I tried my best

I tried my best to convince myself and others that everything will be okay. Myrah and Rudra will work. Be it repeating it to myself or writing optimistic posts. .. but I can't let go of PaRud. . 😭 seeing today's episode I cried so much. .. I really can't come to terms with the fact that she is no more. 1 episode of emptiness. ...everything seemed so out of place, so
...I don't know what to say...what to do. ...Parooo...I miss you so much. ..nahi ho payega yaar...