Sharmi, this one is dedicated to you honey!!!!
saansain tu tabhi tham gaee theen jab dev ki pehli awaaz kanoon main goonji thi, "aa gaee tum." wo qadam barha raha tha, aur us ki awaaz dhadkanoon ko tez kar rahi thi, "aao kaajjal, ab aur intezaar mat karao!!" and there she saw him, infact his shadow, and although the shadow was much much different than Adi's but her heart has always recongnized this shadow, she can feel this pull towards this shadow from 100 miles, she can feel her heartbeat fastening the moment she saw the shadow,a nd she conviniently believe this is Adi. although the shadow said a different story.
"taqdeer tumharay naam kay saath chahay kisi aur ka naam kuin na jor day, lekin sach to yeh hai kay tum meray liyay ho," and he stood behind her. his hands lifted to hold her shoulder, "aur main tumharay liyay" those were the last words, and ahhh that touch. that touch was what kaajjal had been longing for sooooo long. 'this is the touch i want, this is the feeling i want, this is the passion i want' her heart is shouting, and her breathing gets out of control. oh my, the man she had always desired in her life was holding her, for she was unaware its not adi but dev. this touch, which can create havocs to her senses can only be dev's. only dev has this ultimate power on her, on her senses, on her body. and she looses it there. She closes her eyes and blindly turns around and crashes on his chest, moving her arms around his neck and holding her soo tight as if this was her lifeline. as if, if she would not hold this man right now, she will die. and dev held her back. O My God, the heat of the moment was tooo much to handle. they were in such close proximity as if nothing can ever ever come between them. never. but why did dev have to speak, why? silence is sometimes the best language, he should have kept his silence and held her there for an eternity, fow his whole being has been longing for this moment ever since he saw kaajjal again. all he wanted was to hold her and love her. but ahh fate, he said, "hum aik doosray kay liyay hain. dev aur kaajjal" and it was as it bomb exploded in her ears. she stepped out of his arms, and that eye locking session was mindblowing. He was looking at her with a belief, as if, 'i knew it kaajjal, tum mujh say dur nahi reh pao gi. I knew it kaajjal. tum sirf meri ho, sirf meri." She was not able to believe her self, how could she step into his arms, but her heart was not ready to listen, and she tried to run away. and o my, the way he held her hand and brought her to a halt. And they way he changed his hand on hers … o my God, that was awesome, as if he knew what he had to do to bring his princess at a melting point.
"tum tu janti ho main tum say kitna pyar karta hoon." Closing the distance while saying these words, and finally he was there, his head on her shoulder from behind her, and her breathing was out of control. Oh this pull that attraction that she was feeling for him was sooooo damn evident on her face. He closed his eyes, and moved his faced very gently on her hair, barely touching her but leaving her to beg for more. (O my, meri tu saansain yaheen pay ruk gaee hain …. Huh, let me get a hold of myself …)
Ok, He closed his eyes, and moved his faced very gently on her hair, barely touching her but leaving her to beg for more, "aur aik sach main bhi janta hoon, kay tum mujhay say" … and his voice softened, almost a whisper, caressing her hair, her neck hidden in her hair, "kitna pyar karti ho" and o my, I could almost see her looing herself to him again. she was just about to rest her head on his forehead and said, "tum job hi ho, main tumharay paas rehna chahti hoon. Tumhari ehsaas mujhay zinda kar daita hai. Mujhay apni bahoon main lay lo," lekin uff that Aditya name. poor Kaajjal, I know what is the case here. Wo Dev kay ehsaas say pyar karti hai aur Aditya kay naam say. Porr girl is lost in a battle of ehsaas and name. ufff, and the way they argued.
The highlight, "main tum say pyar nahi karti," and he held her once again, the same DPS way, passionately yet authoritatively, as if she belonged to only him , and rightly so. "tu kuin ayee ho yahan… mera pyar meri mojoodgi tumhain yahan laee hai," and boom, the look on her face, as if she knows whatever Dev is saying is true. She knew that its this man who is creating havocs to her senses. Uff this man, and her mind said run away from him, else you'll loose every control, and she runs away and stupid girl, went into Aditya's arms. Arrrghghghgh. This was also a reciprocal of the whol Dev incident. In her mind she thought she had betrayed Aditya, and she was feeling guilty that some other man than her husband turned her into jelly, and she wanted to be with him, in his arms, close to him.
Uff, aur Dev/Apoorva …. Alfaz agar kafi hotay tu zaroor kehti kay what an amazing person he is. He was touching her on screen and I was feeling that touch in my living lounge. Ufff, words are not enough to make a comprehensive sketch of what an amazing actor he is. But above all, its not just acting, its his personality, he is an immensely passionate person and his eyes gives every single feeling of his passion. I have never seen someone like him and I believe I will never see anyone like him.
God Bless you Apoorva. You have brought sooo much happinessinto our lives by just being on television, and being a part of these beautiful love stories, that we will never ever be able to thankyou enough.