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U Make My Life Worth To Live AGAIN!!! AR FF
Part 11
Stars were shining in the sky; moon was hidden behind the clouds... Armaan was standing in the terrace looking up at the sky as a small smile was playing on his lips... After years, this was the firs time Armaan was smiling thinking about what had happen in the hospital early today...
However, he had behave strictly in front of his doctors and interns but he agree that it was one of the funny moment after days in their life as he being very serious from few years... He couldn't stop smiling when he remember everyone being taken shower by cake...
Armaan still remember seeing their expression when he ask them to get clean and resume their duties... He knows he always could be strict when it comes to work but also he enjoy spending times with his friends...
Armaan mind were stop the moment Riddhima fall in his arms... Dreamy smile was on his lips as after days, months and years, that sparkle twinkle in his eyes as if he had enjoy that moment he share with Riddhima... After days of meeting Riddhima, today for the first time Armaan had check her out when she came in his arms...
Armaan felt a chill run down in his spine making him shiver... His stomach were giving unfamiliar signs as if something was wrong with him whenever he remember Riddhima being in his arms... Armaan eyes were on the sky as his mind was fixed on only one person...
'Riddhima...' Unknowingly her name came out from Armaan name as he smile remembering how innocent she was looking when she was on his arm, with her eyes shut tight with the fear of hitting the hard floor and she might broke her bones...
Remembering her scared face, her shivering rosy lips, Armaan felt his heartbeat started to race as if he had run for miles chasing something which is very precious to him but he was afraid of letting it go... Armaan didn't understand himself why his mind and heart were not letting him forget about that small moment he share with Riddhima, it was just a matter of 3mins of his whole life...
'Yeh mujhe kiya ho raha hai... Main Riddhima ke baare main itna kyun soch raha hoon...
Kyun main us moment koh yaad karke muskuraa raha hoon... Pehli baar mujhe accha laga jab maine Riddhima koh ghirne se bachaya... Jab usne mera shirt pakda, woh kitna dar gayi ti...
Lekin darte huve bhi woh kitni khubsurat lag rahi ti...'
Armaan mind and heart were busy admiring Riddhima, her every action, her every moments of rest of the day... Armaan couldn't help but his gaze were first time waiting to see her one sight in front of his eyes... Knowing Riddhima wouldn't be coming just to meet him without any work, still Armaan was hoping to see her coming making some excuse to meet him...
'Mujhe kyun use dekhne ka mann ho raha hai... Use baat karne ka mann ho raha hai...
Main kyun uski wait kar raha hoon...
Armaan, lagta hai tu paagal hogaya hai... Bohot der hogayi hai beta, jaakar soja...' Armaan ruffle his back hair as he look at the moon which has come out behind the cloud showing on half of it...
Smiling and thanking the moon for showing at least one half, Armaan move inside towards his room wishing to have a good night sleep as his mind and heart were too busy tonight thinking of this girl whose name is RIDDHIMA GUPTA...
GUPTA MANSION
Curtains were flying as the window was left open letting the wind move in and out... Riddhima was walking around the room as she was not feeling sleepy and debate was going in between her mind and heart... Neither of it was helping her to sleep peacefully while it keeps thinking about only what happen today in hospital at lunch time...
Riddhima moves to wards the window as she stood closing her eyes to let her mind and heart stop debating about one person... Riddhima took a deep breath and let it go before opening her eyes...
'Wish I could have been with Mom...
Mom accha massage de deti toh mujhe kitni acchi neend aati...' Riddhima thought as she looks outside the road which was half dead to the world...
Riddhima look at the sky to see moon were hidden behind the cloud while stars were twinkling to give some light to the dark night... Seeing how moon had been playing hide and seek with his fellow friends, small form in her lips remembering about her crazy friends...
Who will say they are senior doctors and they were playing with their interns at hospital in working hour... Riddhima mind stop on Armaan as she keep remembering about each and everyone... When she remember the moment Armaan hold her before she fell, shiver run downs in her spine thinking how close they were at that moment...
'Yeh mujhe kiya ho raha hai... Main kyun Armaan ke baare main soch rahi hoon...' Riddhima close her eyes trying to block Armaan thought but it was not leaving her mind...
'Tum paagal hogayi hai Ridzy... Nikki ne tumhari ears ke paas Armaan Armaan karke ab tu sirf uske baare main sochte hai... Woh toh tumhe bhav tak nehi dete aur tum uske baare main soch rahi hai...
Beta, jaakar soja... Nehi toh kal pakka tum late hojaenge duty ke liyeh...' before going to sleep, Riddhima look at the sky to see the moon coming out behind from the cloud...
Riddhima smile seeing this and leaving the door open to let the wind move in and out, she laid on her bed hugging her pillow waiting for the sleep take over her mind and eyes...
