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Today shlok who never explained anything to anybody finally started to slowly reveal his deep angst against his mother anjali to astha , when he was in a very vulnerable mood , as his sister jyoti was missing , and again he found his mother wanting in her love and care towards her children , as he thought ,she gave more importance to the image of the family in the society and so stopped them from reporting to the police , than her daughter jyoti who was pregnant and missing , and god knew in what state,,,
So yesterday and today shlok was looking at his mother for her support and was angry as she was not giving importance and her full attention to the matter of jyoti even though he sensed she also was worried but lacking in love and care of a mother who puts her children above all else,
So when he saw astha caring for his mother anjali who had slept, while doing jap in front of the temple, shlok got angry as he thought that anjali was acting as if she cared , when it was the opposite as she herself stopped them from going to the police ,and shlok didn't like astha giving anjali more importance than him in a way , as he was already worried that astha was not giving him attention and love as before , not in the romantic way , today ,but more like a needy child in need of reassurance from his loved and trusted ones, that they loved him more and above all else,,,,and so was telling astha about his feelings he had towards his mother anjali that she never gave importance to her children above her rules and customs ,and that they felt that they were orphans all they life, even though they had a mother,,,,,,,, and maybe that was why jyoti also never told her mother her troubles and even now didn't inform her about her whereabouts, as anjali never listens to them anyway,,,,,,,,,,,
And when astha , who now knew the truth of NA behind the mask of hardness , of anjali ,now supported anjali as she knew how much she was suffering from NA's abuse and her daughter's plight which she couldn't do anything about due to NA, reprimanded shlok not to talk ill of his mother , without knowing the real truth behind her hardness and her reasons for it, ,, shlok told astha , that whatever the reasons a mother never puts her hardships before or above her children,,,,,,,,, and now shlok was arguing with astha as to why she was supporting anjali so much these days and to astha's answer that because she was his mother,,,,,,,,,,shlok now was not ready to listen to astha about anything in the matter and told her that now it was not his mother but his sister that he was most worried about and asked astha to stop the matter of his mother now,,,,,,,,,
These words and angst of shlok about his mother anjali ,showed how much of shlok's and maybe others in the family was effected by anjali's reserve and withdrawal from them (even though created by NA ,)especially shlok who is far more emotional than varad and jyoti , as they seemed strong and understanding in their own way , more than shlok, who always seemed to want reassurance and attention and love from his mother above all the rules and customs and in failing to get it became more stubborn and aggressive , and therefore his anger against anjali and his tantrums by doing everything the opposite of what she wanted and so in a way was getting what he wanted , anjali's attention even though it was to reprimand shlok , and with the swati's issue his angst due to his mother must have turned more darker,,,,,
But strangely shlok is more like his mother than anyone else, and she is the one , he is following in most of his ways, even though he has the qualities of NA too, but which were dominated by the traits he had got from his mother and so even though he was egoistic, possessive , dominant and manipulative and a acheiver like his father along with his getting back attitude , his mothers traits made him more loving, caring and giving himself more to the people he loved and does what his loved ones wants even though he may not like it and just like his mother, shlok also has the habit of keeping himself between danger and his loved ones , and shlok also has a habit of going to extremes for anybody he loves and cares , and doesn't give a damn about anything or anybody ,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,,
His devotion of his baba also looks more like a habit he got from anjali and his interaction with baba seems more like a bargain than unconditional love from his baba's side and a certain reserve from shlok's side and which shlok always tries to fulfil to get baba'praises and love,,,,,,,,whereas with anjali shlok is more open and free even when in anger ,,,,,,,,, sometimes his devotion to baba looks like he is competing with his baba unknowingly for anjali's attention and love , which he thinks that she has for his baba, but shlok loves his baba too mostly as he feels it was his baba who holded him in time of need when his mother had betrayed him, and therefore his gratitude and surrender to baba,,,,,,, but what will shlok do if he comes to know the truth of his parents, ,,,,,,a very painful time when he will need astha more and hope astha is there with shlok in his need, to support and hold him.
As of now it seems all the three siblings, varad, shlok, and jyoti even though far but seems to be thinking of her brothers, are strangely bonding together more than before in this crisis of jyoti missing as it was the brothers who protested yesterday against abhay and threatened him of his ill treatment to their sister as she went missing without telling anybody, and today was searching for their sister like mad ,,,,,,,,,,
And looked like they didn't inform NA too as he was asking anjali about varads and shlok's and everybody's whereabouts, indicating that they were giving more importance to jyoti and her plight than even NA ,,,,,, indicating that when needed they may go against baba also in jyoti's matter or convince baba to do what is good for jyoti and het baby as per her wishes,,,,,,
And shlok's words that maybe they themselves were lacking in love and care of jyoti ,and maybe that's why she didn't come to anyone of them in crisis, and went away by herself, indicated his own plight and so understood jyoti's too,,,,,,,,,,,, and so if the brothers come to know the truth of abhay and his abuse might themselves help jyoti even if their parents might be against it, and get jyoti her freedom from abhay,,,,,,,
and looks like she will get her brothers full support this time around ,,,,,,, if astha gives them a chance instead of taking up the mission by herself, ,,,,,
now astha who knows where jyoti is better tell shlok or varad the truth or she will definitely face problems with shlok in future , which might create a MU between them , not about jyoti, but about trust between them ,,,,,,,,,,,, lets see .
Why shlok and varad is giving more attention to jyoti now, but not before, was because of the environment they were brought up in,in a detached way as anjali was reserved and they themselves didn't get that love and attention and were made to fend for themselves in a crisis,and were made to give the rules and customs more importance than themselves and also because they were taught that a wife's place is with her huband even in dire straits as they saw their mother doing for baba without him protesting much,and it was completely NA'S and anjali's responsibility to oversee everything and so they had no say in the matter about anything,and so even though they had love for jyoti, they themselves could do as much as possible and without jyoti herself protesting too much, they couldn't do anything but now with her missing their reserve also seemed to fall and their love seems to come to the fore,and thus indicating that in crisis they will definitely be there for esch other,as shlok before also gave financial and support to jyoti, but at that time jyoti herself was not crossing her limits due to her parents and didn't confess everything to her brothers and so the matter was setteled as far as everyone was concerned as they thought jyoti was okay.
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