Hey y'all..Sorry for practicing my disappearing act for so long, but I had no other option. For days at an end I stared at my computer screen hoping my fingers would start moving and write what I wanted to write. But all that came out was a BIG FAT NOTHING.Work got busy but I somehow squeezed in time to write, but I couldn't write. So after being away from this story for soo long and after a lot of guilt and regret and all the beautiful, self-deprecating emotions, I have decided to chuck this story.I am going to be hated, I know that, and trust you me I don't feel ecstatic about this decision, but I don't feel bad about it either cos I have a reason.
I don't plan to not write this story anymore,infact I plan to rewrite it. I when I conceived the idea of this story was beyond elated.I was dreaming about making this a novel.I was super happy with it. First few chapters that was the case, but as the story progressed, I lost track, or rather I found me lost. I hadn't thought this through. In my excitement, I half baked the story with half the ingredients and expected it to rise to where I wanted it to get. But that didn't happen and it struck me hard. I realized I didn't know what next, I didn't know how to build to create the drama and the suspence, oh and also the chemistry, to scorching sexual chemistry. Asad s character seems flat, Zoya's character seems bimboish, and everyone else seems to be dancing around on their own. I don't want that. Especially at this point.
If I go forward now, I'll be giving out the story, and then in the future even if I re-write the whole thing, I doubt it will be read .It wont matter cos you would already know. So I want to re arrange the plot, and the characters. Just like turnaround I want to have it all sorted before I write. I want to build it all up before I present it to you.
Hope you understand. Hope you understand that I am not bailing on you, my lovely loyal readers. I hope you stick around and let me explore this story, and most of all I hope you don't hate me for listening to my heart and wanting a redo. Atleast not in life but in my creation I am allowed that aren't I??
Lastly, this story will be written with new characters, not associating it with Qubool hai. I know right then I will lose readers, but for those who decide to stick around despite that, here's another change. I wont be posting it on here. As I create each chapter from scratch, I will be posting it on my blog. I have been wanting to move over wanting to invest in my blog but I have been falling short.So come September, once I am back from my trip, I will start working on my blog.
Oh I do plan to write One shots and maybe short stories and ever so often if the characters allow I will try and post it here as well, giving it the name you enjoy to read with.
Now with all my babble and stuff I officially want to back out, rework and reintroduce myself to all of you post 8th September 2014' on my blog.IF will ever remain the place that started it all and gave me the guts to write and express my ideas.It gave me some awesome friends and allowed me to be inspired by some remarkable works of marvel. I shall never be able to fully ween myself away from here, but with each day I will be seen less and less out here. I just wish and hope that all of you will walk with me and stay by me as I work my way through this transition and reintroduce you to some new stories and ideas and a lot more.
Until that time...it's a short Adieus from Aashna as she runs off to Europe to cool down her overworked mind and build new ideas... I'll cya soon!!!
PS-for those who still don't have my blog address lemme know... I will pass it on...
Other than that...Love you all...truly...and give me a shout if you have anything to say or if I can do anything for you. I shall me more than happy to help!!!
Cya...
Cheers...and
All the amazingness your way...
-Aashna
Be Yourself;It suits you.❤️
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