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i wonder what make arhi seprate i dont want rudra hearts to break he dont derserve it:(

Nice update shivi
The story is moving foreward very well

read all parts in one go...

who knows arnav better than khushi...

she is hurting herself to hurt him

poor Rudra doesn't know what to do

Part 7

The dark sky burst open, soaking the thirsty ground. The raindrops clashed against the windows of his car, mimicking the act of his heart against his chest.

The cool AC air in his car did nothing to stop the perspiration leaving his body at a gait speed.

Something was wrong. Terribly wrong!

"Khushi...Khushi!...Khushi?!!" Rudra patted her pale cheek. "Kh..ushi..." his sweaty hand lifted her almost lifeless hand in his, rubbing it to provide some warmth. "Khushi...open your eyes please..." He drawled the words. His heart cloaked with fear. Fear of losing her.

"Khushi..." mustering some strength in his legs, he got up , picking her in his arms and was about to strode towards the temple stairs but stopped seeing the man in front of him.

"Khushi.." it was hardly a whisper which got lost in the thundering which resonated on the earth. He just stood there, looking in front of him. He stared at her. Was ... was ...was she breathing? He took his dazed form one step ahead.

"No! Don't you dare come near her!! YOU bas***d!! What kind of man you are?!! ...It's all my fault..." Rudra swallowed hard and looked at down at Khushi. "I should have not listened to her. I shouldn't have!! " holding her cold form close to him, Rudra moved from there.

Arnav stood there, staring at Rudra's retreating back. He stood there, for how many seconds, minutes, hours. He don't know.

"Beta...?"

Arnav turned his face to look at an old man standing in front of him.

"Are you here for the morning arti? If yes, then I am going to start. Come..." the Purohit said politely.

Arnav stared at the man, unable to understand what he was telling. He roamed his eyes everywhere.

"Khsuhi ... ?" he stumbled back.

"Beta, are you ok?" The Purohit caught his shoulder.

"Khushi..." gathering himself, he looked in the temple and like a strong wave, all the happenings flooded his mind instantly.

"Khushi..." he ran down the stairs.

The Doctor came out and Rudra was soon beside him.

"Doctor, how is Khushi? Is she ok? She was not opening her eyes.."

"Relax Mr. .She is burning fever. Stress has caused fever. I will be back in a moment... " Doctor replied and left him alone.

"Rudra..."

Rudra lifted his head. A bile rouse from the depth of his stomach as his eyes locked with the two anxious one. With his jaw set and eyes ragging, he marched towards him.

"Arnav, listen. And listen carefully. This is the last time. LAST TIME! Do you get me?! If I ever see her like this because of you then you will see the worst of me." Rudra caught his collar and leaned closer. "And mind you...you will regret seeing that.. " he left the collar with a jerk and ran his hand in his hair. "See, Arnav.." Rudra close his eyes to get his senses back. "I understand you...or I try to understand your situation... But...BUT THIS IS NOT THE WAY YOU TREAT THE PERSON YOU CLAIM TO LOVE!! THIS IS NOT!! You can't force someone to live with you or love you. ... Khushi loves you but she DOESN'T want to spend her life with you. Knowing the kind of a person she is and also her past, I don't think she will ever come back to you. You are wrong if you think by hurting me you will get her. No! That will never happen. By doing all this maybe you can get successful in making her leave me BUT that doesn't mean she will go back to you. She will never. SO FOR GOD SAKE STOP DOING ALL THIS!! "

"Excuse me, Is Mr. Raizada here?" Rudra and Arnav turned to look at the Doctor.

"I...I am Arnav..." Arnav came forward.

"The patient wants to meet you, Mr.Raizada." Doctor said.

"No. He will not go inside." Rudra's angry eyes bore holes in Doctor and Arnav.

"See Mr. , Patient wants to meet him and we can't deny. Please cooperate..." Doctor tried to make him understand.

"I...I will not hurt her...Let me see her..." Arnav said, his eyes not looking at Rudra.

