^^^rhea, thanks for reading that huge long one promptly.
it was full of typos, and i went and corrected, adding more stuff in... my craziness is what it is.
yes, i love the way they write his words with that easy filtering in of english... reflects so much about his whole personality, his character. if he can say "tum usski bahon mein..." a hackneyed sixties type line as issk pointed out, so beautifully. he can say dammit brilliantly and most sexily too.
span. this character has such breadth, there is the archetypal male to the most contemporary man, all in him. not having paid enough attention in english lit classes during undergrad years i don't have the elegant structure and language to dwell on this character. he deserves one of those great writers on character to pore over and through him.
but i can tell you, he hits several spots in me, from the most ancient to the most here and now, from me as every woman to me as me, from the most physical to the most extra rational and beyond ward, across all my years as a woman, starting ha ha age 9, the year i had my first crush... yes yes i did teehee.
if one had to do one of those complex three d models to plot the various points where he gets me, it would be interesting and always incomplete.
now was this the character or the actor or a bit of both? i'd imagine, third option is closest to the truth.
those tears, maybe it was just the glare from the lights, but it added to that intensity.
he turned back when he felt the tap on the shoulder, a slight excitement in him, maybe he was hoping t was her though he knew it couldn't be... lovers are crazy slightly. perhaps always. i did not get into that one, mainly because i was exhausted. this episode again was happening at too many levels. i thought the barun going away story would not bother me now. but it did.
about the wisdom of love. fully applies when we are talking of an essentially sound character. and your gut will tell you who is or isn't. of course if he is a wife beater or a small low character, love if it comes will still speak but differently no doubt.
the thing with asr is, once you had see that descent from the chopper, the walking out on long strides toward something that seemed to want him, hold him. seen him take off his shades and look... look at that house and the screen had wiped to black and white and a memory, you knew this was a man with a richness in him, a tumultuous but sacred memory he carries... and he has a strength that is inordinate. the word extraordinary just came along and took over with every passing minute. by the end of episode one, and after seeing that tenderness with his sister and the intense embers in his eyes, and i must say his sheer style and arrogance, was it ever possible to think of him as anything but beautiful.
such a man you could forgive even when he did hurt you... because you knew why he did that, you knew why even his hurting was preferable to any other man's adulation. because he loved like very few could and you loved him right back, entering depths you never thought you had.
khushi had wisdom beyond her years when it came to asr. and she had absolute power over him.
watch him try to get away from her thoughts and fail badly. aww.
rhea, i try not to generalise, but there's a lot of asr in the man i live with, all complications in... khushi figured out stuff it took me years to even begin to understand. i still make big mistakes. the cleanness in these characters and the ability to love... um ah er... i love it dammit.
so i made you like things you didn't. poor you. my sanka attack. 😆
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