EPISODE 26
Starts with Zaroon on dining table for breakfast and ready to leave but servant asks him to have breakfast , he leaves saying he is not hungry and then servant asks him what to cook for dinner ,he leaves saying nothing . Other side Kashaf is sitting and mother asks her that why she has not eaten anything? She says she is not hungry. Mother asks her why she is not hungry. She should not starve herself in this condition and tells her to eat and says that Zaroon has spoilt her a little bit too much . Kashaf talks to herself ,he has not but I have definitely spoilt him . Mother; Who is there with him while pouring tea? Kashaf tells her servant is there. Mother; Have you cooked anything for him and left it behind for him to eat or not ? Kashaf says yes . Mother says : good thing , you did that . Now that you have gotten him used to your cooking , always remember to cook and freeze food for him whenever you are away . Kashaf looks at her . Rafia : when I was staying with you I saw that Zaroon does not take care about his diet at all . Kashaf looks at her mother . Kashaf thinking ; I wonder whether he had his breakfast or not ,before going to office ..Amjad also come very late . He is not a small child , if he is hungry then he will manage to get something or other . If he does not eat at home then will eat something from the office. There is meeting going on Zaroon,s office where many are attending but Zaroon is lost in his laptop ,he seems to be tired . Then the person holding the conference asks Zaroon , what does he think ? Zaroon just having his hand on hir face replies, It was all my fault. Everyone is looking at him and he just is startled. He looks here and there and says sorry, I was bit distracted.
Other side Kashaf is sitting and playing with her ring , With background music ...zindgi Khak na thi and is in deep thought is feeling hurt , then Zaroon,s word comes to her telling her that he is one woman man . Kashaf is in flashback . Kashaf smilingly ; Do not you men ever get tired of lying ? Zaroon smiles : why ? I am one woman man , whats there to lie about . Kashaf ; I am a one woman man . Zaroon sits straight and loks in to her eyes ; I am very serious you know . I do not believe in deception and dishonesty after marriage . Kashaf makes face . Zaroon ; do not you believe me ? Kashaf looking at him ; give me some time . I will learn to trust . and then I will get to know every truth ,every lie . I will come to know everything about you . Zaroon smiles and shows his finger with ring looking at her ; It is very important that there should be trust between husband and wife . Do not you agree with tat ? Kashaf ; yes , I do agree with that . But I do not believe in deception in the name of trust . Zaroon now seriously looks at her ; Do you feel that I can betray you . Kashaf ; I did not say this . Zaroon ; But I can sense it . Both looking at each other then Zaroon ; Kashaf do you have any kind of doubts or suspicions where I am concerned ? Kashaf looking at him ; No , there is no such thing . Zaroon has hesitant smile and holds her hand ; If there is something like that in your mind then take it out from your mind totally . Because after marriage ,I am not interested in any girl .and if there had been someone , I would not hide and have an affair , I would marry the person immediately . He smiles and Kashaf angrily asks him ; are you threatening me with second marriage. Zaroon laughingly ; When I am threatening you .All I am saying you that whatever I do , will do it openly . Kashaf ; looking at other side , should I appreciate you for this or get angry with you Zaroon smiles and pulls her towards him and looking in her eyes ; should appreciate me because you will never find a man like me . Both are looking at each other happily . Kashaf comes back to reality , has tears in her eyes and just goes on with her ring which zaroon promised her with . And Background track goes on . She picks up some book . other side Zaroon is just walking restlessly ; The whole day passed and she did not call me even once , if nothing else she should have at least told me that she has reached Karachi , there is no manners like such thing in that woman
Mother brings her milk . And asks her did Zaroon called her dear ? Kashaf says no . Mother ; you are here since he has not called you even once about your health ? Kashaf ; so what ? I also do not care about him . Mother ; so you should have called him to tell him that you are fine, he might be worried about you . Kashaf ; he is not going to worry about me , he must be busy with his life , his friends . Mother ; Kashaf , have you come here after fighting with Zaroon ? Kashaf replies that its something like this . Mother ; but why dear , what was the fight about ? Kashaf is tense ; please Ma , do not ask me such question , I won't be able to answer you . Mother ; look dear , couples do have fights and arguments but that does not mean that one should leave house every time because of It . Kashaf looks at her ; why are you talking like this ? Do you think I am the type to leave the house because of minor issue , there must have been something major that I hhave taken this step . Mother ; if you want , I can call and speak to him . , if there is some issue then lets find the solution for it dear . Kashaf rubbing her forhead ; Ma , had I wanted to patch up with him , I would not have left the house ? . besides he has not thrown me out of the house , I myself has come here . Mother is worried ; If you do not want a patch up , then what do you want ? Kashaf ; do not ask me mummy , I myself do not know what I want right now . Mother advises her that do not take any hasty decisions , because its no longer the matter of only your own life , this also concerns your children, life and their future . Kashaf ; Mummy I will not be blackmailed only because of this , just because I am going to be mother , so will have to reconsider the children . I want to base my relationship with Zaroon on self respect, equality and loyalty . I do not want to base it on need and helplessness, blackmail and children. Mother Kashaf looking at each other.