3DAYS LATER
SANJEEVANI, IN CANTEEN
Rahul was trying to call Armaan number from last few minutes but Armaan was not answering his call... Muskaan and Piya were standing either side of him while worried lines were visible in their forehead as Rahul keep dialing Armaan number continuously...
'Pata nehi Bhai yaha gaye hai...' Piya said as she cares her forehead as if she was having headache...
'Piya, Armaan would be around somewhere in the hospital... Aajayega...' Muskaan said as Rahul put the phone on the table with a bang...
Muskaan and Piya look towards him to see he was worried as much as Muskaan and Piya... They had been waiting for Armaan but there was no news of him from the last one hour... From morning, Armaan had been avoiding and they all know the reason of his behavior...
'Hume bhai koh akele chodna nehi chahiyeh ta...
He always get vanished this day of the year from last two years...' Piya said as she hides her face on her palm...
'Haan but hum kaam ke waqt uske aas paas naraz rakhne nehi reh sakte haina baby...
Hum sabko pata hai woh akele kyun rehna chaahte hai aajke din...' Muskaan said...
'U r right Muskaan... Lekin Ammy koh pata haina hum uske liyeh kitna pareshan hojate hai...
Hum jaante hai woh Mom Dad se kitna pyar karta hai aur woh un dono se kitna close tha... More then me and Piya, he was the apple of their eyes...' Rahul said...
'Haan, specially Mom just adore him... Bhai miss them a lot in this date...' Piya said as she look at Muskaan and Rahul...
'Aaj Aunty aur Uncle hota toh hum sab kitna khush hote... Aur aajke din har saal Uncle aur Aunty off lene hai kaamse aur tum log, party organized karte hai... Aur saare preparation, Armaan khud karte hai...' Muskaan said...
'Haan Muskaan... Aaj Mom aur Dad hota toh hum un dono ki 33years Wedding Anniversary celebrate karsakta ta...' Rahul said...
'Haan aur hamesha ki tarah Bhai sab arrangement khud handle karenge aur humhe bhi kuch help karne nehi denge...' Piya said...
'Phir bhi, hum khush toh rahti na lekin ab...' Muskaan stop as she look towards Piya and Rahul...
Sorrow was visible in their face and eyes, which make Muskaan, stop from complete the sentence, which would bring hell worst memories of their life and pains in their hearts... Their hearts always bleed with fresh blood when they remember how their parents hands were move out from their head as god took them away from them...
'I need to use washroom, excuse...' Piya said as she quickly moves out from the canteen...
Muskaan and Rahul were looking at Piya figure, which vanished in front of their eyes in no time... Not only their eyes were focus on Piya but another pair of eyes were also on them while that person heard each and every word that they had said to each other...
IN TERRACE
Armaan was sitting with a pale face as he was missing his parents a lot at this day... It was their wedding anniversary and he miss doing all those things he used to do for them for their special day from all three Malik kids... From the last two and this year it was the three years that he hadn't be doing anything on this day just cry his heart in a alone place as he don't want to see his brother and sister how much weak he was to remember that their parents wouldn't be there to celebrate this day anymore...
Armaan was sitting hiding his mouth as he try to control his cry but tears were falling continuously from his gorgeous eyes as every moment he spend with his parents were flashing in front of his eyes... Armaan close his eyes letting the rest of the tears which was in his eyes falling on his cheeks as he remember the last anniversary celebration of their parents...
FLASH BACK START
Armaan had arrange a big hall with stage which leads two stairs to climb the stage... Everything was looking royal, as Armaan had used red and white roses with red and white curtains everywhere... Tables and chairs were arrange leaving the middle of the hall empty as the dance floor...
Longs table were line up on left side with different kinds of delicious food and on right side, there was kept a bar were they could get any kind of soft and hard drinks they wish to have... Everything was looking perfect as Armaan was ready and waiting for his parents to come over with Rahul and Piya who would be bring them...
Soon the place started to crowded as the guest started to arrived and Armaan was welcoming them as Piya and Rahul haven't come with their parents... Armaan was asking them to make themselves comfortable and his parents would be coming in any minute...
Almost every guest had arrived and Muskaan also came with her parents while her parents got busy around the guest and Muskaan joins her Hero praising for the decoration...
'Lekin Aunty aur Uncle kaha hai... Itni der kyun laga rhi hai...' Muskaan asked...
'Pata nehi, abhi tak toh aajaana chahiyeh...
Maine Rahul aur Piya koh kaha ta time par le aana...' Armaan said checking the time and took out his mobile to check on them only to get Piya msg informing that they had reach outside...
Armaan make a quick annnoucement saying that the light will be off because his parent has come and as it was a surprise anniversary party, when they enter and see everything they would get surprise... Everyone got quiet hearing Armaan announcement and no one speak of move from their place as four figure enter the hall...
Armaan clap his hands and light was on while everyone shout surprise... Armaan move towards his parents wishing them follow by Muskaan and her parents...
