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This very wonderfully strange world which finds its existence deep rooted in the various inter relationships Its inhabitants share is funny ,While these relationships can be based on a lot of emotions that range from Hate to love or from Compassion to envy or even Empathy but the one emotion in all this that stands out and holds the most importance in Ishitas mind was Trust, Which was something she did not give away lightly something her now very guarded heart stoned from the various cruelties her life has shown her which include being born terminally sick resulting in infertility to being left at the alter by a childhood love very dear to her for no fault of hers,These trials of life had turned Ishita into a very cautious person Its true her pure heart still knew how to love and love unconditionally but trust that was not something she gave away very easily.
And then HE came into her life, He entered her existence like a tornado and changed her whole being the depth of emotions that she had for him were to variable for even her to try to decipher He played a lot of roles in her life he was An enemy,A friend ,He was her daughters father A daughter who she considered the biggest gift of her life,And he was her husband.
In the midst of these relationships that she shared with this one man she gave him the one thing that she holds the closest to her heart and that is trust,She believes that a relationship without love can survive with trust But a relationship without trust never can. So when she lets go this little piece of her heart and learns to completely trust someone again,that someone being her husband A man she has taken Vows with she expects the same courtesy to be extended to her by him.
Ishita snorts out a hollow laugh at herself for believing that for once her expectation will be met,That for once maybe life will stop being cruel to her. Reeling from the revealation that has happened in the Resort today a shock that Ishitas broken heart still cannot aknowledge she hears the same man who has crumpled all the imense faith she had in him plead to her to let him tell her his side of the story but all she can hear is white noise all she can see is his now guilt ridden eyes which scream of pain ,But all she can feel is deception which is something that her heart cant bear ,not now and not by him so she takes into her arms the one entity in her life she cant do without ,Her Ruhi and walks out without saying a word leaving behind a Man who stands there broken and shattered.
Anupamaa
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