Zaroon looking in his wardrobe , calls Amjad and asks where is his black suit ? he replies ,will be in wardrobe . But Zaroon is already in foul mood tells him to find and then Amjad says may be at drycleaners. On the other side Kashaf is walking and thinking , she is somewhat crying and unhappy ; I do not care , he can do what he pleases, he can go with whom so ever he wants .When I do not want to spend life with him then I also should not think about him either . She is confused and insecure soul . Zaroon is sitting with Asmara having tea somewhere outside . Zaroon is serious ; marrying Kashaf was a great mistake of my life . you do not guess how much I regret for this mistake . Asmara ; I can very well imagine Zaroon what are you feeling . You forget , I know you better than you know yourself . Zaroon; everyone was right about Kashaf , we have absolutely nothing common between us . Asmara ; I am so sorry Zaroon , Because of me so many issues has come up between you and Kashaf., Zaroon ; Even I had no idea that Kashaf could be so stupid , He is unhappy and Asmara : Its your fault Zaroon , you should have told her about us , Why did you hide all this from her ? Zaroon after a pause ; yes you are right . I , Myself , do not know , why I hid all this from her ? What would she have said ? she would not have said anything . Asmara ; If I would have been at her place perhaps I would also have reacted the same way . Zaroon looks at her ; Difference is Asmara , I can expect anything from you .But I do not expect it from her . Asmara ; Alright , now do not have to take her side .
Zaroon,s parents are having tea and his mother tells that there is some fight between your son and daughter in law . Father asks why ? Mother tells him that this question you ask yourself . But something is definitely wrong . When talked to Kashaf about Zaroon, she said he was not home . And when talked to Zaroon , he told that Kashaf is watching the TV for lat two hours . Father says that it appears to be lack of coordination between the two . Mother says its not joke , I am worried . Father tells her that with smile ; I am happy . Because while feeling proud and little envious , I was feeling a bit of complex listening to how my son was the ideal husband with no faults , seeing him in stress makes me happy that no marriage is perfect marriage . Mother says that she never expected this from him . Father ; speak to them and make them understand , I am sure they will understand . Mother ; I hope so
Zaroon withdrawn and tired , Amjad knocks at the door to tell him dinner is ready .Zaroon tells him he is coming . He is having his dinner but then calls Amjad and is angry about food . Comes to his room , sits on the sofa , frustrated and tired . On the other side Kashaf with her mother ; These so called husbands , they are the most ungrateful being created . And these things you talk about all the time , this mode of conduct and rules of etiquette , they hardly have any value . No one takes in to consideration what service you have done to them . Listening to her quietly ; How do you know dear , you are sitting here ? He must miss you . Kashaf ; Please do not try to brainwash me with these false illusions . This is the reason I never wanted to get married . I did not want to stuck in a predicament like this . You were always very keen to get me married . Were not you ? Zaroon will do this Zaroon will do that , I had perfect life going on , its now ruined for nothing , She is hurt and with tears . Mother Looks at her ; I hope to God not this , why are you saying all this . Kashaf looking at her ; Zaroon turned out to be just like the other men , there is nothing different about him ) Mother ; Your mother-in-law called you , did not she ? Could that be zaroon asked her to . Kashaf ; Mummy, Zaroon did not say anything to her , she just happened to call me by chance Mother ; Dear , how long it will go on ? Kashaf asks her ; Why? Are you fed up with me ? Mother tells her; that there is nothing like this . but husband and wife should not stretch out their fights for too long otherwise small issues