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*still crying*
No song for today, sorry!
I CAN'T JUST. I just got to know the real meaning of being SPEECHLESS like for real. I was dumbfounded after that..that..which I have just witnessed today.
Are there any proper words to describe this? ARE THERE? All things fail me, I can't even give a proper name to what I am feeling after THIS. I am so emotional..I can't even.
I watched that last part now atleast 23 times I guess, till now, I can't seem to even tell that I cried EVERYTIME I watched.
I was having a weird thought today, should I continue watching this still?! And. I got my answer I guess. CVs are very clever I must say, They give such GORGEOUS scenes, that I can't just...
I can't rant today, its so difficult to even express out that pool of emotions I am having. I almost forgot that first scene where he came and apologised to her <3
The way he stopped her holding his arm, the way she tried to explain. and he wasn't ready to listen to her "No you listen to me" <33 He stopped her twice!
The way he held her hand in his hands :') Sincerely and so genuinely apologising to her. "Mian dil se maafi mang raha hun, I am sorry" <33 He has learned how to hold her too I guess..from HER?!
And then the condition. In the lawn. At the night. Under the moon. Wind blowing. Such a beautiful atmosphere it was.
Okay, now my most favorite part STILL is when he walked to the lawn and was standing behind. And how she acknowledged his presence, with a sudden look back sorta Oh heavens! THAT. IS. CHEMISTRY. The "connection". The "soul-mate" thing you feel when they are near.
And HE also acknowledged looking at her, that she came to know that he is here now.
It reminded me of their almost first indirect meeting when she "felt his presence" when he came to ask for the mechanic. Nostalgic. :')
And when he came beside her and asked why she called him here. She din't even wait for him to complete and instead asked do you wanna know my condition for forgiving you? And he like an obedient hubby just nodded. HOW CUTE?! Special mention to his Navy blue Tee!! Killer! <3
The way she held out her hand and the way he kept his hand on hers. Ah. FEELS! <33333 Like a new beginning indeed..
And she explained what she had planned for him. For his pain. For his hurt, to let go all of those bad memories, bad past, scars, tears, dreams. She is so..Oh Sanam!! You are the BEST life partner HE could ever get! She is the light for him. She is HIS SAVIOR. :'))
And he called it childish first! "It won't work Sanam, chalo" The way he held her hand to take her back. He was scared. So scared.
The way she kept repeating "Aahil wapis aaiye" and the way he kept saying no. And then she held out her most deadliest weapon to tame him YET AGAIN. By just saying "Meri khatir, Aahil" AND HE STOPPED. RIGHT THERE. THE WAY HE STOPPED. Like a magnetic pull she was to him. He can't just GO after hearing that from her. The way his eyes closed like "Oh you Sanam, not again"
:'))
He turned back and she told him how this would give a new meaning for his life, how this would lighten your heart, how this would help him to forget his past and live in future. how this would pull him outta those evil clutches.
And he agreed, Finally he agreed. She gave a balloon to him with "bad dreams" written on it, the first one. And he held it in his hands. SHE made him hold it. He was gone back to his memories, his dreams everything. The way he closed his eyes in pain, he hurt, oh you KVB! Are you even for real!! <3
And the way he was not able to let it go. And then again how SHE helped him opening his palm out of that string, and how his palm opened giving way to the balloon up in the air, symbolism?? :)
And then the other "My past" one and the third "Loneliness" :'( That scene when all the balloons were in the air, flying, it gave me such a feeling of exhilaration, like I had this huge grin seeing that <3
But. The best part. The way he was looking at those balloons, his head upwards and how his tears started to flow. :'(( OH GOD! His face, HIS FACE. SO much pain and hurt. He FINALLY cried out his fears, his pain, his loneliness, the way he was crying, Damn you KVB! I CRIED!! :'((
And then a perfect song for them. <3 The way she started crying looking at him and the way she turned his face towards herself..
AND. SHE. HUGGED. They HUGGED. For the first time. THEIR FIRST HUG. Oh goodness!! I had churns in my stomach. THEY WERE SO PASSIONATE AND INTENSE. Such a beautiful hug that was! So apinful, and he hugged her back with so much desperation, he was so in need of her, someone to hold him, to care for him :'(( SHE IS HERE MY AAHIL. SHE IS HERE. YOUR SANAM. ALL FOR YOU. :'))
And the way she started crying too with him, :'(( How she wiped his tears, holding his face in his hands. He wasn't even stopping her, he was so INTO that moment with her. She was definitely HIS SAVIOR. ⭐️
Loved the end how it freezed on them. Is she gonna kiss him too?!! Just cheek kiss PLEASE?! :')
I AM AWESTRUCK!
*Still crying*
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