After that, Jai and Naina got busy with the guest while everyone congratulate them for completing 30years of being together and living a happy life... Armaan, Rahul and Piya along with Muskaan were watching at them admiring how beautiful they were looking with each other...
Jai was black suits with Red shirt... Naina was wearing a red saree with heavily white border on it as she wear red and white jewelry leaving her short hair open which comes down to her shoulder...
'They look so adorable together na...' Muskaan said who was wearing a white dress with her curly hair open, minimum make up, long earrings...
'Parents kiski hai...' Piya said winking at her...
Piya was wearing a skin color gown, which was hugging her body... She has hair hair straight from up and curl at the end while she left it open... She had put very light make up with small earrings and a bracelet on her right hand with matching heels...
'Humhare...' Armaan and Rahul said as they join Muskaan and Piya...
Both were wearing black suits, white shirts with red cloth around their neck... They were looking handsome in those suits and seeing Armaan, Piya whistle just only they could hear looking at Armaan from head to toe...
'Lagta hai aaj bhai koh koi na koi miljaenge shaadi karne ke liyeh...' Piya said as she move around Armaan who got hold of her tickling her on her tummy for teasing him...
Piya was laughing while Rahul and Muskaan enjoying this action of Piya and Armaan... Piya breath were getting stuck in her throat as Armaan keep tickling her without letting her breathe proper...
'Chodo Bhai... Sorry, I was just kidding Bhai...' Piya said stopping in every word as she complete the sentence...
'And I m just having fun with my little sister...' Armaan said as at last he let go off her...
'Waise, tumhe nehi lagta party aaj tohda boring hai Rahul...' Muskaan asked...
'Haan yaar... Bhai, yeh kaisa party hai...
No music, no dancing... Aise tohdina chalta hai...' Rahul said...
'Rahoool Mallik... Tum bhulgaye kiya aaj ke party bhi hamesha ki tarah Armaan Mallik ne organized kiya hai... Bore hone ka sawal hi paida nehi hote...' Armaan said...
'Means u have arrange something special...' Piya asked...
'Of course my sweety little naughty sister...
Mom Dad ke liyeh special gift... From three of us and Muski...' Armaan said...
'Awww, u never forget to include me...' Muskaan said hugging Armaan...
'Because u r family Muski... No matter if we are sibling or not... U always will be a part of our family...' Armaan said hugging her back...
'So what are u waiting for Ammy... Lets make this party alive...' Rahul said...
Armaan give them his best smile as he moves towards the other end of the hall... Setting something, Armaan was back to them as they stood confused what he was up to... Armaan smile and point towards the stage where the big projector were attach...
Suddenly the light went off and CD started to play on the projector showing a smiling Armaan congratulating their parents... Then he took them to thirty years ago firs, their parents got married to each other...
It was a profile of their journey from the day they got married and still now...
As it was playing in front of everyone with happy moments of their life, Armaan whisper something on Piya and Rahul ears... They smile knowing how Armaan had arrange of everything... When the journey were finished, projector went off as a spot light was on both Jai and Naina with another spotlight on Armaan, Rahul and Piya...
'Mom Dad, we really have nothing more to say other than thank you being the best parents...' Armaan started...
'Yes Mom Dad, u were the best parents any kid will want to have...' Rahul said...
'U both had been by our side from the day we can to this world, in every situation to handle the matter and love us unconditionable...' Piya said...
'Given us support, every path we took in our life...' Armaan said...
'No matter how hard the stairs were, U both always climbs with us to be by our side...' Rahul said...
'U both r the world best parents...' Piya said...
'We Love You Both Mom Dad...' Armaan, Rahul and Piya said...
By the end of the speech, Naina and Jai were having tears in their eyes... They open their arms asking their kids to come and hugs them... Armaan, Rahul and Piya run towards them as they share a family hug... Seeing everyone getting emotional, Muskaan took the mike...
'Oh ho... Ab is khushi ki moment pe rona dona allowed nehi hai...
So guys, lets rock and roll... Music please...' Muskaan said making everyone laugh and music starts making everyone move away from the dance floor as some dances which Armaan had arrange come up to the stairs...
ROCK AND ROLL FROM KABHI ALVIDA NA KEHNA
Hey.. Wats Wit U Baby?? I Never Never Never Never Felt This Way Before..
(Armaan move to the stage to joins with the dancer... Armaan do some steps and sit on the stairs...)
Hey.. Come A Little Closer.. Baby..Baby Baby Want To Steal Your Heart Away
(Armaan move to Piya and Piya smile as she push him a little as she turn her back towards Armaan as they both move to the beat...)
Are Gore Gore Mukhde.. (Jai did some dance step before singing to Naina who push him feeling ambress with Jai dancing in front of so many guest at this age...)
