MG FF || HIS UNBREAKABLE VOW #3 || ON HOLD - NOTE PG154 || - Page 34

Her hand caressed his hair as he slept on the bed peacefully, devoid of any nightmares. Her hand softly caressed his hair until she felt the peaceful smile cover his lips once again. It was then she realized, she could do anything for that smile even if it meant putting aside all her fears and preventing him from being in pain while he on the other hand, he would take any pain for her to be happy, even if it meant suffering every minute of his life. That was their unconditional love.!

As the faint morning rays broke through the blinds in the room, she opened her eyes and the first thing she saw was his peaceful face. He had the same calmness on his face which she had admired when she was putting him to sleep. He had slept soundlessly the entire night. Daadimaa's words rang in her ears, he hadn't slept peacefully in these years. Her eyes roamed around face, it was now she noticed the hollowness of his face, and there were dark circles under his eyes from the lack of sleep and all his adopted habits. Every inch of his face reflected his horrid state but the smile on his face now was remarkably contrasting. He was at peace, be it just in his sleep at least he was at peace. A tear rolled down her eyes as she began thinking of his condition, was it because of her.? Was her selfishness the reason behind their broken lives.? She saw him stir in his sleep as the tear fell on his cheek but he didn't open his eyes. Her heart skipped a beat as she felt his hand wounding around her and he snuggled more into her. Instantly she was reminded of the night in Paris, it was exactly now he slept holding her. Nothing had changed, it was pain at that point and it was pain yet again, a more tormenting one this time. She stifled a sob as she remembered him screaming in his sleep and looked at his face once again, she had to get away from the place before her heart broke even further and the pain would break loose. It wasn't easy to see him in pain and even more difficult knowing that she was responsible for it to a certain point. Her conscience screamed at her, it was time that she let go her fears and listen to her heart. She gently freed herself from his hold and walked out of the room wiping away the tears in her eyes.

The shrill of the alarm reached his ears forcing him to open his eyes. He looked around and found himself on the bed tucked into the blanket. A piercing pain shot through his head. Nothing made sense to him; he was supposed to have woken up on the terrace where he last remembered himself to have been, screaming himself out of his sleep. Although he had slept dreaming of her, how long could have his dream lasted anyway.? It was obvious that it was Geet who brought him to bed, but the thought that had him thinking was how had he slept so peacefully without even waking for a minute.? It was the most peaceful sleep he had in the last 2 years, the soundest one so far. A thought crossed his mind but he shoved it away immediately knowing he was thinking over those forbidden lines he had drawn for himself. It would only be pain beyond it. But again, how could he deny his hopes.? They were his only way to love through it. Losing to his curious heart, Maan walked towards the other side of the bed and caressed the mattress. How could he ever fail to recognize that presence of all, he could feel her presence on it. It had traces of a scent so sweet and alluring, that it could only hers. A smile formed up his lips, she had been there with him, and making sure he slept peacefully. That was so Geet, always making sure others remain okay putting aside all her pain. He could never stop falling deeper for her, every time he thought his love couldn't get deeper, it would leave him stunned. He closed his eyes in anger as the pain shot through his head again, he realized he had pushed himself off his drinking limits.! With a throbbing headache Maan walked out of the room towards the kitchen and looked around for the things he needed, it had been a long time he had been to the house and had difficulty finding the things. Just as he started looking through another shelf another pain shot through his senses making him wince.

Damn it, I shouldn't have drunk that much. He mumbled too himself when her voice came along.

Yes, you shouldn't have. He heard her speak. He looked back to find her walking init the kitchen. He couldn't take his eyes off her, was it just the 3 long years after which he was seeing her or she has become more beautiful with time.? Her hair was wet, the water droplets dripping away to the floor, she was looking sexier than ever with the way she stood at the counter somewhat shooting daggers at him. Only if he could have grabbed her into a hug at that point but he chided himself for drooling over her so openly. He smiled inwardly noticing the anger in her eyes, she was so far yet she was so close. How could he forget she was still far away from him. Her big round hazels had betrayed her, he could still see the care in her eyes. Her words from the past always had haunted him all along but her hazels which had betrayed her by now were a wave of relief to his aching heart. Could he dare to hope of having her back in his life.? His eyes didn't leave her as she walked past him and retrieved a jug from the fridge. His eyes weren't ready to leave her face.

