It was like rain of arrows piercing me..!

Dekh sakti hoon mein kuch bhi hote hue..nahin mein nahin dekh sakti tujhe rote huve...!!

awwww..Apurva...as I always say..you are my weakness & strength...I am just not able to watch the torture you are going through as Dev..and at the same time..it is you that is making me ..strong & giving mestrength to watch all the torture..and crap..twists & turns..!!

Oh that phone scene with Chachi...the words like.."mein til til mar raha hoon..isse accha hai ki mout ek hi baar aajaye chachi.."..THAT PIERCED ME THE MOST..!!Could he have said anything better..and teh way he said.."Mein Kajjal ko kissi aur ke baahon mein jaate hue nahin dekh sakta chaachi.."..and then "Jab bhi kaajjal ko dekhta hoon toh mujhe apne aap par sharam aati hai chachi..".."meine gunah kiy atha yeh pata tha mujhe lekin yahan aakar toh woh gunaah dugna dikhaye deraha hai.."..ohhhhhh..what dialouges & teh way he said it soooo sooo naturally without any exagerated.crying ..oh...he is soooo Majestic..like a KING always even in his...saddest of saddest moments...!!And that last scene of again loosing his control..when he saw that his Kajjal is alone..and like a Magnet her eyes..pulled him towards him ..like a last staw..for a drowning man..he goes to her..begging her & almost..forcing her to accept that she is his & he is hers...Aww..they way he said .."Tum sirf meri ho Kajjal..sirf meri.."..ohhhh..it drives me crazy..!1Well all teh horrible words kaajal said I dont even want to mention it & make my mouth bitter..Let me leave it at that..!!Let me savour in the passion of Dev's love..and teh intensity of the ever romantic ..ever genuine..Apurva Agnihothri..!!The ever charming person even in that long growing beard/...day by day..an dthat green & black stripped shirt he was wearing /...fitting his ..perfect 10 Kamdev body to the inch...mmmmmmm....fabulous..!!

I think this is what Dev's heart is crying....

"Tere bin suni suni hai Baahein

Tere bin pyaasi pyaasi nigaahen

tere bin ...bin asar meri aahen ter bin..

Tere bin raat kati nahin hai..

tere bin pyaas mitt thi nahinhai..

tere bin.."

Love-Hema

Ufff Hemadi you do put it in black and white literally. No frills but simple words from your heart!!!

And thats whats makes your post so most awaited!!! No one but you coould do it so mind blowingly well!!!!!

👏

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Ufff Hemadi you do put it in black and white literally. No frills but simple words from your heart!!!

And thats whats makes your post so most awaited!!! No one but you coould do it so mind blowingly well!!!!!

👏

Aww..Autum..you never fail to make me float in Air..everyday..!!I am totally humbled with your words..Love ya..!!And huma...thank you too for liking it..!!

Love-hema

Once again very well-written Hemadi 👏 ...Actually in today's episode the main highlight was Apu's power packed performance 👏 👏 👏 ...The look,the intensity,the passion ,the pain,the agony all these were clearly evident in his ever-so expressive eyes 😳 😳 the way he says to adi that all he wants is true love clearly shows his desperation to get back kajal 😛 ...but kajal is too busy dreaming about adi-chagol and his chagol family 😡

Anyways today dev was looking soo mesmerising in green that even kajal couldn't take her eyes off him 😉 He was looking like a yummy pista ice-cream in that green shirt which was unbuttoned 😳 😳...and as u said hemadi... Kajal's eyes pulled him like a magnet towards her and thats what gave dev a ray of hope to stay back and get his love back 😳 😳 ..the way dev tells that she only belongs to him,actually shows that dev is now confident that kajal cannot love anyone else other than him 😃 😃;So this is the beginning of dev's passionate journey and end of adi's chagol(goat)-katha 😃

Right now Dev must b wanting to tell kajal the following lines 😳 😳
Wanting,
lusting,
to be held,
to be loved,
to feel warmth,
to feel your beating heart.
Wanting to be sheltered from the cold,
heartless winds.
Falling into invisible arms;
into an abyss of love.
Wishing,
hoping,
that my desires will be filled;
my desires of loving warmth.
Wanting to be held,
comforted,
loved.
Dreaming of passionate embraces,
of tender kisses,
loving words,
romantic nights.
Waiting for undying love. 😳 😳 😳

I hope kajal gets out of her goat and fainting obsession and remembers her devu quickly before its too late 😭 😭

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Dekh sakti hoon mein kuch bhi hote hue..nahin mein nahin dekh sakti tujhe rote huve...!!

awwww..Apurva...as I always say..you are my weakness & strength...I am just not able to watch the torture you are going through as Dev..and at the same time..it is you that is making me ..strong & giving mestrength to watch all the torture..and crap..twists & turns..!!

