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I was left to my own devices
Many days fell away with nothing to show
And the walls kept tumbling down
In the city that we love
Great clouds roll over the hills
Bringing darkness from above
But if you close your eyes,
Does it almost feel like
Nothing changed at all?
And if you close your eyes,
Does it almost feel like
You've been here before?
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"Yeh mere saath hi Kyun hota hai , Kyun? Jab bhi main Apne Aapko bolta hoon ki Sab kuch theek ho jaayega ..tabhi everything falls apart . Kya hoon main itna bura?" He looked at her hopefully.
"Bachpan se Aaj tak I've only wished for a family , a family.." He couldn't control himself , the suppressed emotions rebelled against his pretentious hardness.
"Marta tha main , jab koi mere bare mein care nahi karta tha . Fights hote the ghar pe har roz , har waqt .. Aur main Ek corner main jaata thaa aur Sab kuch tod dete tha"
"Mujhe dar lagta tha , unse , unke jhagdon se..phir main pane aapko sambhaalte hue saare tote toys ko phir se jodne ki koshish karta .. At least they never fell a part , at least they could be mended" there was silence on her end.
"Issi liye I chose to become who I am , at least nafrat mein log jhoot toh nahi bolte"
"Mujhe naa humesha se suffocate hone ki aadat hai , Mein agar kisi se Pyaar Karun toh woh mujhse door ho jaata hain , and I can't handle it no more , mujhe bhi Jeena hai , mujhe bhi hasna hai .. Par yeh koi nahi dekh paata .. Koi NAHI SANYUKTA"
"I wish I was the monster you thought I was , I really do"
With that his tears started failing against his might to hold them in . He looked so innocent so vulnerable , so broken . When the strongest people cry , that's when it gets to you . Sanyukta stood there battling her own thoughts , she had tears in her eyes to . Did Randhir deserve the hate? Was this the person she always saw in him? Was this the insecurity that plagued him.
"Randhir , Dekho yahan"she said cupping his face .
"Tum Bure nahin ho, Tumhein woh saari happiness milegi jo tum deserve karte ho , and you deserve the best , for a gem of a person that you are. Mere liye raat bar jag kar project complete karte ho , mere liye gundon se ladte ho , mere liye coffee lekar aate ho , team ke liye apni sabse bade fear ko bhi chodhte ho..you're not bad , you're a little flawed but who isn't? Tum kitne brave ho pata hai despite facing so many problems , you're Rank No.1 and hum Sab idiots Tumhein beat karne ki koshish karte hain , but you know what we'll never be , because being you isn't easy Randhir . Because being you requires the strength which none of us have . You get that" she looked into his eyes , sounding so convincing.
"Look at me Randhir , You're not alone . I'm with you." She looked into his eyes , they held so much within them . But the most beautiful thing she saw in his eyes was her reflection , he had a bit of her in him.
"I..."
"Shhh..Randhir"
And he hugged her tighter than ever before . They looked like puzzle pieces perfectly completing each other in that moment.
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Because love is measured in terms of hate
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A/N : There you go :)
Hope you'll like it <3
Based on the spoiler . Please listen to the song it's called Pompeii by Bastille.
-Nidhi :)
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Shiv Shakti
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