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Just when you start believing in things calming down, just when you start finding peace in your life, you get another big blow like this and everything ends up in a mess.
It wasn't long back that he had softened towards Paro, that he was in a state of peaceful mind after his dad's recovery, that he had to face this humilition, the scars will remain in his heart for his whole life .
Felt pathetic , the moment his seniors accused him of playing with Paro's emotions and torturing her by keeping her in his house. Worst was when his badges were being removed. The irony here was that his outer beauty, his accessories, his badges were being removed that made him look pheeka and lost while on the other hand Paro was wearing the accessories, his mother's sari, her jewels, leading to her beauty.
Yes, it is a bitter and harsh truth that today Paro's beauty has cost Rudra in an immense way, he did pay a huge price for it. His soul is being scratched this time.
I loved the scene when he is drunk and tells Paro that what actually happened with him in the BSD office. Highlight of the scene was " Mujhe major saab na bol ". that was more of the reflection of his lost honour and the title which he felt proud of.
Loved the moment when he said " Kaash Ranwat hota yahpe, lekin bewakoof hain " . Ultimate hurt in his voice that for whom did his father go to pray ? what is left in him to rejoice anymore ?
Loved the moment when he said Danveer that " Mere saath jo hua, woh baad mein kyu nahi hosaka kakuksa ".. It was more like, why am i always punished like this, why should Paro get a benefit of doubt , and why should i always lose in our love/hate story ?
Having said and done, the marriage was bound to happen, and m glad that there is actually a justification here for Rudra to marry her, he just did not go drunk and randomly went to Paro to stop her stubborness, it was more like giving her the taste of her own medicine. Loving her is one thing and that he definitely does, but bowing down to his own insult, self respect, and acceptinng the fact that yes she was responsible for it is vital truth of his life, he cannot ignore it the way he ignored his heart. He may not agree that his life revolves around Paro, but see today he had to do it, ultimately its Paro who makes the happenings of his life, be it good or bad.
Paro baisa, i know u are a beautiful soul and it takes guts to confess in front of 300 people, but i wish by this time you would have a slight realization that everything what you do or what happens in Rudra's life is interconnected with your actions, no matter why you did this, its him who always pay the price.
I just hope they do not make her keep chanting that " Main to bass apko apna banana chahti thi ". becos this explanation will sound very mild and cold in front of the huge loss Rudra has faced.
PS:- Whats with Rudra, i loved that he burned and broke mohini's clothes and her mayka's chairš¤£. and his dialogues are so good, i love them.
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