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THE FIRST LOVE IS NEVER FORGOTTEN EVER ,EVEN IF YOU TRULY LOVE SOMEONE ELSE.
IT IS THE HEART AND NOT THE PERSON THAT DIFFERENTIATES BETWEEN SHLOK'S LOVE FOR ASTHA AND HIS LOVE FOR SWATI BECAUSE HE LOVES THEM BOTH BUT THERE IS A DIFFERENCE IN HIS LOVE FOR ASTHA AND SWATI AS IN WITH SWATI HE NEVER EVER MADE THE EFFORT TO FIND HER EVEN THOUGH HE SAID HE LOVED HER BUT EVEN WITH THE SAME CIRCUMSTANCES WITH ASTHA HE COULD NEVER EVEN BE WITHOUT HER EVEN IN HIS HATE MODE AND WENT OUT OF HIS LIMITS AND CONTROL TO BE WITH ASTHA EVEN MAKING HER FORCIBILY BE WITH HIM.
Yesterday if shlok was running around like mad to search for astha when she went missing and feeling her presence through his heart , which shlok had told his brother and himself, that he stopped listening too because of his betrayal of his past love, swati, who he had thought left him for somebody else or betrayed his love(reasons still in the dark)found not only astha but his past love swati too , and that too in a state of coma, and was stunned to find that aditi was swati'sister come to take revenge on him because she thought that shlok was the one who betrayed her sister and was responsible for her present coma state as swati had an accident after talking to shlok for the last time .So aditi decided to kill astha , who she thought was shlok's love, to hurt shlok as he thought swati was his bad past and had forgotten her and left her to die whereas it was her sister who had the rights to his love as swati loved him truthfully and whose day started with his name and ended with his name and was crushed by shlok's betrayal of her through his mother who sent money to swati to leave shlok, that she cried herself to the present condition of coma and that it was shlok who killed her alive as she was in an accident after her last meeting with him and made her bedridden.
It seems to be the life story of shlok agnihotri to not trust his loves and kill them alive, didn't astha also say the same things as aditi did, maybe that's why she forgave aditi even though wrong and sent her to psychiatric help, because astha also faced the same problem but did not try to avenge herself but understood the problem and did accordingly as a human being and has become stronger in love and understanding, a mark of a good human and person, who takes the negativity and makes it positive and goes forward in life successfully and changing people around her with her example to follow.(But astha again in good intentions is giving aditi and her evil deeds forgivence which could bode ill not only for her but for others too.Astha should let the court decide what punishment aditi should be given on the basis of her crime and not on emotions).
Now shlok was stunned to hear aditi's allegation , and told her that it was swati who left him , not the other way round but was still affected by the truth that swati had not betrayed him but loved him truthfully and realised that him not trusting her, when swati told him that anjali gave her money and threatened her to leave shlok and him not trusting her made her to break the relation as swati said that without trust there was no basis for their relation .Shlok now was in a complete shock and was looking at swati as if he couldn't believe what was happening and got so emotional with tears in his eyes showing how much he must have loved swati and was effected by her leaving him.
Aditi had brought shlok and adtha at gun point to swati and now when she threatened to kill astha as aditi said she knew that astha was his love(now it looks like everybody knew that shlok loved astha except shlok)and so by killing astha she would make shlok suffer the same thing that her sister had gone through.Astha , who was shocked to see swati and that to in such a state , was more worried about shlok than herself and was telling aditi that shlok also lost all his happiness and feelings from the time that swati left him and was now only existing and not living.
Now the most interesting part was that as soon as aditi threatened to kill astha who took her sister's place as his love and because she knew he loved astha, so as to avenge her sister swati, and show shlok how it will be to live without the love of his life ,as swati did,,,shlok came out of his emotional shock of seeing swati,and was now more worried about astha and not once either by look or words , even to save astha denied his love for her and actually seemed to realise his love for her at that moment when her life was in danger and told aditi to leave astha alone as she didn't have anything to do with him and swati. ! And when aditi refuses , shlok now came completely to his senses and he slowly signaled to astha to move back and pulled the gun from aditi hands .Even the first time when shlok found astha with aditi holding a gun on her signaled astha to keep quiet , astha did the same and diverted aditi so that he could save her.It showed that astha and shlok were so completely in tune with each other ,without even knowing it ,just by gestures and looks that now they didn't need words to communicate as was seen yesterday when only their heart spoke even from a distance and that is the mark of true love.
Now the most heartfelt scene was of shlok sitting beside swati with tears in his eyes and regret and anguish in his voice for making the mistake of not trusting her as he says her to open her eyes and says sorry , very sorry , and is asking and begging her forgiveness and when swati opens her eyes shlok says that it's shlok,, her swati's shlok and says that he won't let anything to happen to her and even with the whole family loking at shlok's anguish not one of them comes forward to console or support him except astha as she understood his anguish because she also loved and faced the hurt of losing her love before and maybe even now too, agives shlok her full support in his decision of making swati better, and it's astha who says of taking swati home ,not shlok,.and when kalindi tries to stop her , astha says that she will not make her dream house on somebody elses grave , it was what she once told shlok , and thats why he married her in the temple, and for her shlok's happiness comes first , as she loves shlok truly and she will live on her memories of shlok with the help of her mother.
When astha asks NA permission to take swati home shlok looked at her with gratitude as he must have realised that by taking swati home adtha was in away giving him permission to be with swati ,anjali on NA's sign refuses to take swati home then shlok himself decides to take swati home and asks NA , who tells shlok that he knows what shlok is asking and that if astha has no problem then he also doesn't, and shlok looks at astha , who realised that shlok wanted to be with swati and so will give her consent but was in away heartbroken as she saw shlok holding swati's hand as if he wouldn't let her go.
I must say that astha and shlok both are right in their decisions even though hard for each other.Astha because she knew about swati and shlok's reactions from the beginning but still without trying to find out the truth married shlok out of love and she's taking the right decision of taking swati home now with true love for shlok and to give him a chance to redeem his past love as astha knows how much he loves swati even now and can't leave her at deaths door alone ., even though astha will be hurt in the process.
Shlok is taking swati because he once loved her and still loves her too maybe because she is his first love and will never forget her ever, and did wrong by her by not trusting her and is guilty because she is now in a coma because of him and now he needs this chance to redeem himself to swati .
The truth is shlok now loves astha too as was evident even when he saw swati and didn't lose his mind but instead tried to save adtha first .I think shlok has already moved forward and loves astha but couldn't accept his love even though he loves her because he didn't believe in love as he thought he was betrayed and had trusting issues but now he will have to realise his mistakes and redeem himself but for that he will have to differentiate his love for adtha and swati.But swati seems to die and in a way is giving closure to shlok as in his realisation of his many mistakes and misunderstandings and for that his heart is enough not the person.
TOMORROW IS AGAIN ANOTHER DAY AND BUT I WOULDN'T WANT SWATI DEAD AS A HUMANBEING FOR ASHLOK TO BE TOGETHER. LETS SEE WHAT WILL HAPPEN IN FUTURE AS ASHLOK ARE DESTINED TO BE TOGETHER ,COME WHAT MAY, IT WILL PASS AND MAKE WAY FOR A STRONGER BOND THIS TIME WITH MORE TRUST , EK BAAR PHIR, AS TODAY BOTH ASTHA AND SHLOK WAS THERE FOR ONE ANOTHER WITH LOVE.
Today and everyday of this serial I must say that it is AVINASH who is the real hero for me for his, GREAT ACTING and giving LIFE TO SHLOK.
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