Chand Ke Tukde.. (Jai move towards Muskaan who was not away from them, cupping her face he kiss her forehead, Muskaan smile seeing the love for her...)
Kali Kali Zulphen.. (Jai move towards Mrs. Chadda as she shake her legs with him...)
Neeli Neeli Ankhen... (Jai move towards Piya who give her best small to him as he pointed her eyes...)
Are Gore Gore Mukhde.. We Men Love... (Jai move towards a dancer and Armaan came taking her away from him...)
Chand Ke Tukde..We Men Love... (Jai move towards another dancer and Armaan did the same...)
Kali Kali Zulphen..We Men Love... (Jai again move to another dancer and Armaan took her away from him...)
Neeli Neeli Ankhen..We Men Love (Jai move again to another dancer and when this time Armaan came, Jai push him away as he move with him as if asking what's his problem...)
Khwab Dikha De.. Rah Bhula De.. Hosh Uda De Sabke... (Jai push Armaan away and took the dancer while dancing with her and Armaan was just staring at his father asking the girl to move...)
Chain Mita De..Tan Sulga De.. Man Me De Masti Ghoool... (When the dancer move away, Armaan and Jai did steps together...)
Rock N Roll Soniye..Bholi Banke Belie.. Rock N Roll Soniye.. Kabhi Tu Bhi To Mere Sang Doool...
Rock N Roll Soniye..Bholi Banke Belie.. Rock N Roll Soniye.. Kabhi Tu Bhi To Mere Sang Doool...
( Jai and Armaan were moving their legs together to the music while Jai flirts with those dancers around him but Armaan keep making him realized he was standing with him...)
Ye Lachile Se Tan.. Ye Balkhate Badan..Pehle Dil Hai Maangte Phir Maangte Hai Jaan
(Rahul move to the dance floor dancing with the dancers and points to Muskaan to was standing with Naina...)
Ye Rangeen Bijliyan.. Ye Jaadu Garniyan.. Dekhi Hai Sau Baar Par Hoon Aaj Bhi Hairaan..
(Jai move around dancing with dancer and stood next to Mrs. Chadda who was dancing and soon Jai move away from her...)
O Dekho Aaye.. O Dekho Jaaye.. Kisi Naaz Se Nakhre Se Jhumke...
Apsaraaen ..Haseenaaen.. Ek Pal Ko Jo Dekh Le Ghoom Ke..
O Saara Zamana Ho Deewana.. Duniya Gire Kadmo Pe..
(Armaan and Jai move on the stage dancing matching their legs again... Then they move down the stage to Piya who was standing enjoying them dancing, both hold her her each hand while they bring her to the stage...)
Phir Bhi Ye Pariyaan, Husn Ki Kaliyaan, Samjhe Na Pyaar Ke Boool
Rock N Roll Soniye..Bholi Banke Belie.. Rock N Roll Soniye.. Kabhi Tu Bhi To Mere Sang Doool...
Rock N Roll Soniye..Bholi Banke Belie.. Rock N Roll Soniye.. Kabhi Tu Bhi To Mere Sang Doool...
(Piya laugh hearing the lyrics and how Jai and Armaan was dancing around her as she was standing in middle of them... Piya dance with them matching her legs to the music while they enjoy Piya company...)
Sar Pe Topi Laal , Haath Me Resham Ka Rumaal, O Tera Kya Kehna..
Sexy Sam.. Sexy Sam..Well Man Well Man Thank U Sam..
(Muskaan dance to the beat, Rahul and Jai move on her side doing steps with her...)
Oye Gore Gore Gaal, Gaal Pe Uljhe Uljhe Baal O Tera Kya Kehna..
Sexy Sam.. Sexy Sam..Well Man Well Man Thank U Sam..
(Muskaan did action according to the lyrics, Rahul and Jai stood on her either side as they point at her and did the steps together...)
Ye Dilbar Ye Haseen, Ye To Jaane Nahin, Pyaar Hai Kya Cheez Aur Hoti Wafa Hai Kya..
(Armaan move towards Naina as Naina move away from them as she didn't want to joins the dance in front of so many people... But Armaan stood in front of her blocking her way...)
Ooo Ye Pathar Ke Sanam, Inko Hai Kiska Hai Gam, Humpe Kya Guzri Bhala Inko Pata Hai Kya..
(Piya move around Jai as Jai look at her smiling as Piya dance around him...)
Ye Anjane,Ye Begane, Inhe Kaam Hai Kya Jazbaat Se..
Na Ye Jaane, Na Ye Maane, Dil Toote Hai Inke Haath Se..
(Armaan and Piya move to the stage again dancing doing the same steps matching their legs to the beat...)
Ooo Aag Se Thandak, Barf Se Garmi , Maangke Hum Pachtae
Kya Na Bhulaye, Humne Gawae, Din Kitne Anmoool..
(Rahul move in between Jai and Naina as Jai try to say something to Naina but Rahul move in between them pointing each other...)