"You better not!" Rudra clenched his jaw.

Arnav entered the room, his eyes instantly falling on the vulnerable figure lying on the bed. Closing the door softly, he took small steps towards her.

Khushi opened her eyes sensing him.

"Khushi..." Arnav tried to smile but did not felt it happening. He sat near her. "Khushi...I...I ...I want to tell that...I..."

Khushi lifted her eyes to look at him.

"You don't need to tell anything. And I don't want to listen anything. ... You...you had once promised to never hurt me...a promise you forgot to fulfill at every opportunity given...so I just want to tell you...Do it. If this is what makes you feel better then do it. Hurt me. I will take everything till I can and after that ... after that I don't know... It's your life , you can do anything you want..."

"Khushi...You don't know what I went through seeing you almost lifeless ... you..."

"It must have felt nice..."

"Khushi?"

"I ... I never..." Khushi closed her eyes as some tears spilled out, her throat contracting. "I never wanted to leave you...but...but you forced me to...And now I am married...married to a person who loves me, cares for me...And now there's no way out for me...I don't want any way out...because there's no other way which leads me to you..."

"Khushi...I am sorry...I am sorry for whatever I did...forgive me...please forgive me...just come back...I don't want anything else...just come back to me...you know I have no one...please..." his throat hurt.

A low sob left her mouth as Khushi turned her face away from him.

"I forgive you...I forgive you...but I can never come back again...never... Please leave us alone...please, I am begging you... Today Rudra ji was forced to leave his house because of me... I don't want him to lose anything else because of me... please... if... if you ever loved me ... even for a minute, a second ... Then leave me ... leave me and Rudra ji alone ... I can never come back to you ... never... "

"Khushi, I beg you..." a tear fell from his eyes, landing on Khushi's hand.

Khushi fisted the white sheet and shook her head as her throat gave up.

"Khushi please..."

"Arnav ji, I beg you..."

Arnav got up from the bed. His eyes staring at her, who even denied to look at him. As the room started suffocating him and he lost his ability to breath, he turned away from her.

Rudra sat near her. She wasn't looking at him and he didn't know what to do. He had seen Arnav exiting the room, his head downcast and without looking at him he had left the hospital. He don't know what they had talked. Has she...has she agreed to leave him...? Rudra looked down at her.

"Khushi..." Rudra called, not knowing what to say further.

Khushi looked at him.

"Khushi...I...I..."

"Rudra ji, do you want me in your life?"

Rudras eyes jerked up to look at her. What?

"Khushi?"

"I...I don't want to be a burden on you...a...a permanent problem in your life...I..."

"Khushi, do YOU want to leave me?" Rudra asked.

"It's not about me. You tell me.."

"For me it's always about you, Khushi..."

A low sob left her mouth as she turned to muffle her sobs against the pillow.

Rudra closed his eyes. His heart aching.

"Khushi, I know you love... him. And if you want to go to him then I will not stop you. You are free to go...please don't cry..."

Khushi cried, cried in a greed to stop the ache in her heart. But it did not die down.

"You..." Khushi lifted her damp face . "Do you want me in your life? ... If you don't want me then I will go ... but ...but I will never go back to that man...I can never..."

Rudra leaned over her and cupped her face.

"Khushi, I told you. It's your decision. I will always want you in my life. I love you, Khushi. It's hard to lead my life without you now... but still if you...if you don't want to stay then... you can leave..."

Khushi lifted her weak hand to rest on his cheek

"You love me?" Khushi asked.

Rudra nodded his head.

"Sometimes these three words sound so shallow..."

Rudra caught her hand which was resting on his cheek and brought to his lips.

"I am ready to change your belief..." Rudra kissed her hand.

Khushi's lips broke into a smile.

Rudra smiled back.

"I will try to love you, Rudra ji."

"No need, Khushi. My love is enough for both of us..." Rudra kissed her forehead.

Khushi closed her eyes. She don't know what future holds for them. But she will try to love this man and never look back again.

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Awesome update

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awesome update. waiting for d next update