turns in to major one . Kashaf looks at her : Mummy . this is not small a issue ,she is crying , and what do you think that I would leave my house which I created with such love , for a small issue. Mother ; Okay tell me what the problem is , perhaps I will find a solution . Kashaf ; only Zaroon has the solution to this problem . I do not even know if he has a solution or not . while crying she tells her mother ; I really loved him a lot , mummy . Does my love means nothing to him ? Mother ; I know , you love him a lot dear . but why do not you give in Kashaf ; no. I can not back down and give in , at least not where this is concerned . Mother ; Why are you being stubborn , dear , there are no calculations and arrogance when it comes to love , and the one who bends is the greater person dear . Kashaf goes from there while mother looking at her
Zaroon is withdrawn and sitting quietly , going inner turmoil in him and looking at his face is quite hurt with Kashaf,s accusations ; I was leading a perfectly good and independent single life , I do not know what mad dog bit me to get me into thinking about getting married . I mean , I can not even share anything about this with anyone . What can I tell anyone anyways? What does she think I am ? What , am I a loafer or a cad or something that I won't even care for my wife or children ? And to top it all , Am I going to go around having an affair with my ex-fianc ? There really is limit . So many days have passed but she did not even called once to excuse herself Alright , she has not called with any excuses , but she could have called . Looks at his phone If not a call ..at least she could have sent a message . He is changing her name on his cell phone while thinking all this . Other side Kashaf is quite and sad , looks at her phone and is deleting the words from husband and replace with man and is crying inside ; All these men are really very selfish . they do not have a respect for a woman ,s feelings nor do they care . How can they care except their own kind anyways ? Even after marrying me , he could not get Asmara from his heart . Had he wanted to keep her in his heart , he could have ..but why did he start meeting her ? Fades in ..
Its morning both mother daughter are sitting outside .Kashaf is crying , Mother ; Kashaf , why are you crying so much ? What has happened ? Kashaf : Nothing good ever happens with me , no one cares for me . Mother kisses her head and takes her in her arms . ; Kashaf , you are intelligent , educated and a woman yourself ..So then why are you talking like this ? Why dear ? You should be happy that you are going to be a mother , You should be praying to God to give you healthy babies . What does it matter whether its girl or a boy ? Kashaf looks up at her mother ; What does it make a difference ? At least in this society it does . ) Mother ; Zaroon has never insisted nor said that he only wants a son , then why are you thinking about this over and over ? Kashaf ; Because I know he only wants a son Mother ; No Kashaf , he never said so , but if he is thinking like that then I will make him understand Kashaf is wallowing in her own pre conceived notions and looks at her mother ; what will you make him understand , I have been here for so many days , did he even care to call me and now when he finds out about me having daughters , how will he react ? Mother ; these is your first offspring dear and beside you can have a son later , So what if they are daughters . Kashaf lifts her head and looks at her mother ; they may be my first offspring , but not having sons , but I am having daughters . Her own insecurities raising head being a daughter what she went through with her mother Mother ; Kashaf ...I never expected you of all people to have this kind of attitude . All life I have slogged on you girls , my whole life I spent wiping out this concept of sons and daughters . And you...You are crying over the blessing that is given to you ...This is very wrong Kashaf . She again brings her to in her arms where her tears does not stop . ; Come here ..Okay its enough . She is going on crying .