Rock N Roll Soniye..Bholi Banke Belie.. Rock N Roll Soniye.. Kabhi Tu Bhi To Mere Sang Doool...
Rock N Roll Soniye..Bholi Banke Belie.. Rock N Roll Soniye.. Kabhi Tu Bhi To Mere Sang Doool...
(Rahul joins Armaan and Piya on the stage as they dance together...
Everyone clap and Rahul move down from the stage... )
And We r not done yet... (Jai Said as he hold the mike...)
Rock N Roll.. (Armaan said holding the mike...)
Be At Toe..Shake Ur Body, Shake Ur Body.. Rock N Roll..
Rock N Roll.. Be At Toe.. Honey Honey Honey Honey Honey Mere Sang Dol..
(Jai and Armaan shake their body pulling the mike to each other as they scream the lyrics and shake their bodies...)
Gore Gore Mukhde.. We Men Love... Chand Ke Tukde..We Men Love...Kali Kali Zulphen..We Men Love...Neeli Neeli Ankhen..We Men Love
(Armaan and Piya dance crazily and Jai keeps moving around dancing with each and everyone he mets on his way...)
Khwab Dikha De.. Rah Bhula De.. Hosh Uda De Sabke...
(Armaan and Jai move towards each other dancing with each other...)
Chain Mita De..Tan Sulga De.. Man Me De Masti Ghoool...
(Muskaan was dancing with boys around her and she saw Rahul giving him a glare but she ignore it as she dance with those boys...)
Rock N Roll Soniye..Bholi Banke Belie.. Rock N Roll Soniye.. Kabhi Tu Bhi To Mere Sang Doool...
Rock N Roll Soniye..Bholi Banke Belie.. Rock N Roll Soniye.. Kabhi Tu Bhi To Mere Sang Doool...
(Everyone dance crazily and enjoy the night to the fullest...)
FLASH BACK END
Armaan was still sitting hidding his face as tears were continuously falling from his eyes... As he remember all the good time he had spend with his parents, tears weren't stopping as it keeps falling down on his cheeks... Suddenly Armaan felt someone present around her and he quickly wipes his face before he look around to see he felt it or someone was there...
As Armaan look around, Armaan got startled seeing the person who was standing close to him... Armaan eyes move on that person face and that time, he wish that he could vanished because it was the last thing he wants that someone to find him broken down so badly at this time of his life...
IN LOCKER ROOM
Piya make an excuse when she knows she couldn't hold her tears back in her eyes anymore... But knowing how much it will hurt Muskaan and Rahul to see her crying and breaking down like that, Piya run towards the locker room hoping no one would be there to see her cry her heart out to reduce her pain in her heart...
After that accident, every year they try to be strong for each other but they always end up crying secrectly... Also at the end of the day, they behave like nothing happen but they be quiet for the rest of the night... No one would utter a single word and quietly will have their dinner and got to bed...
Piya always break down when Armaan vanished without telling them, he would not answer them until he feel that he could be strong enough to come in front of them and face their questions... They never miss those red and fluffy eyes of Armaan but he would never agree that he cry thinking about their parents...
Piya came to locker room and as soon as she reach the bench, she drop her body near the bench as she put her hand on it hiding her face crying out her heart... Letting those tears fall from her eyes to release the pain she was holding in her heart the moment she came to know Armaan was missing...
Piya only didn't know someone else were there to witness her crying unless she heard him calling her name... Piya was shocked first but as she takes her face up looking for the person, she saw him sitting on his knee infront of her...
'Kiya huva Piya... Tum ro kyun rahe ho...' Abhay asked...
Piya couldn't hold herself anymore as she throws her hands around Abhay neck hiding her face on his chest... Abhay was shocked with her sudden hug but hold her close to him rubbing her back to calm her down as she keeps crying...
Being in her best friends arms and knowing how much concern and caring Abhay always had been towards her, Piya couldn't hold herself today, she was badly in need of her best friend and feeling Abhay rubbing her back to calm her, it makes her cry more...
'Sshhh... Chup hojao Piya...
Kiya huva hai... Mujhe batao... Tum aise ro kyun rahe ho...
Piya please tell me, what happen...' Abhay said as he moves her away cupping her face and wiping those tears away from her cheeks...
This make Piya cry more as she push his hand away from her face and hide her face on Abhay chest with her hands around his neck... Abhay was feeling helpless seeing Piya crying so badly in his arms... He never wants to see tears in his eyes and he was wishing that he could tell her that how much it hurts to see her broken like this...
Abhay let Piya cry for sometimes before trying to make her speak and tell him what happen... He somehow felt that it was related to her family but he wasn't sure what it was... When Abhay feel that Piya cry had stop but she was still sobbing, Abhay move a little looking at her face... Piya nose were red as her eyes were fluffy and bloodshot...
