(_ ArHi FF_) ~Devastated ~ Thread 1 - Page 69

awesome update. pls continue soon

Nice update. Glad Arnav came on time. sad for khushi, she emotionally and physically week

like the update looks like Arnav is on mending his ways 😊

Emotional update.

i hope khushi to get well soon...hope aranv amend his mistakes

hope khushi will be fine.arshi will live together happily

Part 23

As Arnav tried to turn, he felt a body against him. He parted his eyes and was completely shocked. For some time his mind refused to recall any knowledge but slowly things began to make sense. But this didn't have to happen, it was wrong, it was just an accident. But how could he confront it to his angel lying beside him? Her arms snaked around him, his face rested against the crook of her neck. She held him as if she knew that he would run away again. She was the victim of his lust and was not to be accused of something he did. He wanted to slap himself hard for being unable to control his desires. But he won't stay without taking a decision to end her sufferings, yes; he would give her the biggest jolt of her life, he would accept any curse she uttered for him but he would be adamant on making her mould her life according to him.

After taking a shower and getting dressed up in the same clothes he was wearing before he started to wake up Khushi. At first because of being in deep sleep she'd been reluctant to get up but when she saw him she sat up in a jerk.

"What happened?" she asked.

He didn't want to confront anything to her, her eyes reflected innocence, her face seemed tired, her entire body spoke that she didn't held a single doubt of mistrust in him but yet he couldn't help her.

"Khushi go and get a bath, its half past one already, the children would be returning anytime."

As she left he went to his room and came back with a first aid box. He never wanted to hurt her but he did. What if she conceived? It was a highly worrying thought, if it would happen everything would go topsy turvy with both their lives but he wouldn't let it happen...he would...make her take pills...she wouldn't agree to it ever but he would do the entire chore secretly. His thoughts were interrupted as she came, rested her head on his shoulder and side hugged him, "I love you Arnav ji." "I love you too" he said, though it was a fake gesture. He didn't love her, a man like him could never love anyone but at this time gathering her support was the most important thing. While she rested her head on his shoulder he began to rub ointment on her exposed parts where he had left marks ensuring that one of them was left. For Khushi it was an end of her sadness and lone life, for her his love was being on the seventh sky, and his concern for her through application of cream was the most beautiful gift. He would marry her now was one thought which was readily sending tingling sensations down her spine and making her extremely happy. The current of excitement ran through her once again and this time she turned to hug him fully repeatedly saying "I love you...I love my Arnav ji...I love the one who loves me most...I love my Laad Governor..." He was left with no other choice than to hug her. He began moving his hand through her hair and seeking the opportunity laid his first step towards his mission,

"Khushi..."

"Hmmm..." , she muttered.

"Khushi swear on me, our children, and our love to accept the next decision I take for our lives without any argument..."

She broke the hug and positioned herself to face him, then she took his hands, kissed them and said, "I will...I promise." Because for her that decision was him getting married to her at the earliest valid opportunity. Then she hugged him again. There was a knock on the door both of them got up and Arnav opened the door. It was Dhruv, "Arnav I want to talk something important." "Yes we will," replied Arnav "...but before that I want you to meet Khushi." Arnav lead Dhruv in the room and introduced Khushi to his cousin. Dhruv found Khushi extremely beautiful lady he'd ever met and truly soft spoken. They left the room; Dhruv was surprised to see Arnav more eager than him to have a talk. Arnav lead him to the terrace and before Dhruv could start a conversation he began, "Dhruv I want to tell you something more important than what you have to ask and it will be the answer to your questions too." He narrated his and Khushi's entire journey to Dhruv and also told him of Shyam and what he had been up to today, but he didn't tell him about what happened between them few hours back. Then he laid his ultimate proposal, "Dhruv I want you to marry Khushi. I know the fact that we have children is irritating and unacceptable but please, I'll keep the children in my custody and you can take her to Sydney. I know you do like her Dhruv, please marry her for my sake." "If you are really concerned about her then why don't you marry her yourself?" "Because I would hurt her, every now and then my presence would make her realize her past and it would haunt her every moment of her life."Again he lied, for her past was him, her present was him and her future too lay in him. Today she had accepted his love without uttering a single word, without demanding a single justification and he knew even if he would have told her to marry him that moment she wouldn't have hesitated but her confidence in him didn't matter as far as he himself didn't want her. Dhruv thought for a while and then he finally agreed, "but Arnav you'll deal with all the opposition from the family, I don't either want your children to call her mother either and I want to marry her within five days, and above that will she agree?" "Yes she will I'll tell her in the morning."

Dhruv left and then Arnav went to Khushi's room. She was sitting on the bed, combing her hair, lost in her own world of thoughts and didn't even realize that he had come. "Khushi..." and she and her dreams were interrupted he walked to her and when she tried to hug him he stopped her, "...my decision is that you will marry Dhruv after 5 days."

To say she was startled, shocked, upset, horrified or distressed were mere understatements, this time her life had been shaken, again by him. The pledge taken earlier she had thought was to beautify her life, to end her troubles but in reality it was the spark to ignite more disasters. She couldn't disagree nor could she argue, she was locked from all sides.

It was not a victory for him over her either; it was beginning of a living hell for him. He had not been eager to get away from her; he just wanted a Protector for her. Who would keep her safe from this world and keep her happy. She would be mad at him then let her be, she would curse him then let her but perhaps later when her life would improve she would understand why he had taken this step.

He waited for a reply but when she didn't say anything he began to leave. "You are a manipulator Mr. Raizada..." He didn't stop and continued to walk so she turned him and grabbed him by his collar shaking him continuously venting her frustration, "...you are a Manipulator! You get that? You manipulated me then and you are manipulating me now! Why do you love me when you have to leave me? Why...why..."

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that was an unexpected one. did not even think about it.😕 but how dare he do that to her?😡 he is selfish, was and will always be. he may say that he did it for her betterment but he is a coward and making her sacrifice her happiness again for his own needs. does he not understand that it is difficult or to say, impossible for her to move on? he is going to get a shock i say. waiting eagerly for the next update

No what the...how can he do so...

Wht can you expect from him anyway nic eupdate but I feel bad fo rkhushi I think she should leave