Ishra OS :- mere nishaan hain kahan

Mere nisha hain kaha ????

At Bhalla house hustle bustle is going ishita and toshiji were busy in preparation of pooja and raman was sitting on dinning table and watching them and thinking mere nishan hain kaha he just love ishita and toshiji relation sometime he doubts ishita is her daughter or daughter in law, mom always take ishita side though I m her son no I m not jealouis but love their relation ishita has also love my mom as her own mom and always get angry whenever I said she is my mom and she tease me also that she was ur mom till u married me now she is my mom first than urs and I just hugged her by saying thank you for loving my mom and she hit my shoulder and said thank you for giving me mom like her who love me like her own daughter yeh thi meri chhoti si duniya fir hamari duniya me ek nanhi mehmaan aayi humesha ke liye meri beti ruhi maine hi suggest kiya tha aur I am glad ishita ne wohi naam rakha ruhi jo ab 7 months ki ho gayi hain bahut naughty hain bilkul apni maa ki tarah aur usko ajeebo garib muh banati hain jab bhi maa ya ishita uske baalo ko chooti hain I am sure jab wo bada hoga tab meri tarah dialogue marega baalo ko mat chho ao na dadima sigh aur meri soch ki chain ko toda ishita ki awaz ne jo phone pe pandit ko chhilla rahi thiaur lecture de rahi thi kyunki wo aane ke liye aana kani kar rahe the ishita kitna chillati hain kaan ke parde faad degi kisi ke ek din mere to nahi fatege lol aah so finally pandit ji maan gaye ishita ko bahut gussa aata hain jab bhi koi apna promise karke ya to tod deta hain ya nibha nahi paata aur isi wajah se ishita mujhse gussa hain aur mujhse baat bhi nahi kar rahi.

All preparation has done except some here and there mom was feeling sad and crying before I went towards her ishita reach and gave her hug she herself was sad but still she was giving strength to mom and I really don't know how to console them I am so helpless I know what they are feeling but I cant do any thing and angry on myself why why why ??? and here ruhi come caught mom's leg and stand up and signling mom to take him in her arms and mom just took her in her arms and hugged her tightly mom ki jaan basti hai usme aur wohi hain inke khushi ki wajah aur I am proud of my daugther she still kid but still don't know what is she doing what I promise them she is giving happiness and smile on their face thanks beta and just be like this only and I gave flying kiss to her and she just smile.

Ishita took ruhi with her and led her to sleep before pooja start she must be present there in pooja and I was just looking towards my daughter and she was looking at me and giving smile to me and ishita was busy in freshening up after getting freshn up she came out and she was wearing yellow silk sari aah yellow suit her very much she looks stunning actually she always look stunning whatever she wear except white I never like white color and beware her never ever wear white and after this she never wear white though people were forcing her to wear white but nope she always said my raavan kumar hate white color so I will never wear white and my mom too support her and I so love her and ruhi ur mom look beautiful and she just blink her eyes and ishita was getting ready for pooja and standing infront of mirror I just went towards her and just stand there and she was smiling looking in the mirror becoz she knew what I feel whenever she wear this sari this sari I gifted her and I always said her she is looking beautiful and sometime I don't need to say that she just understood my unspoken words just like today she always look at herself by my eyes and I just love her for this.

During pooja

Pandit ji arrived at home and did all preparation for pooja mom and ishita arrived with ruhi, pandit ji said them to sit on pooja they sat near hawan and I sat beside ishita and ruhi ishita was looking gloomy and mom was weak I never saw her this weak except that day when she came to know that and pandit ji started their mantra and asked mom and ishita to said name of the person whose ritual has to be done kiske naam ka shraadh karna hain unka naam batayiye Mom was trying to speak name she couldn't speak words choked in her throat and I was saying here mom please don't do don't stress urself but I know she couldn't hear my words and ishita kept her hand on her hand and speak on RAMAN KUMAR BHALLA and mom just cried but ishita didn't cried my ishita grown as mature and strong and I was proud of her and she knows this time is not to be a weak my mom need her my daughter need her but I wish I can be her strength but I cant becoz I don't alive any more I died today it has been one year raman kumar Bhalla is late raman kumar Bhalla.

Last year same day when I was coming to home by train someone forgot his bag and going I just called him and said hey u forgot ur bag but he didn't heard so I took his bag and going to give him and suddenly blast happen and only ishita mom face came in front of me and I closed my eyes after that I didn't know what happen.

