A DREAM OR A NIGHTMARE(dark n matureTHREAD4) part 26 updatED PAGE 128 - Page 10

Just then whole crowd started hooting around them... they both came out of their trance... sanyu opened her eyes.. she looked here and there... she felt embarrassed... but more than embarrassed she was hurt... she knew randhir is just physically attracted towards her... he doesn't love her... she pushed randhir and came out of his embrace... her eyes were wet... and ran away from there... ppl thought that she is just shy...

On the other hand randhir was shocked... he himself couldn't believe on what he just did... he was hell embarrassed... he was cursing of himself... he was feeling guilty... thinking that how will he face her... what she must be thinking about him... he too came off the stage and started searching sanyu... but he couldn't found her any where... he was worried... he searched the whole garden area... but she was not there... then he entered the main building... he was roaming in the corridors... just then he saw a door of a room is not shut... he peeped inside and saw his dadi sitting on the bed and sanyu is lying near her resting her head in her lap... dadi was stroking her hair... her eyes were closed... he turned around... closed his eyes... he was feeling very weird.. he came out of the building...,

After sometime sanyu came out with dadi,,, all the family members collected on stage for family pic... sanyu couldn't find randhir anywhere... she was relieved... she took dadi to the stage and made her sit on a chair... all started asking about randhir from her... but she was clueless... all started arranging themselves for the picture... all wanted to look good... All stood with their spouses(who have indeed) ... sanyu looked around for her spouse... and came to extreme left and stood in the last alone.. just then randhir came from behind.. sanyu sensed him and looked back... her face became pale.. she was feeling hell shy... they both were very uncomfortable... sanyu took 2 steps forward just to distant herself from randhir... randhir rolled his eyes in irritation... just then photographer asked her to move back... sanyu moved a little.. actually she didn't... just moved her feet a little... randhir sensed her uneasiness... he wanted to go away so that she could not feel awkward... but he had no other option becoz his whole family was around him... he wrapped his arm around sanyu's stomach and pulled her towards him..sanyu's back hit randhir's chest... she was shocked... randhir's palm was on her bare stomach... she was breathing heaving... she felt shivers down her spine...

Randhir: (whispered) smile sanyuktaa...

Sanyu forced a smile... and photographer clicked the pic...

After the photo session was done// randhir took off his hand and went away from there...

Sanyu;s awkwardness was increasing every second...

After an hour.. all had dinner... and randhir came to sanyu who was surrounded by many relatives...

Randhir: sanyuktaa... (he called her.._)

Sanyu looked up at randhir...

Randhir: chalee...??

Before sanyu cud say anything... one of his cousins...

Cousin: sanyu bhabhi aj nahi jayegiii... she will stay here with us...

Randhir: (was not liking this) but kyo...?? (looking at sanyu) kal office nahi jana kya?

Cousin: bhabhi ne chutti leli h... abi abi... so ap jao... vese be itne dino k bad sab aye h... to we will all be together...

Randhir: kya chutti...

Sanyu: ha,,, all were forcing me to I took 3 days off...

Randhir: 3 days off??

Sanyu: hmmm... they all are asking that shadi tak yahi rukoo...

Randhir: shadi tak... vo to parso h... that is just 2 days... then...

Cousin: to shadi hogayii to kam khatam hojata h kya... sanyu bhabi ek din or yahi rukegi...

Randhir was hell irritated... he was not liking all this at all... where as sanyu wanted to stay away from him... and this was the best excuse...

Randhir left the place in irritation... He sat inside the car... and drove it in full speed,,, all those flashes were coming in front of his eyes... that kiss... their first kiss in hotel room in mumbai... her bare back.. her beautiful eyes.. her sindoor... her hair... her cheeks.. he cud still feel the warmth of her soft back on his palms... which he want to explore more... he came home... he wanted to be with her... he came inside the home... he started heading towards his room just then he looked at her room... which he always used to do whenever he used to enter his room... just to get a single glance of her... but today she was not there... he stopped just in front of his room... just looking at her room... he then couldn't control himself more and went to her room... he looked around... he could feel sense her... her fragrance was present in the room...,. He stepped forward... sat on the bed... caressed his palms on the bed sheet... on pillow... he switched on the lamp... he took the pillow in is lap... just then he saw two photo frames which were lying under that pillow... he took them up... he turned them around... a smile crept on his lips... one picture was of sanyu's whole family... he knew she misses her family the most here... and the another one brought tears to his eyes... it was their wedding picture... sanyu was looking exceptionally beautiful in that picture... he laid down on the bed... and hugged that picture tightly and soon he dozed off...

