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I am a sadist and a narcissist. I have been so from childhood. I cannot bear happy and successful people. I cannot bear anybody stealing the limelight from me. I want the entire world to look up to me for advise. I feel important when I sit on my high horse and dole out some crap that comes to my mind .i have never exerted my brains. Sometimes I doubt if I ever have one. Yet with my sati savitri attitude and talk of dharam, i have managed to fool everyone. I felt so happy when I quoted Buddh last week.thank you zee for airing the serial on him. I am not sure who he is yet, but that line caught my attention, hence I made sure I repeated it not once, but twice on the show. I feel like Bhagwan Krishna giving Gyan. I loved the way people cheered me on in vithobas temple. That was precisely the reason I did the parikrama.
I am a little insecure about Poo. She is a girl with a wavering mind. From childhood, it has been my intention to occupy prime spot in her life, even before Neetu. But my hold on her started slipping when Raghav entered her life. She placed him above me. I was worried. But I need not have worried. raghav proved he was yet another dumb man like Vitthal who have no brains or balls and played right into my hnd. As long as Poo is with Raghav, i will give her tips on pataoing guy and have her by me.
I do not care about Klapi because I know no matter how I illtreat her, she will not cross my Kamal rekha. I hated Kalpi from birth because Vitthal placed her above me...i could not bear that. Now things have started going my way. I am getting what I want. It has always been so, except for a short time during Ragna...it will always be so...Because I am Kamala!!!!
Veer Hanuman
Kumkum Bhagya