Have this, it will help you. She said placing a glass on the counter and left him alone to his thoughts. Maan looked at glass with a smile. It was fresh lime juice which he knew was obviously for his headache. He watched her walk away from his towards the small temple at the corner of the room. The grin didn't leave his face as he gulped down the juice in one go and left the room to her ready. He stood under the shower thinking about how peacefully slept while being in her arms. It was all he needed, her presence. Just as he came out of the shower with a towel wrapped around his waist he heard her scream.

Ahh, darn it. She screamed loudly from the kitchen followed by a crashing sound. Panic shook him and dropping the clothes from his hand he ran out of the room calling out to her.

Geet, what's wrong.? Are you all right.? He said running into the kitchen but stopped in his tracks as he saw her. Had it been some other day he would have laughed his heart out but everything about her or anything she did was pulling him in. He smiled as he saw her sitting on the ground trying to dust off the flour from her body. Hearing his voice she looked up to find him standing in front her. Her mouth went dry as she realized he was half naked with only a towel covering back his privacy. For a second she felt her senses fusing in and out. She could barely blink with the way he stood in front her. He watched her looking at him or rather staring at him without blinking.

Are you okay.? He asked once again trying to get her to blink but she just nodded without even know what he was asking her. Maan looked at her in confusion, her behaviour was confusing him. Leaving aside his thoughts, he stepped forward to give her his hand to help her up but he failed to realize the oil on the ground until he felt himself slipping over it. Losing his balance he landed right on top of her pushing her to the ground. His hands securely went to the back of her head pulling her into the crook of his neck trying to protect her to from hurting her head. Geet was shocked at how one minute before he stood in front of her and now he was on top of her with his body pressed onto her. She could feel the warmth of his skin against her clothes and his fresh scent from the shower filled her senses. She felt his hand at the back of her hand pulling it into himself and her hands went around his chest hugging him as her back harshly hit the ground. A wave of emotions ran down her body at the contact and she closed her eyes feeling his rock hard chest against hers. Maan closed his eyes as her scent filled his nostril so and he happily inhaled her sweet aroma, it was exactly the one he felt in the morning. He had already known it but now he was sure it was her. He felt her fingers flex against his skin and that's when he realized she was hugging him. He was rendered speechless of how his heart reacted with one touch of her, not a normal touch it was an intimate touch. His longing for her seemed to breaking out of its shell which he had created with great difficulty and had shielded it away from everyone except his heart. Only his heart knew how much he craved for her. He knew he had to get off her before he would do anything that would he would regret later or worse which would hurt her. It was now he realized how difficult it was for him to control himself from crushing her against his chest, being close to her in his sleep was not in his control but now he was in his senses. Coming to his rescue the microwave beeped making them both snap out of their trance. At once Maan straightened himself and tried to get up pulling her along. Geet realized his efforts and unwound her hands from his waist. He offered her his hand once was sure he wasn't going to slip over the oil once again. Geet took his hand and stood up dusting the flour off her clothes.

I'm sorry, my hands were oily and I tried to grab the four and it fell along with the oil can. She mumbled looking away too embarrassed with herself at the way she was reacting when he was over her. He could easily sense the tension in her voice. Maan tried to read her face but she was looking down. He desperately wanted to read her eyes but he couldn't. He was afraid if she was angry about what just happened.

I didn't see the oil, I'm sorry too. He mumbled a meek apology with his voice unusually low and dull. Her eyes snapped up at his voice but she didn't look at him, she didn't like his tone at all. From the corner of her eyes she saw him leaving and her lips on their own accord called back to him. She hated to see him so dejected if that's what he was but her heart said it was something else.

Maan... He's stilled hearing her voice. He looked back to find her looking at him expectantly. It was something about her eyes which pulled him back. Maan stood in front of her waiting for her to say something but she stood quietly in front of him simply looking at him. She could now see it clearly that it was no dejection in his eyes, it was guilt. But for what she failed to realize.. He looked away not able to meet her gaze, he didn't know what was bothering him. But something was. It wasn't that her eyes were accusing but still he couldn't meet them.