Kashaf is writing in her diary ; I was never a woman who was ever weak or coward . But then finding out that I was going to have daughters ..why did I became so ? Am I a hypocrite ? Or is it that despite all my show of bravery , education and independence ,I am still a typical conventional woman . Should I ignore Zaroon,s betrayal for the sake of my children ..? Or I should pass the rest of my life bringing up my two children all alone ? Should I prepare myself for a life , like the one my mother had , despite my father being there .
Its night , Phone rings with woman written , its Zaroon,s and he is sleeping , he picks up the phone and sees Woman ? and says who she is ? Its dark . Kashaf on the other side has called Zaroon and then says ; that I knew that he will not answer my call . I made a mistake calling him . Made myself stay up so late ..what was the use ? She is so sad and unhappy . On the other side Zaroon wakes up with start , light the lamp and look at his phone and dial the number . Kashaf receives the call and look at the phone . She for a moment pauses and Zaroon says , hello . Kashaf ; With tears , How are you . ? Zaroon ; I am fine , How are you ? Kashaf is reluctant ; I went to doctor . Zaoon ; So? Kashaf while crying ; we are having daughters Zaroon is happy with this news . Kashaf ; I want to come back , I want to come back to my house . Zaroon on the other side gets emotional and had tear drop in his eyes .says then Come . She can not stop herself crying , Such a brilliant actors , no words to describe Kashaf is sleeping one side , She wakes up when finds someone pulling the sheet from her , she turns her face but stops and thinks why mother has increased the speed of the fan ? Then she turns her face and sees Zaroon sleeping beside her , she is perplelexed thinking ; Another dream , I do not know when I am going to get rid of all these strange dreams ? and goes to sleep . Then she sits up and touch Zaroon,s cheek slowly and Zaroon gets up with a start . She looks at him with smile Zaroon ; Whats wrong with you ? Kashaf ; When did you come ? He while lying turns his face towards her with closed eyes ; I came on in the 6am flight . Kashaf ; What was the rush ? Zaoon with his closed eyes ; Why did not you come ? then Kashaf lying on her side facing him ; Why were you having an affair with Asmara ? Zaroon opens his eyes little bit and lifts his head ; Why did you leave the house without asking me ? Kashaf ; Why did not you stop me ? Zaroon raises his head little more ; why did not you ask me to ? Kashaf ; Why would I ask you to ask me ? Zaroon ; So why would I have stopped you ? Kashaf ; Then why did you come then ? He looks at her opening his one eye ; I did not come for you but for my daughters . Kashaf now sulking ; You have not come for me then ? He again raises his head ; Why would I come for you ? You are just an average looking girl . you are just an stubborn , suspicious , argumentative , silly girl who does not even love me . Kashaf looking at him ; and you ? you are very selfish , narrow minded , flirt of a man , who can love almost any woman . Zaroon with closed eyes ; I will answer you on this when I wake up , provided I remember to do so . Kashaf is at peace and softly tell him ; you are the first and the last man in my life . Zaroon opens his one eye facing her . Kashaf continues ; I have loved no other man except you , and after you I will not be able to love another . He smile at her and says ; I know .Both smilingly looking at each other and then Kashaf tells him to go to sleep now . Zaroon sits up saying ; Now that will be some what difficult . Tell me something ? you started crying the moment you got pregnant . You started crying the moment you find about the daughters . I have heard people crying out of sheer happiness, but I have never heard of people crying without just any reason . She laughs and smiles , both smiles looking at each other . Kashaf ; Go to sleep now .I meant it , you are very sleepy . She pulls him down and sayds go to sleep . Zaroon utters go to sleep and Kashaf is looking at him with love in her eyes while he goes to sleep .