Oh that phone scene with Chachi...the words like.."mein til til mar raha hoon..isse accha hai ki mout ek hi baar aajaye chachi.."..THAT PIERCED ME THE MOST..!!Could he have said anything better..and teh way he said.."Mein Kajjal ko kissi aur ke baahon mein jaate hue nahin dekh sakta chaachi.."..and then "Jab bhi kaajjal ko dekhta hoon toh mujhe apne aap par sharam aati hai chachi..".."meine gunah kiy atha yeh pata tha mujhe lekin yahan aakar toh woh gunaah dugna dikhaye deraha hai.."..ohhhhhh..what dialouges & teh way he said it soooo sooo naturally without any exagerated.crying ..oh...he is soooo Majestic..like a KING always even in his...saddest of saddest moments...!!And that last scene of again loosing his control..when he saw that his Kajjal is alone..and like a Magnet her eyes..pulled him towards him ..like a last staw..for a drowning man..he goes to her..begging her & almost..forcing her to accept that she is his & he is hers...Aww..they way he said .."Tum sirf meri ho Kajjal..sirf meri.."..ohhhh..it drives me crazy..!1Well all teh horrible words kaajal said I dont even want to mention it & make my mouth bitter..Let me leave it at that..!!Let me savour in the passion of Dev's love..and teh intensity of the ever romantic ..ever genuine..Apurva Agnihothri..!!The ever charming person even in that long growing beard/...day by day..an dthat green & black stripped shirt he was wearing /...fitting his ..perfect 10 Kamdev body to the inch...mmmmmmm....fabulous..!!

I think this is what Dev's heart is crying....

"Tere bin suni suni hai Baahein

Tere bin pyaasi pyaasi nigaahen

tere bin ...bin asar meri aahen ter bin..

Tere bin raat kati nahin hai..

tere bin pyaas mitt thi nahinhai..

tere bin.."

Love-Hema

So you the FAMOUS Hemadi I read in so many post about.

Well, must say not without any reason. There is one thing being a fan of Apu, but then there is another thing REALLY being Crazy about him.

Your post epitomize your love for this mortal being called Apoora....hahaha..and please don't tell me you actually think he is God.....:)

Loved what you wrote. It always makes watching the episode so much more exciting after reading everyones perspective.

Hema, i knew you would come today. i just knew it. because this was too much to bear, dev and his pain is just too much to bear and i knew u will write it down, for thats the only way kay dil ko kuch sakoon milay 😊

u r soo right hema, the phone scene and the last scene were just awesome. although apoorva shinned in every scene and made it simply applaudabbe but the intensity with which he held kaajjal and told her tum meri ho, meray siwa kisi ki nahi ho sakti .. ahhh, dil bechara dhadakna bhool jata hai.

yar that phone call made me shed a thousnad tears as well. ufff wo tuta hua lehja, wo bheegi bheegi aankhain, wo bechainy ka ehsaas, wo tadap, wo shiddat, only apoorva could have done it soooo brilliantly. 👏

thankyou so such a beautiful post hema, you always make me smile and cry at the same time. This is one quality that only belongs to you, only you!!!

lots of love, Kashish

Hema di i was expecting your beautiful post and you have not failed to provide us with your lovely thoughts. Every post just screams that you love Apu poore dil se! 😳 Thanks di, your posts are always a pleasure to read and one cannot help but saluting them! 👏

Hemadi, I was waiting for this today...I knew that no matter how late into the night it got, I would see a post from you today...

I have no words...aap ke sab kuch keh dene ke baad koi kya keh sakta hai?

You know we're all here, feeling the agony with you...Aapke Apu ke baare mein koi kya keh sakta hai...unho ne toh kuch kehne ke liye baki hi nahi choda...

🤗 I'm so glad you came by today Hemadi...

Love,
~Payal

Very well said Hema Di and you said it all and I agree with u.