Next day randhir woke up early... he wanted to see sanyu... but she was not there... he looked around.. and kept the photoframes back t their place and arranged everything as they were before...

He came out of her room and got ready and left for the office... after half an hour sanyu entered the home to take her stuff... she knew randhir would not be at home this time.. she bathed and quickly got ready she wore her normal kurti patyala... ... she packed her stuff... and left for kaustuki's house.. she made her wear saree... And she went to her hotel or guest house again...

Where as randhir in the office was not able to concentrate on any work... his mind was just asking for SANYUKTA SANYUKTA SANYUKTAA... he wanted to meet her...

It was 2:00 pm... he had enough,,, he took half day leave and went to guest house... it was 3 now... all were happy to see him... he greeted all ...but he was looking here and there just see sanyuktaa... his eyes were busy searching her... he moved more inside... he saw some ladies are sitting and chatting in a big hall... all were laughing in their shrieky voices... in the middle of them he saw sanyu sitting there... he could she her back only... which was again driving him crazy... he moved inside... all shouted in joy after seeing him... sanyu too saw him... her facial color was gone... awkwardness was easily visible on her face... randhir didn't even look at her.. he touched all the aunties' feet... all blessed him... sanyu was constantly looking at him... after touching everyone's feet he sat next to sanyu... sanyu became more awkward... he then finally looked at her... she was wearing a green simple saree... her hair was half tied... with minimum make up... bindi.. sindoor... etc etc... like a perfect Indian wife... he looked away... and was started talking to all the aunties.. all were chatting , laughing... he was also laughing hard.. but from inside.. he was also uncomfortable... only sandhir knew what was going on... their heartbeat was on its highest speed... sanyu's uneasiness was increasing every second... She was just looking down... just then randhir saw sanyu's hands... which were filled with mehendi... then he looked at her... and spoke softly...

Randhir: itni sari mehendi... ??

Sanyu: (looked at randhir) ha vo sab bole to mene lagwali... (she said innocently)

Randhir: hmm... (looking at her palms..)

Just then one of his aunties interrupted...

Aunty: khana nahi khana kya... chalo..

Another aunty: sanyu kese khayegi...

Sanyu: koi bat nahi... me bad me kha lunge...

Randhir looked away.. showing that he has no interest in their conversation...

Aunty: ek kam kar randhir tuje khila degaa...(they giggled)

Sandhir's eyes were wide open... they looked at each other ... And gulped...

They had no other option... all left the room leaving sandhir alone in it...

Randhir : tum ruko me yahi plate leke ata hoo...

Sanyu: its ok sir.. me bad me kha lunge...

Randhir: its already 3:30/// or kab khaogi... me getting the food here only...

Randhir left the room and brought food in the room...and closed the door(don't know why)

He sat in front of her and took a bite of roti in his hand feed her... she was eating very quietly... randhir was lost in her...

Sanyu: apne khaya??

Randhir: hmm... I had lunch in office...

Sanyu: hmm...

Soon she finished her food and randhir kept the plate aside... just then he saw some hair locks were irritating her... she couldn't stroke them begind her ears due to mehendi... he brought her hand forward ,,,, his fingers touched her check first... she closed her eyes... she had butterflies in her stomach... he travelled his fingers from her cheeks to her eye brow... then to her forhead.. and stroked the locks behind her ears... which gave her shivers down her spine again... he was breathing heavy... he was just staring at her... Where as sanyu's eyes were still closed... they were again lost in each other... just then someone knocked the door and they both came out of their trance... those aunties again entered the room again and started teasing sandhir... they both were hell embarrassed... sanyu came out of the room running... She was confused with randhir's action... she really wanted to know what is going in his mind...

The whole day passed like this.. stealing glances of each other... randhir was finding reasons to be around her... and she trying to run away from him... the engagement ceremony too passed just like that... they both were recalling their memories of their engagement... they both were sad to think about it...

Nextday...

