Zain Abdullah:Straight from the heart

I kept on watching her helplessly..as she keep telling zubair.hw much she blvs him..
Hw cn she do this to me..
Am i no where in her world of ease..
Whats so wrong with me tht she cnt share her heart felt thoughts..but with zubair..
I never hated zubair..but yes we hv been cmpeting evr since childhood..n she always took his syd..what if today too i stand out of her thoughts..what if he managed to mk her smile throughout the day..which i hvnt done all these 5 mnths...wat if dhe starts blving..tht..i m not good enuf for her beautigul start..cn i evr join in their conversations..or i just dnt fit into her world..as she never saw wat i wnt her..cnt she see the love in m eyes..when she know me so well..when she knw i pretend to b well whn m actually hurt..or these 5 mnths cudnt mnaged to bring this heartfelt smile..which those 5 minutes of zubair did...I hv lost so mny matches..n i do feel he is bettr thn me..perfect as she is..but this tym it isnt a match..but y i feel my lyf is at stake..y i feel..i nvr managed to make her feel this better..as much as i hv given her pain..will she choose him over me?
M i not d only hero of her lyf..or will she gind out the hidden hero within him which she heard of in her ammis stories..a hero..whose soles i cnt fit into..
I knw she hs kept her lyf at stake for m so mny times..
But dint she hv dne the same gor zubair..or ny1 else in d world..is her lyf as oncomplete without as much as mine is without her..why dhe never cnfessed what she feels for me?..does she feel i dont dserve to knw her pure hr8..
Cn she ever trust zain abdullah..wat if..wat if zubair took her away frm me..who actually made m realise that m actually living..
Wat if...she dsnt love me d way i do...
Or I dont dsrv to knw a hr8..which blngs to her..when i hv actually gven mine which ws meant to b hers..

Uff the ghayal sher of mine..i love u..

Awww! Beautiful dear! Just beautiful!!

This is so heart-touching, Katy. This is exactly what Zain is going thru right now.

Thankss evry1..
M hr8 goes out to zain(kb nahi jata h ye bata chudail?)
Kyunki aliya k pass to zubbu h..zain k paas koi ni..jisse 2o bataye hw he is flng...(nxt tym isse behtar bahana sochna u duffo..ppl gting used to ur bahanas of favouring him-zain ki prsnl advocate)

Mai soch rahi thi ki aaj koi na koi Zain's tarafdaari post from kattu zaroor milegi!

@vinu: n i ws waiting fr ur cmnt..ki tu ye baat zarur kahegi..i will write after a mnth or so..i will write a story deffo..
@sidmkideewani: thnxx yaar

Beautiful 👏 Felt like zain giving a monologue ,dil Hayee dil 💔 ...