Maan I... She mumbled making him look up. He saw it again, the same thing about her eyes which had pulled him back. Several things ran through his mind, was it pain, was it happiness, was it regret or was she pleading.? He could senses she was trying to say something but suddenly stopped. He didn't want to look away from her eyes. He kept staring at her as well as closing the distance between them.

His hand reached up to her face to clean off the flour off her face. Geet closed her eyes as a response when his fingers touched her skin. A wave of numbness ran down her spine. She couldn't even blink her eyes open with the way her heart reacted to his touch. Yet again it was embarrassing the way her heart jumped every time he touched her. Maan was feeling no different, a different wave of relief washed over him as he touched her. At least she wasn't pushing him away, which was all he was happy with. For the way she had distanced himself from her life, he never thought he would see a day where she would tolerate being close to him again. He was wrong. The way she stood motionless in front him somehow reminded him of the previous night. He was late in realizing it, she had been there with him when he was in pain. Didn't that say a lot about her.? A smell caught his attention and he looked at the stove to find the breakfast almost on the verge of burning. Geet was clueless to about what was happening around her, all she knew was he was close to her. So close that she could touch him but she didn't, unsure of what she would do. It was then his voice broke the silence in the kitchen.

Thank you for being there with me yesterday night Geet. I had a peaceful sleep after what felt like an eternity. I'm sorry you had to see me in one of my worst forms. Maan spoke in a low tone still wiping off the flour off her face. Geet's hand held the table top tighter when his fingers touched her lips. The feel was riling.! He didn't miss how she tensed at his touch and held the table top tighter. Somehow his heart was jumping with happiness but he knew his limits. All he could do was smile at his love. Parting himself from her he turned away from her and went behind her.

Your breakfast is burning. He said in another low tone with a small smile on his lips, making her snap out of it. Her eyes snapped open but he wasn't there. Was she dreaming.? She looked at the gas top and groaned as he was right, her breakfast was burning. She wasn't dreaming and he was very much with her, because of which her heart was hyperventilating. No matter how much ever she tried, he would always affect her, be it physically or emotionally. It was only going to become more prominent all the while he would be around her now.! Frustrated with herself, she swiftly turned off the gas and walked out of the kitchen with a rapidly beating heart. Maan peeped out from the pillar behind which he was hiding and he saw her running back towards her room with the same smile adorning his lips.

Prateik, what nonsense is this.?? Who made the corrections here.? Maan fumed throwing away the file in anger. Geet was oblivious to all that was happening in the room. Since morning her thoughts were only stuck at how she had been reacting to everything related to him since his arrival. Her own emotions were out of control. She didn't know if she was angry at him for coming back or relived to be back with him. Being close to him didn't bother her but the moment he would be gone by her side, her thoughts would only end up at all the wrong places. The only thing she knew was her heart was at peace with him around her. But was her being happy justified.? What if it was a happiness of a few days followed by a pain of a lifetime.? She knew she would have to confront him eventually, after all how long would she be able to run away from the truth.? And if it was going to drive them apart once again.. It would be the end. But again her heart didn't want to be away from him and neither did she. Would that be injustice to her dead parents without whom she lived almost all her life...Why was her love for him so deep.? Despite knowing everything she still wanted him. She could feel the tears clouding her eyes and she would have cried had it not been the hand that shook her out of her thoughts.

Geet, are you okay.? Maan's voice reached her ears. She looked in his direction to find him staring at her with concern in his eyes. One look at her face and he knew she was not okay, her face clearly showed the pain she was in. He could see the tears that were gradually forming in her eyes. He hated it, once again he had to see the pain on her face, and it was the same pain which had left him haunting these years. How could he ever forget her accusing eyes, though he couldn't see any accusations in her eyes now but the pain in them was enough to make him feel miserable.

Geet.. He said and his hand automatically reached out to wipe her tears. Realizing the staff staring at them, Geet quickly looked away and got up from the table.