All were busy in doing preparations for the wedding ceremony tonight... randhir too took an off from the office... He brought all his stuff to the guest house.. sandhir were given a separate room... Sanyu was not happy with the idea.. but randhir's mind was not happy with this idea... but his hormones were not in his control... whole day sanyu avoided entering in the room due to his presence... it was 4 in the evening... all were busy in getting ready... Sanyu knew randhir is not in room... she quickly took her clothes and other items and came to some aunty's room to get ready/// aunty made her wear saree.,, and made her ready/// where as randhir knew what she did... he didn't say anything to her... he too got ready... he wore a white pathani kurta pajama.. with black over jacket... his hair was perfectly styled with get... he was looking extremely hot and handsome... he came out of his room... and started helping everyone... but still his eyes were searching for her... he wanted to see how she is looking now.. what she must be wearing... he then asked one of his cousins about sanyu... she told him that she has gone to beauty parlor with the bride...

It was 9:00 pm... the bride entered...with sanyu... all were happy to see the bride.. but randhir was happy to see sanyu... she was looking veryyy beautiful... she was wearing a red and orange shaded chiffon saree... with a simple shimmer border... she was wearing some jewelry ... Bangles... neck piece.. ..tika on her head... nose ring... long earrings... with some more makeup... her hair was open at one side of her shoulder... She was just driving him crazy... they all moved to the stage for garland ceremony... sanyu too wanted to see randhir ... but she couldn't in a huge crowd... sanyu stood behind the bride on the stage... just then randhir came forward and stood next to her... sanyu looked at him... she was lost In him... he was looking very handsome today... she too losing her self now... just then all started hooting... sanyu came out of her trance,,,,

And looked away... there hearts were beating very fast... just then sanyu felt something weird and ran off the stage... and came out of the hall... randhir noticed that... he too followed her... She entered their room... and went to the washroom... she forgot to latch the room... she found that her blouse her got unhooked.. she was trying very hard to hook it again but in vain... randhir quietly entered the room and saw sanyu inside the washroom... his eyes were wide open... he was losing now... completely... he forgot everything... all he could see sanyukta just sanyukta... he wanted to have her... wanted to feel her... wanted to claim her... where as sanyu was completely unaware of his presence... he took a few steps towards her... he came near her... and placed his both palms on her bare back... sanyu froze.. she lost her grip over her blouse buttons... she knew who is this... she turned around and saw randhir standing behind her... before she could do anything... randhir grabbed her waist... And pulled her closer ... they were so close that the air couldn't pass through... just then randhir turned her around and kept one of his hands on her bare stomach... and other on her shoulder... and started placing wet kisses all over her back... sanyu lost herself completely... she was melting in his arms... randhir moved his hand from her tummy to her other shoulder... now his both hands were trying to slide her blouse down... sanyu immediately kept her arms on her chest crossing so that blouse couldn't come off... his speed was increasing... just then he again turned her around... and rubbed his palms all over her back... squeezing it,... he started placing kisses all over her neck... he dragged her out of the washroom... and pinned her to the wall... and came close to her... and.. then he started placing kisses all over her face... he cupped her face and was about to kiss her lips... just then he stopped... he came back to his senses... he looked at her... her eyes were closed... she was breathing heavy... her hands were on her chest supporting her blouse... he moved back... his eyes were filled with guilt... sanyu opened her eyes... the room was filled with silence... sanyu was shocked... randhir looked down.. he couldn't believe of himself... he came out of the room immediately... he was feeling very guilty... he got panicked... he was looking here and there... he wanted peace... but he was very upset with himself.. he was very uneasy...

Whereas sanyu too was disturbed.. she felt rejected... refused... insulted... she was crying... crying bitterly... she adjusted her blouse... trying to hook it again... but in vain...

Just then randhir again came inside the room. And went to her again.. he was hell angry... sanyu took steps back ... she was scared of him... he came close to her and again turned her around... and started putting the hook of the blouse...

Randhir: (yelling) jab ese kapde pehene nai ate to kyo pehenti ho...

Sanyu bent down her head and crying bitterly...

After hooking the blouse randhir again turned her around and caught her arms very hard...

Randhir: (ordering... his eyes were red..) agar next time tumne ye saree pehni... I swear I will kill u... what do u think ha... u look good in these... u look pathetic...( sanyu was sobbing) u can never win me... sanyukta... now come out soon...

He left her with a jerk... and came out of the room again...

Randhir to himself..: am sorry sanyukta.. am really very sorry... I know I have hurt u a lot today... but I cant lose my self again... I don't want this to happen again...

Sanyu on the other hand was completely shattered... she was broken... she feeling just very bad... feeling rejected... her man finds her ugly... pathetic... like any other woman she too wanted her man to praise her... admire her... love her... like her... but with her it is completely different... her man hates her like anything... she broke down... she sat on the bed... and cried bitterly...