'Piya, batao kiya huva...
Tum ro kyun rahe ho...' Abhay asked as he cupped her face in his palm...
Piya was sobbing and she tries to speak but her voice was not coming out from her throat... Abhay try to move to bring water for her but Piya hold him by his shirt not wanting him to leave her...
'Mat jao...' Piya said...
Abhay didn't move but hold her close to his chest as Piya hide her face on his chest... Abhay rubbed her back calming her and when Abhay feel her getting relax in his hold, he move out looking at her face as he wants for her answer...
'Woh, Armaan Bhai... Pata nehi... Kaha... Chala gaya...' Piya said with so much difficult...
'What... But woh aise kaise chala jaenge...
Tumne tik se dekha na Piya... Woh hospital pe hoga... Koi kaam main busy hoga...' Abhay said...
'Nehi Abhay... Woh hamesha... Is din main...
Bina bataye, kahin chala jaata hai...' Piya said again...
Abhay was not understand what Piya was saying, he was wondering why Armaan would leave this day every year... Then Abhay thought it might be related to something personal... When Abhay didn't ask another question, Piya look at him who was lost in his thought...
'Aaj, Mom aur Dad ki wedding anniversary hai...' Piya said slowly as fresh tears falls from her eyes...
Abhay look towards her as Piya eyes were fixed on her hand, which was now resting on her lap... Piya was fighting back with her tears but it was falling without any control... Abhay wipes her tears while Piya continue in a shivering voice why Armaan go missing and how much they miss their parents at this date...
By the time Piya finished telling Abhay, how she felt and how they felt to know that their parents aren't with them anymore, she was again crying badly... Piya was asking Abhay why god has taken her parents away from her, from them as Abhay hold her close to him...
'Piya, jo hogaya hai woh hum badhal nehi sakte... Lekin somewhere up there, ur parents would be watching u...
Aur tum socho un dono koh kitna bura lagega yeh dekhte huve ki un log ke bacche un dono koh yaad karke kitna rote hai... Ek dusre koh chup chup ke rote hai... Dard chupate hai...' Abhay said as he rubbed Piya back slowly...
Piya didn't say anything as she continue crying softly on his chest... Abhay was feeling really bad and he wish he would say something which will make her feel that there is someone who get hurt to see her life that...
'Kash main tumhe bata sakta hoon Piya...
Tumhe aise tut te huve dekh ke mujhe kitna takleef hota hai...
Kash main tumhe yeh bata sakti hoon, main zindagi bar tumhari saat rehna chaahta hoon, tumhari khayal rakhna chaahta hoon...
Tumhari aankhon main aansu aate hai toh mera dil rota hai... Tum dukh hoti hai toh mera dil tut jaata hai...
Jab tum khush hote toh mujhe sukoon milta hai... Kyunki main...
Kyunki main tumse bohot pyar karta hoon Piya... I love u, I love u very very much...
Itna ki main tumhari har dukh apna bana na chaahta hoon tumhe sirf khushi dena chaahta hoon... Jab tum muskuraate hai toh mujhe lagta hai mujhe ek nayi zindagi milgaye... Kyunki tum mere zindagi bangaye ho Piya...
U r my life, My love and My everything... I love u Piya... I Love You...' Abhay squeeze Piya in his arms as if he was trying to hide her from all the sorrow and bad things out in the world...
BACK TO TERRACE
Armaan was shocked to see the person standing close to him... But when he look at the person eyes, he had seen concern and care towards him which make him weak... He was already trying to fight with his emotional and seeing someone concern towards him for the first time from last almost three years, Armaan couldn't hold himself anymore...
Armaaan hugs the person as he breakdown crying openingly for the first time after their parents dealth... He knows he can't be weak in front of others, he had always hold his emotional inside him...
Seeing Armaan crying so badly, tears came from her eyes even... She had come searching him in several places around the hospital and this was her last place and she was hoping to find him there only... She didn't know how she would have do if she didn't find him there...
'Armaan...' she calls his name softly as Armaan was hugging her around her waist hiding his face on his stomach...
She cares his hair trying to calm him down but it makes him cry harder then ever...
'Armaan, tum yaha kyun beite ho... Tumhare liyeh Piya, Rahul aur Muskaan waha neeche pareshan ho raha hai...' She said softly...
'Main nehi jaa sakte un logo ke saamne...
Main kaise jaun un logo ke saamne... Woh log yeh sochte hai main kitna strong hoon but... Main strong nahi hoon...
Main bilkul bhi strong nehi hoon Riddhima...
Itne saal tak maine khud koh yeh kehke un logo ke saamne ek bhi aansu nahi ghirne diya ki mujhe un logo koh support karna chahiyeh... Ab woh log meri zimmedaari hai Riddhima... Mujhe har kadam main un logo ka saat dena hoga...
Lekin main kab tak apne andar yeh dard chupake rakhun...
