Posted:
Thanks for the PM Sunara đŸ¤—
Paro is a fictional character but she is real to us and so of course we will mourn her like she is a real person. I use the present tense because I refuse to accept that Paro is dead - perhaps you can say that I am still stuck in the denial stage according to the 5 stages of grief, but I am dead calm as I write this...this is an Indian soap and Paro is not dead to me until the show ends. This is what I choose to believe, and because of this I cannot accept Myrah and also cannot read any posts about her...the only thread I visit on this forum these days is Shweta and JJKKL's Hope and Faith thread. Their thread reinstills my faith in PaRud's love story and gives me hope that Myrah = Paro. I do not watch the show anymore and that has helped me deal with Paro's disappearance better. I have accepted that the CVs can spin "Myrah" any way they want to, but no matter how they spin it, PaRud are soul mates and they will always be together. Nothing can change that.
So after reading my paragraph, what stage of grief do you think I am at? đŸ˜‰ I personally think I'm all over the place...I refuse to accept certain things (denial) but I have also accepted plenty of other things. I get depressed when I watch videos of Paro and Rudra...but I have this unshakeable faith that tells me we haven't seen the last of PaRud yet. I am not angry anymore because according to me Paro is not dead.
Thank you for this lovely thread, it is good to know that there are at least a few like me who feel so strongly for Paro and can never really let her go. I do not think I have any healing to do because there has been no tragedy...Paro is alive...whether it is in the show or in Rudra's heart or in my own.
