SCENE 1:
This scene unfolds the beauty of the unsaid relation Zarron and Kashaf share. It is the purity of this relationship that reflects through the expressions and feelings of these two characters.
Everything from their dialogues to their movements to the nuances and minute details---everything is just perfect and real---heart warming and heart-felt in it's own sense.
Now the details of the scenes and their analysis.
The first scene when Zaroon asks to increase the speed of the fan and Kashaf says that the fan is already at the highest speed. Then the conversation continues and he says that he will go and change his clothes and Kashaf is listening to him while taking off her ear rings. You know I kinda love this specific part because it is so----COUPLE-ish according to me. Just weirdly and cutely very husband-wife types.
When Kashaf goes to get the emergency light and Sidra tells that she can't find one I love the way Kashaf says "khamakhan use bitha kar rakha" It shows how Kashaf is slightly concerned---if not totally. She also is concerned about how Zaroon would have to live in conditions he isn't accustomed to. That concern reflects in the way she reacts when she realizes that they have candles, electricity can be gone for the whole night, mosquitoes, fan's speed.
The second scene when he asks Kashaf to come out in open with him and she smiles and thinks in her mind that now he feels like romancing. I love Kashaf's expression...it is so innocent...like she understands him totally now and even though she is happy that he feels like romancing she HAS TO play the role of an unromantic and unemotional person every single time. She doesn't want to open up in front of him or anybody else...doesn't want Zaroon to ever know her complex and difficult life. She wants to keep a shield between herself and Zaroon but fails every time unknowingly and that is why I completely adore and love and want a husband like Zaroon. His methodology of tackling Kashaf by saying that if she doesn't accompany him he would smoke a whole packet of cigarette's is AFGSAHFHFASDH adorable. The way Kashaf reacts is also very wife-y. The way any concerned and loving wife would react and so she accompanies him---against her own will---for him. The way he says "kyun ni pee sakta main...main ek nahin poori dabbi phoonkoonga."
I love the whole conversation between the two of them. The way Kashaf is jealous of Julia Roberts (really now Kashaf) is so cute. She really is a weirdly cute girl---inexpressive yet expressive. The way Zaroon laughs at her and says that "tum jal rahi ho?" is nice because now he is finally understanding her---understanding Kashaf---Churail Awwal to be precise.
The way he grabs her hand, challenges her to go inside "Jaa ke dikhao" and the stubborn Kashaf replies "Jaa ke dikhaoon" and then he laughs and says "accha maam liya, ja sakti ho tum andar" is warm in it's own way.
I love how Zaroon draws a comparison between his girlfriends and Kashaf and says that SHE IS different...god he really LOVES her so much and wants to make her feel special every time and she does feel IT. The fact that she doesn't say it or express it is different...more important is her feeling it and that she does.
I like how he keeps trying to hold her hands and she keeps pushing him away and freeing herself from his grip. It is romantic and pure. Just the little moments that they enjoy as a couple.
And how much I like it when he says that he will miss her when he will go away from her the next day.
But the best scene for me has to be the moment when he sang that song in her ears...it was a moment of true BLISS^_^ I have this huge liking for that scene...how beautiful would it be if my husband would sing a song in my ears. And the way Kashaf blushed during that song was just amazing. It was pure and just so sweet of her. I liked the way it wasn't clich yet poignant and pure...SERENE in it's own sense. He is like a little kid teasing her, pulling her leg, flirting with her but at he end of the day JUST WANTING HER ATTENTION.
P.S. I love the last scene when he says "Allah ta'ala se pooch ke aata hoon" and she is just laughing.
P.P.S This scene certifies as to why I want a hubby like Zaroon Junaid.
This I like my favourite diary entry EVER. It is so beautiful. It flows and moves like poetry in you ears. Firstly kudos to the dialogue writer and then to Sanam for living Kashaf next to perfection.
"Main miss karoongi? Miss toh bauht chota lafz hai in ehsaasat ke liye jo main rakhne lagi hoon"
---- This dialogue is just perfect...tells us about how Kashaf actually feels about Zaroon. She is subconsciously aware of the effect his presence or absence has on her. Even though she is not ready to accept it while writing her diary she fails to put a shield against her heart towards Zarron and let the feelings flow.
"Main apne aap se darne lagi hoon. Kisi se mohabbat insaan ko bahut kamzaor kar deti hai. Bahut bebas , majboor, mehkoom aur mujhe in teenon cheezon se nafrat hai"
----This dialogue tells us about the insecurities and lack of trust in life Kashaf is still facing. And she may face this difficulty all her life, thanks to her dad and screwed up family. But the fact that she knows that her love for Zaroon is making her all this and much more is amazing. She doesn't want it to happen but when it is happening and she knows it is she isn't even letting it stop somehow. Her usual trick of closing herself in a little cage is not working this time and she even though if not exactly happy isn't sad either.
"Tum meri zindagi ka markaz bante ja rahe ho"
----He is finally becoming the centre of her attention, the centre of gravity, the Sun around which her life is moving and revolving now a days. And she so isn't able to stop it...she is just able to feel it. Remember how Zaroon has similar stuff about Kashaf in the last episode. Finally they both are feeling the same thing at the same time.