Aisa koi nehi hai jis k samne main khul ke yeh baat keh sakta hoon main apne Mom, Dad koh pal pal kitna yaad karta hoon... Un logo ki bohot kami mehsoos hoti hai mujhe... Mom, hamesha mujhe hosla dete hai... Aur Dad har kadam mera saat chalta hai...
Ab, koi nehi hai Riddhima... Koi nehi hai jo mera haat pakadke yeh kahe, sab tik hoga...
Jab main rota hoon toh, mere aansu pochane ke liyeh koi haat nehi hai...
Koi nehi hai...
Aisa kyun huva Riddhima... Kyun Mom aur Dad humhe chodke chali gayi... Kyun...' Armaan keep crying as he didn't move away from Riddhima...
Tears were falling from Riddhima eyes while Armaan tears were making her dress wet... Riddhima felt her heart broken in to pieces to see how much Armaan was in need of a friend at this moment of his life...
A friend that who will be his side, to lend a shoulder when he wants to cry...
A friend that who will wipes his tears before it falls from his eyes...
A friend that would hold his hand and tell him everything will be alright...
A friend that would tell him no matter what, she/he will always be by his stand...
'Armaan, main samajh sakti hoon tum par kiya beet raha hoga iswaqt...
Kyunki parent's koh dur rehna bohot mushkil hota hai... Main abhi aise situation pe guzar rahi hoon, meri parents zinda hone ki baad bhi main use nehi mil sakti hoon...' Riddhim don't know how and why these words left from her mouth...
Seeing Armaan crying so badly, how much he was craving for a mother and father love and care, Riddhima couldn't help but let this out that how much she misses her parents but can't meet that because of the situation which makes her take the decision to leave them...
Hearing Riddhima hurt voice, Armaan move away looking at her face, which was pale... Tears were falling from her eyes to her chin and Armaan didn't know why but he let her sit next to him holding her one hand was his other hands move to her face wiping those tears...
Feeling Armaan fingers on her cheeks, Riddhima look towards him meeting her red eyes with Armaan bloodshot ones... Armaan was staring in her eyes, trying to reach the deepest place of it to get answer to that sentence Riddhima had said a while ago... Both were staring at each other, trying to know more about their life...
IN CANTEEN
When Piya left making an excuse, Rahul and Muskaan keep staring at her figure... They know Piya was feeling bad and she would be breaking down in any minute... Thinking how much pain they were getting due to one accident, Rahul couldn't hold himself as he rush out from the canteen...
Seeing Rahul going out all of sudden, without saying anything, Muskaan got little scared not knowing what he might do to himself... When Rahul get angry or upset, he always harm himself by hitting wall or windows...
Muskaan rush out from the canteen behind Rahul to see he was going towards the fire escape... Muskaan look around to see if anyone seen Rahul going to there with so much range, Muskaan move to check and make sure he don't harm himself...
Muskaan reach to fire escape and hard Rahul hitting the wall with his fist... Muskaan push open the door as she move down the stairs closing the door behind her to see Rahul at the very end of the stairs ready to hit his fist again on the wall for the second time...
'Rahul, tu paagal hogaya hai kiya... Yeh kiya kar raha hai tu...' Muskaan said as she move close to him holding his arm not letting him hit the wall and harm himself again...
'Chodo mujhe Muskaan...
I just hate the fact that I can't do anything to comfort my brother and sister... I just hate myself...' Rahul said pulling his arm away from Muskaan hold as he hold his hair on his hands...
'Rahul, u need to be strong...
I know how it feels... But we can't change the fact that they aren't with us anymore...' Muskaan said...
'I know Muskaan... But, why aren't we able to get over with all this pains...
Why it hurts so much...' Rahul asked...
'Because they r ur parents Rahul, whom u love the most...' Muskaan said...
'I don't know what I will do if I lose anyone else in my life... Before that, I will prefer to kill myself...' Rahul said as he rest his back on the wall...
Muskaan feel sad to hear his words... She never wants to hear those words from him, Armaan and Piya ever... They are the only people she could call family, they anything happen to them, she don't know how she would be able to live...
'Never dare to say that ever again Rahul Mallik...' Muskaan said as she moves close to him holding his collar...
Rahul was shocked with her sudden closeness and seeing her so angry... Rahul think of what he said and somewhere in his heart, he felt happy to know Muskaan care for his life he care for Armaan and Piya...
'Muskaan...' Rahul try to say but Muskaan cut him...
'Rahul, main jaanti hoon tum aur woh dono bhi bohot dukhi ho...
Lekin please aise marne ke baat kabhi mat karo... Mere saat tum logo ke siwai koi nehi hai main apna kehsaku...' Muskaan said as tears form in her eyes...
