Where Do I begin todays Analysis...So much to say...I am still not out of the Sandhir Dream land...
Randhir Singh Shekawat. Seeing him at the cafeteria today mujhe woh Shayari Yaad aagayi... "Maine Aur Meri Tanhayi...Aaksar baate kiya karte hai"
That was his state..Restless, lonely and hurting. Earlier that day he wanted to be alone...but in the silence of the night...His loneliness was choking him. He wanted someone with him and didn't know how to ask. So when he saw Sanyukta there and saw her leaving him...he couldn't stop himself...he raised his hands to stop her. Need and despair quite evident on his face.
Sanyukta was battling her emotions too. Why does Randhir's pain affect her so much she wonders? He is her enemy after all. But all said and done...she cant ignore his pain...nor can she walk away. Though she tried.
I loved that scene at cafeteria...Sandhir were taking Baby steps of bonding...Both waiting...Both Hesitant...both trying to test these new waters.
That scene where both of them just stood there staring at each other... not sure what to do...very intense
ROFL...for a sec ...I could see Sanyukta was expecting Randhir to throw the maggi at her face asking her to get lost...But Randhir surprised her...he took the first step...served her maggi and waited patiently to see if she joins him...She was relieved that Randhir accepted her gesture of comfort...So she took the step forward of Joining him. When he coughs...her reaction to him is instinctive...And for once Randhir let her take care of him...let her comfort him...Big step for both of them...all done without saying anything...Silence...The theme of todays episode...I think. He didn't want to be alone...and she couldn't sleep peacefully that night without offering Him some form of comfort. Mission Accomplished!!!
Sometimes sharing a simple meal with someone comforts you more than any touching speech on friendship. Beautiful scene!!!
The Next Scene that I loved was Vardhan- Randhir- Sanyukta Scene...
Really I felt like kicking that advocate in his @#%@#...bullying and emotionally pressuring a college kid for his client...Was so Glad Vardhan Showed up and Kicked the guy out...Lol That was fun. I like VD sirs style...VD sir has always gone to bat for his Students... Love that guy. His pep talk to Randhir as usual very appropriate...Telling him to stand up and Face the bitter truth...coz as they say Pain makes u stronger...another version "What doesn't kill u makes u stronger"
Vardhan- Sanyukta Talk was Interesting...very Interesting...Apart from the fact that he let her know about him knowing the truth of her life..i noticed onething...when he said I thought u were a fighter and that u like facing challenges and u don't give up...The camera kinda showed Randhir in BG...Could it be that he was talking more than just giving up her studies and her marriage topic...Coz later when he said am disappointed and walked away...The BG music was of determination...and u could see a strength and determination on Sanyu's face then she turned towards Randhir ( ahh...yes those small steps one take in life)
Randhir- Sanyu conversation- Sanyu is getting bolder with her determination to help Randhir...Her hand on his shoulder itself was a sign of support(Another baby step taken)...Randhir grabbing her hand...a silent plea to stay with hm...another step taken by him...Never before has he tried to explain his pain to anyone...Never before has he explained his hurt...But he did it so plainly...without mincing words...wonderful emotes by Param...his voice cracking in middle really touches ur heart... Sanyu's sympathy for him was incredible...but what was more significant in this scene and more remarkable...was her need to empathize with him...she wanted to empathize with him...she was trying to imagine his pain...his hurt...that goes way beyond sympathy for a colleague...those steps taken by her...will go way long way in building deeper bonds with Randhir...Bonds that could form strong foundations for a meaningful relationship. Randhir is also learning to open up to Sanyu...to lean on her...no matter how many times his self defense mechanism tries to creep up between them...Sanyukta has now decided to be there for him..And we all know what happens when Sanyukta decides to do something. She succeeds. That's what the pre cap was all about...Sanyukta wanting to be there or randhir when he is sick...him using his defense mechanism of pushing her away by throwing the tablets rudely and she without flinching continues to give him a new tablet...proving to him that she is not giving up anytime soon.
Mere posts hamesha lambe hote hai...toh sorry guys...fursat maine padna...or not...Lol I just loved the episode today...Param and Harshita...Hats off to you guys. What a performance!!!
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