RED PART THREE
LETTER 3
Farzi,
Are you happy without me??? I think so.
You enjoyed the days without me.
I'm talking about the physics practical class in which I was absent. I saw all your doings through the CCTV in grandpa's cabin. I want to see your day without me.
You entered the lab with praying hands. Fear was visible on your face.
Meri jhalli ki ankhem meim fear?? Hee hee
And you searched me there. And when you realize that I was absent, your facial expression changed to happy mode.
That made me sad. So I decided to make you regret for being happy without me.
Next day I got the chance.
When our fresher's party was announced, you seem to be least interested and were concentrating on the board.
I saw Arpita mouthing you dance' to you and also your reply-no'.
Then I got an idea, I wrote your name for solo performance and gave that to senior bhai. I waited till the class ends to see your expression when you came to know about my plan.
I was laughing mentally when your eyes popped out on hearing your name for solo dance performance.
I was enjoying that. But then, reality struck me. If you don't know dance, what will you do?
Again I created a problem for you. Devil controlled me that time!!! I prayed to God to help you, again.
I was restless on that evening. Then I heard Jiggy talking to Parth about you. kausthu messaged Jiggy to suggest a song for your dance.
Oh my farzi, you took that serious? You are impossible!!-this was my thought.
I asked Jiggy whether you know dance or not. Jiggy said that you're a trained contemporary dancer (really farzi?? Trained dancer?? Hee hee)
Then I suggested Jiggy the Kamli song. Then Jiggy said that how will he convince you.
Convincing you for something is my duty, isn't it?
I changed Jiggy's mobile ringtone to Kamli song. Asked him to find you and call me when he does so.
And my plan worked.
But you said that, it's a difficult song. For make you dance on that song I argued with you on silly things like my dignity and all. And you know farzi, you fell in my plan. You agreed at last, even though with anger.
After executing my plan successfully, I went terrace with Parth. And watched the sun,who is preparing to disappear onto the deep ocean. Then you came to my mind. The evening at the hill station with you.
And I left there with full of your thoughts leaving Parth there. When I started stepping down, I saw you coming up. I moved back and hid behind the corner wall. You came and enjoying the scenery there. Then I saw you and Parth talking and Parth left the place after that.
You took out your mobile, and began dancing like maniac. You're so immersed in dancing, without noticing your surroundings.
You know what farzi, I become fan of your dance. After so much time of practice, you left the place.
I walked to the spot where you're dancing. Your fragrance was still there. I closed my eyes and reminded your movements, hands, hair and your angelic face. That seemed a drug to me.
My mind compelled me to see you again. What have you done to my poor mind, farzi??
Every day I went terrace to see your dance practice. You didn't see me. But I was watching you always.
One day b4 our fresher's party, P and J asked me to accompany them for shopping. I agreed. On the way, they said that they are going to select dress for their Arpita and kasuthu. Such a lover boys.
We entered the ladies section, I saw you standing in front of a pile of dress with your usual expression"confusion!!!
I smiled at your antiques. You're soo cute.
If you are in confusion, then it's my responsibility to clear that!!!
I made a plan. I looked each and every dress there. And my eyes struck at a sky blue colored one. I purposefully fell on the chair and grabbed that dress as if I lost balance. And gave that to Arpita.
Then Parth said that he will select dress for her (I knew that). Then Arpita said gave that dress to Kausthu. And Jiggy came for my rescue and said he already selected one for her.
And arpita gave that dress to you by another trick. I must say she is good in that. You're so happy on seeing that dress. You looked mirror by holding the dress in front of you. I just stood there admiring your beauty.
For fresher's party I wore a shy blue shirt to match you. And spend 15 min in front of mirror just to impress you. Can you believe it?? Me, RSS, spending too much time in front of mirror, that too to impress my farzi. I laughed on me.
At party, I waited for you to come. And you came with your friends. I stood there like a statue. I don't have words to describe your beauty.
