Us aik lamhay nay, us aik jumlay nay - pyar kay, aitbaar kay, mohabbat kay, aur apnay pan kay saray bharam tor diyay.
Apni pakeeza mohabbat ko, ilzaam banntay huyay dekhta raha Dev, lekin zaban say aik lafz nahi nikla. Jis ko khuda bana kar pooja, ussi nay ungli utha kay harassment ka ilzaam laga diya. I could feel my world shaterring around me when I saw this, and i wondered what Dev must have felt. I could see it, the moment Kaajjal said to Aditya pointing at Dev, "yeh aadmi mujhay paraishan kar raha hai." Uff the look on Dev's face, he closed his eyes as if the pain was too much to bear. His face was a complete picture of disbelief and agony. Kaajjal was blabbering, "main nay is liyay nahi bataya kay jhagra ho jayay ga. jab say yeh aaya hai mujhay say badtameezi kar raha hai." Uff this word badtameezi, uff this ilzaam on his pure and pious love. he actually pinched his lips when he heard her say badtameezi, as if he was trying to repeat it to know for real that kaajjal actually said thes for hima nd his love. Uff the torture of that one moment completely broke him down. His face was a complete picture of shock, for he never ever imagined his own Kaajjal to ever say these words … pariashan kar raha hai, badtameezi kar raha hai. His heart was shouting and his face was saying, 'itna bara ilzaam laga diya tum nay meray pyar pay Kaajjal, main nay tum say aisay mohabbat ki jaisay insaan khuda say karta hai, aur tum nay meri mohabbat ko gunnah bana diya.' Come to think of it,when your love is being humiliated in front of someone else by the one person you have loved like crazy, what will you go through. He couldn't believe his ears just like I couldn't believ mine when I heard Kaajjal humiliating Dev and his love in front of Aditya. I couldn't believ my ears, and Dev. The guys kept his silence, for he knew if he would say a single word, it will raise questions on her honor and integrity. And ahh his love, itni tazleel kay baad bhi us nay Kaajjal ki izzat rakhi. (although i dont agree with him, he should have said or atleast slapped that brainless girl, byt thats our DPS. composed and full of integrity.)
And Aditya, calling him kameena, saying him, "tum nay meay ghar ki izzat pay buri nazar dali," aur Dev yeh sab bhi chup kar kay sunnta raha. Aditya Garewal, you asked Dev what do you know about Kaajjal, as if you and kaajjal were childhood friends, or next door neighbors. Aditya Garewal, you said to Dev, "tum nay meay ghar ki izzat pay buri nazar dali." Do you Aditya, have any idea who Dev Pratap Singh is. Do you have any idea what a man of principles and honor he is? Do you have any idea how it feels like to see your love in someone else's arms, and to hear your mohabbat being called as a sin and harassment. And do you Aditya Garewal have any idea, what a great soul DPS is. His heart was breaking, but his eyes were bent; his heart was crying with pain, but he lips were silent, his whole being was shouting with agony, but his body was calm and composed.
He slowly turned around and gave one last look to Kaajjal. His eyes were shouting, 'sab khatam kar diya tum nay Kaajjal. aur haan mera jo bharam tha apnay pyar pay wo bhi tor diya tum nay. Itna bara ilzaam laganay say pehlay tumhari zubaan nahi larzi, tumhara dil nahi kaanpa. Kuin Kaajjal, meray pyar pay itna bara ilzaam kuin lagaya tum nay. Main tu ja hi raha tha, phir kuin Kaajjal.'
He was driving the car and talking to himself, 'aaj tum sach main mar agee meray liyay aur main tumharay liyay.' Kaajjal's words were echoing in his mind, 'yeh aadmi mujhay bohat dinon say paraishan kar raha hai. Jis din say yeh yahan aaya hai kisi na kisi bahanay say mujhay paraishan kar raha hai, badtameezi kar raha hai' and once again I could feel this pain in his eyes and his whole being. It was as if, he was not ready to believe kaajjal said that. It was as if, he was sure his Kaajjal can't say anything like this, as if he was sure Kaajjal can never blame him for harassing her. But he heard her saying it, he witnessed that moment and the agony and pain that moment brought with it. He jerked his head as if trying to throw the tears back in his eyes that are ready to fall off. 'meray pyar ko gunnah bana diya tum nay Kaajjal, meray pyar pay itna bara ilzaam kaisay lagaya tum nay Kaajjal.' these are the only words his eyes and his heart were shouting.
The pain was too much to bear, the torture was too much to handle. When you love someone more than ur life and that person calls your pure and true love as a sin and attempt of harassment, life breaks down around you and nothing can rebuild it ever again.
And that accident, yeh tu hona hi tha. Jitna dukh Kaajjal nay Dev ko aaj diya hai, us kay baad apni senses main rehna mumkin nahi tha. O Lord, please give Dev the happiness he deserves, I wish at this point of time I can say, "Kaajjal can go to hell," but no, because Dev's happiness shall forever be in Kaajjal.
And now coming to Apoorva, if love has a language, it is Apoorva; if love has an existence, it is in Apoorva; if passion has an existence, it is in Apoorva. He was simply outstanding in those heart breaking scenes. 👏👏👏 The way he depicted his disbelief upon hearing that word badtameezi, and the way his eyes shed those unshed tears, no one, can ever ever do it sooo brilliantly. 👏
I am still crying, I am heart broken, and I, just like Dev, still can't come to terms with the fact that Dev's pure and pious love was soo badly humiliated today.