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I wrote a whole post but I hate when IF acts up so i am doing this again.
ZaYa conservation was of course as adorable as ever, but what did it for me was when Aliyah was like I will bring a knife if you continue to talk like that, ATM i saw in his eyes, the proud-ness, over joy of loving someone so much and them loving you back equally or perhaps just as more.
Shazia-Aliyah's scene i thought was a bit funny at the end when Aliyah was like I will tell on you to Fahad, Shazia's face ATM was like when a mom warns a baby to finish their vegetables or you will not be getting any chocolate cakeđ
The slap was not necessary, neither did I want him to leave like that. When Zubair was leaving Aliyah, I felt so bad for her, on one side she was loosing or perhaps even better had lost her cousin/brother/ best friend since child hood because of one ridiculous MU that she never in her life thought would happen and on the other side fearing that she might just regain the empty-ness in her when she had just filled with Zain's love as much as possible.
I mean we did not get Zain-running scene but we did get power walking so I guess thats close, nevertheless he still looked HOTđâ¤ď¸
Before I begin with the scene, can we all just take a second to appreciate Preetikas acting as I thought it was flawless. there was no bawling, no crying noises, no throwing everything all over the place no action was being done but the emoting of emotions.
As soon as Aliyah felt he was here, she sought her fear to grow, her heart to ache more, her head to hurt more, her to tremble more thinking of what might happen, She didnt want anything but Zain she needed to feel that connection b/w each other in order to gain some what of strength to say what was rightfully needed to be said. She did not ever wish for anything in life but for a man who would love her madly, and just when she had gotten what she desperately wanted she did not want to loose it.
When she finally said" I will not talk to him, he was just a friend, Swearing on our love i have never loved any one but you" but she was not able to complete the sentence because her emotions had totally taken over. She was so lost in fear that she could not think or speak properly. Her weakness is Zain. Also, I felt as if when they had just gotten married and disliked each other she had stopped believing that she will ever find a man that would love her or make her loneliness disappear but she did and that very man was her husband
Zain just simply grabbed her hand and took her where he could state the truth and make everything better. SO calmly with out shouting, or throwing a tantrum he said what he wanted, accepting that he had suspected and thought of Aliyah wrong too, but it never her fault, the fault was in his mentality, in his eyes who witnessed the wrongs but the not rights, who were to conquered in believing what was wrong instead of seeking the truth he had been Yearning for. Not just that he proved that he was a man of his words. If you cant trust than you cant love, why love when cant trust, Trust comes first than does love because trust is where loves lies and always will.
Honestly for so long I have been waiting for when he tells everyone that they love each other, even before that, the hand holding did it for me, Him just taking her hand in his, that was all necessary to show that nothing had gone wrong, things were still in control. ATM i was so glad that the heart-in-love did not speak but the mind-in-love did. One more thing is it always thought that intimacy is the component of a strong relationship? Well its not, and not just that when he held her hand it depicted that now their relationship was finally stabilized. No matter what needle might scratch them, they will work together to repair it.
Today, he proved to be husband, her aship and her ghulam. supporting her, telling everyone that despite all her best friends in the world she will only love me and only me, and lastly stating that he trusts her like a blind man and nothing or anyone will ever change that.
When Usman asked Suriaya to ask for forgiveness, Zain looked at Aliyah, and got the cue he was looking for, that they could not allow this, Not a husband only but he proved that he is equally justified son who did not allow his mother to seek forgiveness but it took it upon himself to do so.
I could go on and on about what i thought/felt about todays episode but I am trying to keep it short since when i start writing i cant stop, than it gets too long to read.
Sometimes love might look wrong but when you start believing nothing matters more and that is the case with Zaya.
I love you with all my heart. Words can't even explain how i feel. Most people dont understand us, but we do. We are perfect and as much as we fight it, it only brings us closer. You are the only one I want to spend my time with. You are the sweetest boy I have ever met. In you own way, you are not like anyone else. You speak your opinions and know all the right things to say. I'll never give up on you when it gets tough. I know for a fact, I have fallen for you way more than my mind, body, heart, or soul could handle. Most people don't believe in love. Believe it or not but that used to be me, Until I met you and you made it easy to love.