Every boy in the hall is checking you. I want to pluck out their eyed and wanna say--- hey, that's mine. Daon't dare look her with those eyes!!!
Just then Vids came. we had some chit-chat. And she went to grab some drinks. When I searched you, you're not with arpita and kausthu. But with that Rahul.
Farzi, I know you have a pea sized brain, but that day you proved that you don't have that much. Seriously!!!
You're talking with him and sitting on a chair beside Rahul. And he put his hand around your waist. How dare he? She is mine, how dare he touch you like that??
I should do something, something very fast.
I walked towards you. To my luck, I saw a waiter with a plate full of drinks who is walking towards your position. I ran behind him and jerked him from his back. And walked away as if nothing happened. That waiter fell on Rahul, I knew what will happen next. He shouted at that waiter leaving behind you. And you literally flew from there. All my anger on you just melted away by seeing your antiques.
When cultural program started, Vids came and said---she has given an electric shock to my enemy.
I asked which one. She said Sanyukta, who else?
And I asked what she did to you. She just smiled and said just wait and watch.
I got scared. Even though Vids is my good friend, I must say she is a devil in troubling our opponents. I prayed to god. With that I heard the announcement for your dance. I was still praying. Then the curtain rose. Then played an old Hindi song.
You're stunned and all the audience was laughing on you. My blood boiled. They're laughing on my farzi. And I watched those without helping you. I don't what to do?
My brain stopped working that time. My mind asked brain to think some. I was restless, Vids asked me what happened, but I ignored her.
After some time, you again entered the stage. My mind screamed, have you lost it farzi?? Plz go back. But you didn't hear me. You stood at the centre. Signaled to start the music. Then danced like...MANIAC. Wow is the word to describe it. Nobody could do better than you. And the whole audience clapped.
I stood there like a statue, even forgot to clap for u. after some time, I came back into senses. I searched you. You entered there like a princess. Everybody began cheering you. You smiled when audience cheered for you. That just one smile, is enough for me, to spend rest of my life with full of happiness.
Suddenly you looked at me. I want to hug you and wanna say that your performance was outstanding. But I didn't get the chance. Instead of me parth and jiggy said that to you. I got j at parth and jiggy for being so close to you.
That made me mad. And I showed that to you. I taunted you.
But then the DJ started. I was going to ask you to dance with me. Just then Vids dragged me from there. I saw you sitting on chair. And I danced with Vids. After some time, I turned back to see you. But you were not there. My heart beat become so faster. And I said something bad is going to happen.
I decided to search you. Then I found Rahul is also missing. I got scared and jiggy to give his over coat to me.
I left the hall and began searching you and Rahul.
I saw one of Rahul's chamche standing in front of girl's washroom. I ran there. I smashed his head against wall from behind. And I entered the washroom. You were lying on the floor and Rahul is checking you. I put jiggy's overcoat around his head and tied it. He began struggling. During that time, I took u in bridal style. I want to call out your name, but Rahul will hear my voice. With one hand I throw Rahul towards wall and his head smashed. And fell down.
Without wasting much time I ran towards girl's hostel with you in my hands. For my luck there was no one in the hostel. When I entered your room, you opened your eyes and called me as sadu.
You knew me even when you're drunk.
I called Kausthuki , said to come to your room. I placed you on bed.
You're sleeping like a child. What a beautiful sight!!!!
But I should get out from there; otherwise it will create another problem for you. So I left the place. I made sure that arpita and kausthuki came to your room.
Next day evening I saw you in canteen. That time, you're in full senses. Thank god, you're safe.
What you think of yourself farzi?? You scared me. And I shouted on you and left from there. But farzi, I was hurt at that time. And my anger over ridded me.
Is u safe without me??? What will happen the same to you?
If anything happen to you, what will I do?
Please come back farzi..
I'm dying inch by inch every day. Are you enjoying that???
Please come back Sanyu.
With love,
Mr. Ego king.
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