Please excuse me, I don't think I am feeling well. I'm really sorry. She said with a breaking voice and walked out of the conference room in a hurry. The sobs had already broke out of her lips and she quickly shut herself in the washroom letting go of her pain as it once again broke through her. Maan sat at the table stunned at what has just happened. He could see the happiness in her eyes in the morning then what had happened to her all of a sudden.? His heart sank thinking if he had mistaken her silence to be her happiness. What if he had hurt her once again.? Was he wrong in reading her eyes.? She was in pain yet again and may be because of him once again. Snapping out of his thoughts he quickly hurried out of the conference room while the staff stood gaping behind them. Maan rushed into her cabin and looked around for her but she wasn't around. That's when he heard her from the washroom, her muffled voices. Maan walked closer to it only to feel his heart sinking again. Her sobs were audible, he knew she was crying shutting herself inside the washroom. How much he wished he could break open the door and crush her to himself to comfort her but nothing gave him the right to make her pain worse. Maan caressed the door painfully and decided to leave but again stopped in his tracks when another of her cry pierced through his heart like a dagger. It was unbearable for him to stand there and hear her breaking.

Geet, please listen to me. I am sorry, I didn't mean to hurt you. If you hurt are by what happened in morning or my coming to London then I am really sorry. If my coming back to your life is hurting you..Then it won't anymore..Please don't hurt yourself because of me, I promise I will go away from your life and never come back, but please don't hurt yourself... I can't stand it Geet.. I promise.. I promise I'll go away.. But you please don't cry.. I can't see you in pain.. I would have never let you go from my life but I couldn't take your pain ever so I let you go once.. I'll do it again if it keeps you happy.. But please don't cry.. I'll.. Go... He pleaded with his voice breaking in the end. He felt the tears sliding down his eyes and walked out of the room disgusted with himself. Geet stilled hearing his voice and sat stunned hearing his words. How could he say about never coming back.? His words scared the life out of her, he had no right to do say that or do any such thing. Getting off the floor, she yanked the door open calling out for him but her cabin was empty. He was gone...

Maan... She whispered more to herself trying to convince herself that was gone. Geet ran out of the door with a hope of stopping him but he was already gone. She ran down to the parking lot calling out his name all the while hoping he would hear her and listen to her. As she reached the lot all she saw was his car driving away. She sank to the ground with a fresh lot of tears streaming down her eyes, he was really gone. How could she be so insensitive and break down in front of him knowing how much he had suffered all these years. May be more than her. She felt angry and hurt, angry that he blamed himself without even listening to her and hurt because he said the words of never coming back to her life. How could he.? How did the thought even cross his mind when she couldn't ever consider it now.? Her own words rang in her ears, she too had asked him to go away from her and free her from the pain.. But the only difference was it was a lot more hurtful to hear it from him. How would he have felt it when she pushed him away without listening to him.. She had been selfish and had let him suffer all these years in a pain which he may have never deserved. Her heart broke into pieces thinking about his condition, his words and most of all; his pain. Yes it was true she had lost something precious to her because of him but she had failed to realize that she was losing something even more precious because of her fears. May be it was too late now, he was gone. She sobbed harder thinking of his words, he had let her go once to keep her happy and he said he would do it again, but she didn't want it this time; she wanted him to be with her. He was the centre of her world , there was no way she could imagine a life without him. The three years she had spent without him was her mistake of running away from facing the truth and for which she was paying now. She couldn't afford to lose him now. With a hope of finding him at home, Geet quickly ran towards her car determined to stop him. There was no way she was going to let go away from her life taking so much of pain with himself for giving her a happiness so which was nothing without him, he had suffered enough; they had suffered enough.

Precap : Will she be able to stop him or.??

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amazing update... waiting for next update

Awsommmiiieee read aftr a long tym & so much has happn...well intrsting...so 4 now both r in pain...dey had morng sweet momnts but as day wnt on da pain came back & now he left again...i guess dis was needed, geet needed dis push 2 stop him coz if she cud push away she has 2 realiz wht it felt 4 him whn she did...so now shez somwht in maan's shoe & feel da things dat had bn 1000tymz painful 4 him den she cud hav imagind...letz c...nxt chp sooon!!!

I hope Geet stop Maan before he leave her..Geet suffer same as Maan..

very emotional update still geet is not able to decide what she wants and she even cant see maan in pain and feeling guilty to be the cause for his pain and here maan thought ki geet started changing but because of geet's crying in office he decided to leave her for ever as he cant see her hurt because of him

awesome update

wowww superbb😊👏

Nice part