Rahul wipes her eyes before it falls from her eyes... Muskaan smile a little seeing Rahul caring nature... How much he sad he was, still he cares for her... Muskaan knows, every time that a special day comes in their life, how they broke inside but never let each other see their tears...
'I promise I wouldn't say it again...
But Muskaan, why this happen with us... I don't know why god is testing us like this...
It has been almost three years and still everything is so fresh in our mind and heart...
I know how Ammy would be feeling, he had been supporting us from that day till now and he never let a tear fall in front us...
Its makes me feel how useless brother I m Muskaan... Why can't he share with me...
Am I that useless that he can't share his sorrow with me... Am I that bad...' Rahul said as he rest his forehead against Muskaan as he let the tears fall from his eyes...
'Even hardly u let anyone see crying like this Rahul... We all try to be strong in front of each other but some day, we fail... We fail to keep the pain longer in our heart... We fail to keep the tears hidden inside our eyes...' Muskaan said...
'Please never leave us Muskaan... Plzzz...' Rahul said as he pulls Muskaan in his arms hugging her, hiding his face on her curly hair...
'I wouldn't... I promise...' Muskaan said as she hides her face on Rahul neck as they hug each other tight...
IN TERRACE
Armaan and Riddhima were sitting next to each other while Armaan let Riddhima to tell him whatever she wants to say... Feeling the pain, for a moment Armaan forget about his pain... Tears were continuously falling from Riddhima eyes after those words escape from her mouth... For the very first time in last few days, Riddhima didn't regret to let someone knows about her life...
'Riddhima...' Armaan call her as she didn't say another word for a long time...
Riddhima was thinking, if it would be a good idea to share this with him or not... When Armaan pour his heart in front of her without thinking twice, Riddhima thought why she was thinking so much...
So before she speak, Riddhima look towards Armaan to see how eagerly he was wanting for her to tell him about her problem, her sorrow... How he wants to hear her out and be by her side no matter what he had to hear...
Taking a deep breath and letting it go, Riddhima tell Armaan the reason behind why she can't go and meet her parents...
While Riddhima was telling him, Armaan was listening to her very carefully... Armaan was holding Riddhima hand as he keeps squeezing it when she tell him about the fight she had with her father...
'Mujhe nehi pata Dad meri baat ek baar bhi sunne ke liyeh tayyar kyun nehi hai...
Lekin jo bhi ho, main apni zindagi aise ladke ke saat barbaad nehi kar sakte jo itna ghira huva hai...
Issiliyeh maine yeh faisla liya main un logo se dur chali jaungi...' Riddhima said...
'Tumhe Mom ki bohot yaad aati haina...' Armaan asked in a soft voice...
'Bohot zyada...' Riddhima said trying to smile a little...
They sit in silent for sometimes, as neither of them say anything... Armaan was thinking how easily, he had cry infront of her pouring and opening his heart in front of her while she trust him so much that she tell him the secret of her life, why she suddenly shift to Mumbai...
On the other side, Riddhima was thinking how she trust him so easily that she share her problem with him and how he open himself in front of her believing he can trust on her...
'Armaan, maine yeh baat Anjali Di koh nehi batayi, Na Abhi koha pata hai...
Sirf Nikki koh pata hai aur mujhe nehi pata kyun but maine tumhe yeh baat batayi... Main ummeed karti hoon tum yeh baat kissi aur koh nehi bataenge...'Riddhima said softly...
'Don't worry Riddhima... Tumhari secret mere paas safe hai... Aur main bhi ummeed karta hoon jo maine kaha woh...' Riddhima cut Armaan...
'Mere secret tumhara paas safe hai toh main bhi tumhara secret apne paas bohot sambhal ke rakhungi...' Riddhima said...
'Umm... I was thinking Riddhima...
Main sabki dost hoon toh kyun na hum dono bhi dost ban jae...' Armaan said...
Riddhima was shocked to hear this... She wasn't expecting Armaan to take the first step and make a move to built a new relation in between them... Maybe it was because he had a hope that they can be good friends one day...
Riddhima was wondering what happen to Armaan all of sudden when she saw Armaan forwarding his hand...
'So Friends...????' Armaan asked holding his hand out...
Riddhima look at Armaan face, then to his hand and back to Armaan face not knowing what to say or what to do... For a second, she was thinking she was day dreaming or something but when she didn't wake up from this so called dream of her, she just keep staring and thinking if she should accept or give some more time...
When Riddhima didn't answer, Armaan call her name to bring her out from her lala land... Riddhima who was staring at Armaan hand, move her gaze towards Armaan face...
'Friendsss???' Armaan asked again...
'No...' Riddhima said...
Armaan smile fades from his face when Riddhima turn his friendship down... Both were staring at each other as their eyes met, Riddhima saw how Armaan face color change while Armaan was busy thinking why Riddhima turn his friendship down...
With Love,
Rihoohaws &
Sohah (Sohu/JJ)
Love Friendship Dating and Relationships
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