"Tum mujhse poochte ho ki mujhe tumhari kaunsi baat acchi lagti hai. Main tumse kaise kahoon ki mujhe tumhari kaunsi baat acchi nahin lagti"
----This was the best dialogue for me ^_^ Her love is so pure. Insecurities or no insecurities she is falling for him or rather has and she is aware of it and happy about it. She can't change it anymore but just keep falling in love more and more every time he caresses her, jokes with her, helps her, takes care of her and simply LOVES her.
"Apne ird gird tumhara mandrana, mere wajood se na hatne waali tumhari gehri bolti nazrein, tumhare har waqt ki tawajjo, tumhara jaan chidakne waala har andaaz, har baar jab tum mere maa baap ke liye ehtraaman khade hote ho toh main tumhare saamne jhukne lagti hoon aur kya kuch nahin jo mujhe tumhare saamne mom nahin karta."
----Beauty and purity---the two words that came to my mind when I heard these dialogues for the first time. And lol goosebumps all over as well. How can someone like someone else so much, without any expectations that guy has been giving her so much which he also isn't aware of. Because what Zaroon does when he respects her parents, when he flirts with her, romances her is something that comes naturally to him...nobody told him to do all this to keep Kashaf happy. He is doing it all unknowingly and she is falling for those little things he is doing. BEAUTIFUL ^_^ I loved the way he held her hand all of sudden---feeling her around, checking whether she is there or not, checking her PRESCNECE coz her ABSCENE disturbs him.
"Ekk chote se ghar ke iss pankhe waale kamre main tumhari yeh gehri neend, mineral water bottle dhoonadne ke bajaye nalke ka paani pee lena, handwash chod ke ekk saste sabun se haath dhona, apni plate ko meri Ma ke bane khane se baar baar bhar lena"
----Only thing to say that Zaroon was once right, it is the little things that matter and yes he has chosen the right girl. Someone who likes him for the little things he does and not for the big promises he makes. As she said on the wedding night, she will give her 100% towards the relation----roses no roses, rings no rings. And this is what makes these two perfect. as a couple. As Zaroon once said "humara joda kitna pyaara hai, MashaAllah MashAllah" <3
"Par main yeh tumhe kabhi nahin bataoongi, tumhare har wade par hasoongi, tumhari har baat ka mazaak udaoongi, tum mujhe sangemarmar samjhte ho toh samjhte raho. Main tumhera saamne ret ki deewar nahin ban sakti. Mujhe toot jaane se khauf aata hai"
----And this is why Kashaf doesn't confess abut her feelings ever. She loves him to bits but doesn't wanna break down in front of anybody leave a man. She doesn't wanna take the chance of letting Zaroon hurt her EVER. She just wants to live with him without telling him exactly how she feels about him because according to her this will make her strong if ever they break up. Sure she is wrong but well that is Kashaf Murtuza for you---confused and weird. Love the way she places her hand over his and closes her eyes...sleeping aware of the man she LOVES is right next to her.
Then when he gives her money and our stubborn Kashaf goes all angry and is like "Abtak toh meri salary aa gayi hogi mere account mein." She is still that self-reliant and idnependent girl who finds it below her slef-esteem and respect to take money from anyone, be it her husband only. The way Zaroon laughs and says "Toh rakho apni salary apne account mein. Tum toh meri biwi ho no , tumhara khayal rakhna toh meri zimmedari hai na, right?" was so endearing. He thinks Kashaf is his responsibilty, his own person as one says SHE is HIS person. And the way Kashaf feels it. Feels the inner-joy of being taken care of this way was U-H-M-A-Z-I-N-G. The way she says "Ki bahut si naematon mein se ek yeh naemat bhi hai ki aapka mard aapko apni zimmedari samjhe. Par mujhe kahan pata tha ki yeh naemat mujhe bhi kabhi milegi." Her tears symbolise her happiness , the disbelief sh eis having on he rown destiny, they indirectly thank God for having given her so much without expecting it ever. Finally Kashaf is thanking God!!!
The way Zaroon thinks she is crying for him was so cute. His large grin was damn warm and endearing. And the way he says "Udaas ho rahi thi" was amazing. He was ina ll smiles and just wanted ot hear ir from her once. The way he says "toh phir main aise hee khush ho raha tha" and she says "ab aisee bhi baat nahin hai kee main tumhare liye udaas nahin ho sakti" was uber-cute. Finally she is almost opening up.
SCENE 4:
Their scene in garden is just lovely. The way they talk about 'nakhras' and he says "waise bahut nakhre uthata hoon main tumhare" was very cute. The way he says "I like being a typical shauhar...bahut zyada CARING bahut EXPECT karna" and that goofy smile of Zaroon and shy smile of Kashaf made my day.
SCENE 5:
And then her priceless diary entry. "Iss aadmi ki ajeeb si aadat ho gayi hai mujhe. Agar yeh meri zindagi se chala gaya toh bada masla ho jayega mere liya." These words are still ringing in my ears and mind. They simply answer Zaroon's question which was initially left unanswered. She does love him, fails to accept it. Maybe she herself is unaware but she does love him...deeply and madly. She not only craes for him but simply putting again LOVES HIM. And she is also aware of the effect his presence and absence has on her.
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