I really wish I could turn back time, to the early days of RR when the forum was buzzing and excitement could be felt around the forum. I really miss those thought provoking writers that would stir emotions and yes, even generate heated discussions. But it was all in good spirit and not malice. Now things are so different. It's just not the same.
Yes I am deeply attached to this show. But I'm not an idiot. I can diiferentiate between reel and real life and I know this is only a work of fiction. But it is human nature to form attachments..and that can even be with fictional characters. They somehow have the ability to make us feel for them, live their moments and set off on a journey with them. Sometimes that's how I feel about Paro and Rudra. I am not ashamed to admit that they have made a special place in my heart.
But it pains me to come to this forum now. Why? Because I am simply fed up of random people who probably don't even watch the show, telling me that RR is going to be axed, there's no hope. Hey, I'm not a complete twit! I do know that the show has its flaws. But I also know that some people just love to rub salt to wounds. And I can also read between the lines.And to top that, ST's interview has really irked me to no end. It really makes me question why I am so loyal to the show. It's all about numbers. Sod the emotions that we invest. It all comes down to numbers. And if they aren't achieved, then it's our fault. The fault of those that embraced and accepted, despite the flaws.
Yes RR has its imperfections. We can highlight a number of issues that the show faces at present. But despite all of that, I still continue to love and support the show, because I'm a fool...! And also because this it has become my addiction. I cannot stop watching it even if I tried. But I think it's now time to resign myself to fate. I can see where this is all heading. So I've decided to retreat and take my insignificant self into my shell. I give up
My intention isn't to sound dramatic. This usually isn't my style But I just wanted to let it out otherwise I was going to burst! Also, I do not intend to offend anyone so please don't take my thoughts that way.
Edited by .Wanderer. - 11 years ago