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The Dark Side: A Journey of Revenge
(Vengeance is mine..part 2)
"Vengeance is mine, I will repay…Leo Tolstoy"
(This is not an interpretation of the dialogue)
In this journey of revenge that both these characters have travelled with
both sharing the same goal—the barbaadi of JW. Both have different
reasons for their own vengeance. However, today what Aparajit Deb says
to himself and to God surmises this complex, mysterious character's
journey of "barbadi".
Accha insaan...suna tunhe (looking towards the sky)…main ek accha
insaan hoon. Yeh teri acchayee bahot mhengi padti hai mujhe….accha
insaan…yeh rishton ka khel bhi ajeeb hai…kisiko rishtey ki gherayee
maar jati hai aur kisiko rishtey ki mhengai
This path of vengeance, this war of destruction, that he has chosen is
with himself, with God. It is his revenge. All his. He has played the
biggest game of his life and today he holds the winning card in his hands.
He holds victory in his hands. He has won. Hate and Love are opposites
of each other, it only takes a second for the emotion to change from one
to the other. The hatred is even more deeper if the love was deep. In so
much hatred, AD discovered love. His own weapon pierced his heart.
Ab dekhna…woh bhi Walia se nafrat karti hai, mein bhi Walia se
nafrat karta hoon. Nafrat ke is raah per chalte chalte pata hi nahin chala,
ki kab pyaar ho gaya. Usne apni aadhi jindagi Walia ke saath gujari…aur
baki aadhi zindagi uski barbaadi mein gujaregi…
There is a saying that the victor weeps…indeed in a war there are no
winners. Aparajit Deb's conflct is about his own ideals, his own desires,
his ownself versus the ideals of a higher power, the desires of a higher
power, and fate. Today, he stands defeated in front of God. In the name
of love. God played His leela with Aparajit Deb. Love was brought into
his life to make him human again. Aparajit Deb indeed has loved and
lost. In the end this is all about looking at ourselves..in an honest
manner..in a humble manner..admitting to ourselves our faults, failures
and
recognizing that there is a higher power and our lives are not in our own
hands. To me, from the beginning Aparajit Deb's conflict has been with
God, its about him and the higher power.
mein to sirf zariyaan hoon Walia ki barbaadi ka….aur maan..sirf
booniyaad hamari shaadi ka. (smirk) Yeh zindgai bhi…jab mujhe pyaar ka
ehsaas hua to uska ehsaas kahin kho gaya. Jahan se Aparajit Deb ki
zindagi phir se shuroon hone wali thi…wahin per…Durga ki zindagi ka
unt ho gaya…..badi ajeeb hoti hai yeh zindagi.
In this journey of revenge, he got what he wanted a weapon to destroy his
enemy but the weapon pierced his heart, when it happened, how it
happened he was not aware of it. It just happened. And when that shot
happened, he accepted defeat. It takes an honorable insaan to let go of
victory. Today, the Victor Weeps.