Ishita POV

Its not easy for me to do this raman my raman is no more and today I am doing his rituals but I have to do this for mom she has become weak after raman death I am really angry on him for breaking his promise he very well know that I don't like those people who never fulfill their promise and raman did same he broke his promise he promise that he will never leave me and always be my side but he just broke his promise he lft me he left mom and ruhi she doesn't get warmth of her dad but I know its not his fault I so so wish he come back and said I am back home ishita whenever I woke up in the morning always wish that in morning raman will be my side and those days were nothing but just nightmare my bad dream I slept hugging his pic with that hope that in morning I will be in raman arms but always in morning it strike me that raman is not with me and it hurts it kills me from inside but I cant be weak i have to ful fill all dream and wishes of raman taking care of mom ruhi and raman's memories. Today I wore yellow sari which was gifted by my mayu he loves me in this sari actually he loves me in every color except white people force me to wear white after his death becoz its custom but I didnt becoz my mayu is more important than any other porson and I am glad that mom also help me in this. My life is not like earlier but my raavan kumar will be always there with me in my heart but I wish I can be in his arms but I know its not possible but I have my little raman with me my ruhi and my mom and they are reason of my life and my life dedicated to them only till my last breath and I know my raman is alone there and watching me and feeling proud of me raman I love u raman and i heard I love u too ishita he was always replied me and I know wherever he is he replied me and I heard that and I am leaving my life just the way raman want.

Toshiji POV

I cant help it today I m missing my son, life can be like this I really don't know when raman was kid his dad left us and I broken totally but raman was there and I was alive becoz of him if he would not have been there I could have died long time ago but today my life is no more what can be worst for any parents that they have to see death of their children, I still cant forgot that day when I came to know about raman death and due to blast his body was totally shattered i couldn't see him last time there are many other family who lost there son husband daughter wife and I was feeling dizzy and don't know what to do I just feel like to died and kill myself but suddenly I rememeber ishita my poor baby doesn't know about raman death she was waiting for raman becoz raman promise her that he will come early home today and they will have party he was busy last some day and couldn't gave time to us and ishita complained him so he promise her but we never know that he will leave this world so early. i rerally didn't know how will I tell this to ishita and she was preganant too it was dangerous to told her, I beg them to see my son but they said I cant see him and becoz he was near when blast happen it shatter me my son my raman how was he when this blast happen it would have been so hurt him I just want to see him but they didn't allow me and with broken hope I left towards home, when I reach home ishita was in their bed room and when I reach their she start her complaint that how raman again broke his promise and she will never talk to him and I just hugged her and cried my heart out and she was scare mom what happen why are u crying and I said to her that raman is no more she was not silent just like statue I shook her but no response I was scare I did wrong by saying her and ishita beta please say something and she look at me with questioning eyes and I told her truth and she was not believing that and repeating again and again he will back soon mom he never leave his office so early he was not in that train he will be back and I just slap her and told her he is no more he was in that train and ishita u have to be strong baccha please for baby u have to be strong and she touch her womb and hugged me and we both just cried and after doing all rituals raman, ishita's amma and appa came to me and told me that they are taking ishita with them I was shattered first raman and now ishita also leaving me I just want to tell them please don't but I cant be selfish and didn't say anything but we heard voice and I realized its ishita she denied to them and said she wont leave me and wont leave this house, they tried to convince her to move on and start new life becoz she was still young but ishita was not listening even I tried to convince her she was hurt after what I said

Ishita: maa ab raman nahi raha to kya main aapki beti nahi rahi kya aapse koi rishta nahi raha kya ???

Toshiji : I just hugged her nahi beta lekin tum kab tak aise rahogi tumhe zindagi me aage badhane ka haq hain please beta maan jao

I : maa aap bhi to rahi thi na jab dad ki death hui thi na aur me akeli kaha hoon aap ho aur hamara baccha hai please maa mujhe aapse iss ghar se aur raman se dur na kare

Toshiji : I really don't know what to say but I just hug her and support her in her decision her parents was not happy but they left saying whenever she feel she can come back to home

Ishita ne sab sambhal liya mujhe ruhi ko aur is ghar ko kash ke raman bhi hota hamare saath

Raman POV

I am really angry on god I never get happiness and warmth of my father and today I cant give this to my son, I cant fulfill my promise to keep ishita happy and gave all what my mom deserve I couldn't take my baby in my arms when she born I was not there when ishita was suffering from labour pain, I was not there when my mom was suffering alone and I wont be there when my ruhi will be in school I cant sleep by keeping my head on my mom lap, ishita to whom I promise to give all happiness of the world today I am reason of her sadness mom who suffer after my dad death today I am also reason of her miserable life and I promise to my ruhi that she has to never stay without father warmth and today I cant give that to her ishita who was bubbly and full of life today is so silent and matured she grown up more than age my mom who was always my strength today she is so weak why god why u did to me i cant console my mom when she cried for me I cant hug my ishita when she was totally broken I cant take my baby in my arms anymore and I cant wipe their tears but I am the reason for that tears and today I have to leave them I have come back to ur world why ???

I am sorry mom I cant ful fill my promise but I am glad ishita is there with u and my daughter is too and ishita I am really sorry I cant stay with u in this life I am really sorry for ur miserable life I am sorry ruhi I have to leave now but keep happy to ur mom and dadi

Bye mom bye ishita by ruhi but I promise in next life I will be ur son mom and ishita we are bind for 7 life which promise I could not ful fill in this life I will do in next life

GOOD BYE till next life and he was just walking back side and ishita and toshiji look towards that side they can feel that something is going

Main janta hoon ke mere nishan kaha hain meri maa ki blessing me ishita ke pyar me aur mere bacche ki khushi me duniya ke liye me nahi raha lekin me inke dil me humesha zinda rahuga and he just disppaeard.