I had a long affair with melancholy,
But I tell you that even in the darkest time I used to be jolly.
The dark times came & went, I wasn't ever concerned,
But the things that bothered me, you would find absurd.
Right & wrong, failure & success,happiness & grief; these are just concepts,
If you knew me, you would know,it was just a matter of an individual's taste.
Right & wrong, I have my own,
Don't teach me yours,I would prefer if I am left alone.
Failure & success, oh I did fail !
And how?! I didn't even manage to cover up the trail.
Happiness & grief, now its hard to come by,
I seek shelter in my own cries.
Edit Hint No.1:
Given a choice, I would rather drown in my own shame,
For I failed terribly at something which was more than just a game..
Edit Hint No.2:
Alone in my disgrace ,let me be.
They talk of dignity, but I dont think that's how I am supposed to be.
Now booze remains my only consolation,
I seek solace in my isolation.
What I lost wouldn't bother anyone for they c that I have been set free.
NOW ATLEAST GUESS WHO ON EARTH I COULD BE?!!!