||Asya FF|| Bring me back to life - pt 29 - pg 22 - Page 9

"Sure tamatar, we will defiantly go together next time." I can't help but thank Asad and his family for bringing me out of my shell. "Oh btw, where is bhaijaan?" I read her text and the next moment, I heard the door of the bathroom open. When I take in the sight in front of me, my mouth was left wide open and my eyes were the size of eggs.

I started because In front of me, stood Asad with just a towel wrapped around his waist. Did I mention that his body was to die for? His sick packs and biceps, I can feel the heat on my cheeks. I look calm but insides, I'm squealing like a teenage girl having a crush. Oh wait, Asad is my crush. Okay calm down Zoya and look away. No don't stare, don't... Omg look at the water droplets tipping down his body. "Ahem" I hear a cough and quickly snapped out of my dreamland. "Sorry, I-I forgo-got" Is he stuttering? Is Asad Ahmed Khan stuttering? That is the cutest thing I have ever seen. I nodded and quickly looked away.

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I quickly return to the bathroom trying to process what was happening. How could I actually forget she was sitting outside? And I stuttered, out of the embarrassing things I could have, I stuttered. Wow, how manly of you Asad, replied my brain sarcastically. But was she checking me out? If I'm not blind, I'm sure she was blushing. I quickly get myself dressed and stormed out of the bathroom. We let for the business location as soon as both of us were dressed up. Upon seeing the crowd, I sense her discomfort and I wanted to smack myself for forgetting that she is still frightened with the idea of living with people.

Suddenly, I feel water drop on my head then I realize that it started raining. It's drizzling so heavily that it's like the thunder is shouting in my ears. I feel Zoya scooting closer to me and trying to cover her ears. I held her wrist and brought her under the shelter which was actually a bus stand. "I guess we should head back to the hotel." I thought of waiting for the rain to subside but I wasn't sure how long will it take so I quickly held her hand in mine and ran back to the hotel.

"I'll get washed" she quickly said as soon as we reached our room and I decided to read her diary to pass time.

Dear diary,

Something really strange happened today. Its ayaan again, he actually broke up with his girlfriend and he is not telling me why. I mean he looks so vulnerable and hopeless as if she left him when it's the opposite. I don't know why he broke up with her if he feels so empty without her. Is there any reason? I don't know how to help him. When I asked him, he said that they are not meant for each other. What does that mean? It's just a bad day. My best friend is sad and that guy is not here today. That wearing-weird-black-gigantic-glasses-yet-good-looking-guy is not here and somehow I feel sad although I don't know him. What's happenening? Is this what they call having a crush? I don't know what to do anymore.

When was it when I was absent from school? That day is most probably the day when it was adeel's birthday. Well, at least I know that she missed me and crush, huh?

Dear diary,

Ayaan said he regret having a friend like me. I don't know what I did wrong and why he said that. He isn't telling me anything and I'm tired of not knowing anything. I thought everything was going well because my father did not do anything bad to me. Was that the calm before the storm? Because right now, I feel like my life is hell. I have no one on my side and I can't share anything with anyone other than you. I feel pathetic!

Suddenly, I feel the breeze of wind from the window and I realize that I'm still wet. I decided to pee quickly before reading the rest of the diary but I forgot I was holding the diary in my hand instead of leaving it outside. As soon as I entered the washroom, I catch a glimpse Zoya with the towel wrapped around her body. The water drops driving down her white milky skin and I got lost in her beauty. It should be illegal to be this beautiful because her beauty is beyond magnificence. It is as if the god made her gracefully by himself. The scars on her arms show her how brave she has been. As soon as she made an eye contact with me, she became aware of me looking at her scars.

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I was about to go out when I notice Asad looking at me. Did I forget to lock the door? Then I became aware of his gaze, he was starting at my scars. I must disgust him with these scars; it shows how ugly I am. I feel naked under his gaze then I realize I am. I screamed at the thought of him seeing me like this, how can he just enter. As soon as I screamed, something fell out of his hand. It was my diary; don't tell me he brought it here with him. But what made the situation more difficult for me was when my family picture slips out of it. I feel my tears falling when I look at my family picture. How can I forget that it was here all the time? How can I forget that I'm still that illegitimate daughter he used to beat? How can I forget that he is here in Lucknow? Nothing changed.

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[A/N] not yet proofread, not edited and did not pm yet :)

short chapter so enjoy

will post part 28 on wednesday :)

Farah<3