Asad Drabble: Hai Dil Ye Mera *diary entry*
Why do I always find a way to be so upset with you Miss Farooqui? If I hate you so much then why does your happiness matter to me the most? Why are you at the back of my mind...always? Why do I want to wipe away all your tears and provide you with warmth and comfort? Why do I always wait for you to come and talk to me, argue with me? Why do I want to keep you safe in my arms forever? Why do I want to belong to you?
What have you done to my 'pathar dil' Miss Farooqui? Why do I feel like it's melting? What fire did you use? Your innocent beauty? Stubbornness? Ego? Stupidity? Or is it your love for my family? Or because you understand me without words? Why do I always find myself noticing all the little things you do? Why do I always end up thinking of you? Why do I flinch when I imagine you with someone else? I have no patience when it comes to you Miss Farooqui! Don't they say it happens when you fall in love...ishq? I don't want to fall in love Miss Farooqui. I can't fall in love. But still you are the driving force of my life right now, and perhaps will always be. I don't understand what's happening to me. There is a war going on between my heart (yes I do have a heart it seems!) and my mind and I don't know what to do, now that my soul has chosen you and yet I can't be with you. I want you. I want to be your guardian angel. I just want you to be happy...always. And I want you with me, content and safe in my arms forever. And that's not possible Zoya because ultimately I have the blood of Janab Rashid Ahmed Khan running in my veins. Perhaps if the circumstances were different and life hadn't been so cruel, I would never have let you go and you would have been mine forever. We could have had our "happily ever after". But I will just say one thing...
Asad Ahmed Khan is yours Zoya Farooqui...only yours, always and forever.
.o.O.o.
From the show:
Jab aap mujhe itni napasand hain tab mujhe aap itni achhi kyun lagti hain?
Main jaanta hoon zoya ki yeh jo ajeeb sa unsuna unkaha khichaab hum dono ke beech hai, woh tumhe bi utna tang kar rha hai jitna mujhe kar rha hai. Lekin behtar yehi hoga ki hum ise unsuna hi rahne dein. Hum dono ek doosre ke liye nahin bane hain. Main nahin chahta ki tum mere paas aao kyun ki agar tum mere kareeb aayi, toh shayad tumhe dard ke alawa aur kuch nahin se paaunga. I have to let you go.
Mat jao Zoya..main nahin chahta ki tum jao! Ruk jao!
Miss Farooqui aur meri sagai hone waali hai!
Aapko kisi ki parwah nahin? Meri bi nahin?
Miss Farooqui aur mere beech koi rishta nahin!
ZOYAAA!!!
Aab yeh meri mangetar hain. Mujhe unhe rokne ka poora haq hai.
Zoya..tumse sagai karke lagta hai ki main ish duniya ka sabse khooshkismat insaan hoon!
Jab aap aas paas hote hain, sab kuch itna alag sa kyun lagta hai? Kyun chahti hoon main ki app mujhe pasand karein? Why do I want you to care for me? Aur jab aap itni berukhi se baat karte hain, kyun hurt hoti hoon main?
Main karoom toh kya karoon Zoya? Aaj mujhe Miss Farooqui...
Zoya ko sab kuch sach sach bata dena chahiye! Is pal se humari zindagi ki nayi shuruat hogi!
.o.O.o.
A/N: I was just cleaning up the old QH stuff on my laptop and this song Hai Dil Ye Mera came up in my playlist, so I had to write this! I know it's kind of stupid but hey, that's my AsYa and I love them and miss them the most!❤️
And there is this VM made by Rashda back then which inspired me the most!😃
The GIF credit goes to the original uploders!
Preeti🤗
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