They are in their own home and walking . Zaroon ; I honestly cannot believe that you suspected me . I mean how could you believe that I would two-time you or even betray you dear ? Kashaf ; you hid things from me , so what else I was to do but be suspicious of you ? Zaroon ; I did not hide anything from you Kashaf . Yes its true that you do not like Asmara ..and I was going to meet her . And I felt if I told you , you would get angry . But you did get angry ...and to top it all you thought that I was having affair with Asmara . Kashaf ; Okay You do not have go on about that . You should have been open with me from the beginning. What was the need to hide it ? And then top of that you lied ? Zaroon first looks at her then here and there ; I only lied to you because I was afraid of you . Kashaf : You are afraid of me ? one more lie . Zaroon seriously looking at her ; I swear , I am really afraid of you . Kashaf asks him why ? Looking for answer in his eyes . Zaroon ; I am scared of loosing you . Kashaf smiles and Zaroon ; Are not you going to say something ? Kashaf asks him what ? Zaroon says anything . Kashaf seems to be teasing him . Zaroon says anything ? Kashaf looking at him ; Would you like me to tell you that I love you ? She smiles at him and Zaroon looks down and then looks at her says he already knows this . Kashaf then looks at him ; So you ...want some cheap , filmy dialogues to you. Then she holds his both hands and come closer to him : Should I say Zaroon , I will die without you And acts : That I will never be happy anywhere but in your home , when you are not near me I feel incomplete . Zaroon is having funny expressions on his face while listening to all this . Zaroon ; Are you going to say all this to me ? Kashaf puts her both hands on her waist and tells him its out of question . Dream on . Zaroon now laughs : Why ? Kashaf ; Are you trying to start up romance with me now ? Zaroon : Why ? cannot I not romance with you ? Kashaf takes his both hands in her hands ; Alright then , come on then , show me , tell me . Zaroon ; What ? Kashaf ; Something romantic ? Zaroon ; you want me to romance you ? Kashaf ; stop teasing me . Zaroon ; Hey , now , you want I should not tease you or romance you ? So what am I supposed to do ? Kashaf turns her face ; You did not think of me when you went and dumped me at my parent,s house . Zaroon ; Did I dumped you ? ? Sweetheart you are the one who left me . You do not care about me . Kashaf hold his hand as he walks : Why did not you stopped me then ? Zaroon takes her other hand ; Had I asked you , would you have stopped from going ? Kashaf says yes . Then Zaroon ; I am saying it now . Kashaf asks him what ? Zaroon ; If you ever leave this house again , I will break your legs . Kashaf smiles and says Okay . Zaroon ; Okay ? you agreed so easily . Kashaf says yes ..
KASHAF IS STANDING IN THE BALCONY ; Life is collection of many things . .strange events , coincidence and miracles . Zaroon is shown to be playing with her little daughters in the lawn Sometimes one can not understand it . If one were to define it in one sentence ...what it would be ? Zaroon calls her in the lawn . Life is a garden as Zaroon says it . Both are looking at their daughters playing with blissful happiness . Zaroon looking at his daughters and Kashaf running after each other having a smile . Zaroon ; Life is really a garden...with my wife , children , family .I can not wish for more than this . Daughters are growing up and Kashaf with her diary ; Zaroon ,s in the habit of flattering me . Had he not known how to do this , he may not have been able to control me so well .' Control' perhaps control is the wrong word for it . May be the expression ' to keep one in the palm of one,s hand ' might be better. He has helped complete my life in many ways . He has changed my way of thinking . Zaroon is clicking the pictures of his family with Kashaf playing with them . He has taken me out of the complex being a woman . He did not let me become obsessed by my need for son . We have only two daughters . Kashaf walking alone ; Many years ago , i used to blame God for all my problems . I had a whole list of complaints , i would put up in front of Him . I will regret that i misjudged God,s intentions , that i was wrong in underestimating his strength and wisdom . I always felt that God did not love me , Although God loves all of us . He gives us many blessings ; yet tests as well. I do not why we never understand this early on in life .
Zaroon with his laptop ; Years of marital bliss . All these years God has been very kind to me . And no matter how hard i try to thank Him i do not think i can ever thank him enough .
Zaroon with his daughters in the lawn who are tending the plants . Kashaf standing in the balcony then Zaroon pours water on his daughters and all are enjoying . then near the sea , All four of them . Kashaf ; My life has not finished as yet but the only difference is that my diary does not have any more complaints with regard to God and his injustice . I have also learnt a few things in life , one is to accept that which He gives me and other is to stop searching for that which is unattainable .
Ends with both going together in the sea water hand in hand towards the horizon
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