregnancy. She was taken to hospital yesterday morning as she was having pain. And she had a premature delivery and unfortunately the baby didn't survive. Nikhat was telling she was under stress of the dead line. Hence I decided yesterday itself that I would take a break from career. Even if the doctor hadn't said that also, I would have done this."

As : " It is such a bad news. But I guess she shoud have taken a break if the stress was too much for her."

Zo : " She would have done that Asad if her financial condition was that good. She and her husband have the entire responsibility of a family including her in laws and a sister in law who is studying."

As: " Anyways what happened with her shouldn't have. But jaan, please don't think too much about that. I guess Nikhat shouldn't have told that to you. "

Zo : " No Aashu. Nikhat was genuinely worried for me that she didn't want something bad to happen with me. That is why she told me. Now leave it na. I am ok. I really hope Allah give her the strength to bear this and hopefully bless with another baby soon."

As: " You know jaan, I was really worried thinking that you were upset. The way you walked out doctor's cabin, and then you were silent all the way. And even after reaching too, you didn't talk to me. I thought you are upset."

Zo : " Aashu.. Ya Alah...your thoughts and guesses.. I was really feeling pukish. I went out from the cabin as I felt I would throw up then and there. And after throwing up, I was really feeling tired because of which I was silent. And because of tiredness, I slept. I was definitely not upset."

As: " Why didn't you tell me then? How are you feeling now?, better? Are you ok? Lie down now."

Asad made Zoya lie down.

Zo : " I am fine now Aashu. Lie down with me na, Aashu?"

Zoya made Asad lie down with her and she was resting her head over his chest.

Zo : " Aashu, It was such a wonderful feeling to see our babies for the first time. Didn't you feel it?"

Zoya looked towards Asad and he nodded.

As: " True jaan. It was such a beautiful feeling. And now we will see them grow in front of our eyes. They are so tiny. They don't even look like babies, but still the happiness is undefinable.I can't wait for the day when actually they will be in our arms."

Zoya noticed Asad's eyes tearing up.

Zo: " Just a few months and actually they will be in our arms. Two babies would be handful. I don't know how I am going to manage."

As : " Even I am excited jaan. But .."

Zo: " What but Aashu?"

As : " After the babies are born, I guess you won't have time for me."

Zo :" Oh Aashu baby, jealous huh?"

As: " I will be prepared for the same. Anyway after the news of pregnancy I have been missing ..you know what I mean?"

Zo : "Aashu, just some more days. I am sorry Aashu that.."

Before Zoya could complete, Asad stopped her

As: " Jaan I was just joking. Please don't be sorry. Nothing is more important then you and our babies jaan.Please don't take it to heart."

Zo : " Are you sure that you are not upset with me?"

As: " Upset for what jaan?"

Zo : " For not being able to satisfy your physical needs. Just a few more days Asad. I guess after that doctor would allow us. Please don't .."

Before she could complete, she burst into tears. She was crying badly. Asad was really shocked.

He got up and made Zoya face him.

As: " Jaan, why are you crying? Are you in pain or what ? Is there any problem?"

Zoya in between sobs manage to tell : " I am ok Asad. But please don't leave me"

As: " Leave you? I am here with you? I am not going anywhere now."

Zo : " I know you are not going anywhere now. I was not mentioning about now. I know husbands usually get into extra marital affairs when their wives are pregnant. Please Aashu please don't leave me for some Riya, Siya, Diya and all."

Zoya was crying badly. Asad got the shock of his life. He couldn't even believe that his Zoya was telling this. Asad has never seen Zoya getting jealous or insecure before. In fact Asad always felt that he was really lucky for having got Zoya as his life partner, who trusted him so much. He was too shocked to react. He never knew that his joke would cost him this.

He hugged Zoya so tightly. He knew there was no point in reasoning with her as he knew these were all because of her hormones.

As: " Jaan I love you so much. And I will only love you all my life. I don't need any other Riya, Siya, Diya in my life. I want only my Zoya in my life. And never bring such bad thoughts in your mind. You know what jaan? You have to have only good thoughts during pregnancy so that our babies too will have good thoughts when they are born. So promise me, you will not bring such bad thoughts in your mind again."

Zo : " Hmmm. But you won't leave me na?"

As :" Of course not jaan. Pakka wala promise."

Zoya too hugged him.

Asad in his thoughts : " Ya Allah I guess I am really going to have a tough time for the next few months. Ammi was so right, I will be missing my sensible wife for the next few months. And I have to be careful while telling something to her. No more jokes like this. Only Allah knows what her reaction would be. And Allah Miya, are you even able to forsee the reaction. I guess no. ..."

To Be Continued...

Thanks,

Sarita

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hey di... hope u r feeling well... thankx 4r the update... hehehe zoya is so cute riya, siya, diya... asad is so caring...

It was such a cute update

Originally posted by: uzma_nayeem

hey di... hope u r feeling well... thankx 4r the update... hehehe zoya is so cute riya, siya, diya... asad is so caring...