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Paro... an orphan... who went to her Bolenath and made a prayer in heartfelt gratitude.. and asking to truly have someone to belong to.. to have someone who belonged only to her... her words...
"Boleji you were listenining to what he said right?he...i mean... him...no1 else knows about this..cz till today i never brought it to my lips.. but u can even hear the voice of my heart too.. u must have listened to it hundreds of times..this dream of mine, that i also have my own little home..in its doorways without worrying i can be the one to pick the designs to make. .. my own kitchen..my own family.. I feel very scared boleji, you have never given me so much happiness at any one time before this. I have been complaining about bad things, and u pacifying me.. but now i understood, you stored them all away for today right? And now i will see you in a new place, in my new home. I will make a new chunri for ur Parvatiji, with glass work, in blue color, which is ur own color! but don't know if i will find cloths of my liking or not...I will ask him.. from him means, from Varun... only this thing is missing.. wish his name was one of ur names.."
these words.. this prayer was for a home.. a home she would belong to... and a deeply religious girl, till she knew for sure that her marriage was fake the husband was fake she was bound by it. BUT once the Thakur told her the truth, in her heart now she was never married. Was always her own person...
And now she has finally found that home in the fulfillment of the complete wish she made to her Bolenath..
And Paro has understood that she was finally home... with that sathi who has the name of her Bolenath...
And Parvati will never again leave.. cz finally she is home.. a home she belongs to.. a home which belongs ONLY to her! her Rudra, who belongs only to her..
Her refusal to leave him today was worded like that 'No! I want to stay with you!' and come hell or highwater, this Parvati who has finally come home will not be budged from his side now!! She will hold on to him with her life!
She has come home to stay!
"Boleji you were listenining to what he said right?he...i mean... him...no1 else knows about this..cz till today i never brought it to my lips.. but u can even hear the voice of my heart too.. u must have listened to it hundreds of times..this dream of mine, that i also have my own little home..in its doorways without worrying i can be the one to pick the designs to make. .. my own kitchen..my own family.. I feel very scared boleji, you have never given me so much happiness at any one time before this. I have been complaining about bad things, and u pacifying me.. but now i understood, you stored them all away for today right? And now i will see you in a new place, in my new home. I will make a new chunri for ur Parvatiji, with glass work, in blue color, which is ur own color! but don't know if i will find cloths of my liking or not...I will ask him.. from him means, from Varun... only this thing is missing.. wish his name was one of ur names.."
these words.. this prayer was for a home.. a home she would belong to... and a deeply religious girl, till she knew for sure that her marriage was fake the husband was fake she was bound by it. BUT once the Thakur told her the truth, in her heart now she was never married. Was always her own person...
And now she has finally found that home in the fulfillment of the complete wish she made to her Bolenath..
And Paro has understood that she was finally home... with that sathi who has the name of her Bolenath...
And Parvati will never again leave.. cz finally she is home.. a home she belongs to.. a home which belongs ONLY to her! her Rudra, who belongs only to her..
Her refusal to leave him today was worded like that 'No! I want to stay with you!' and come hell or highwater, this Parvati who has finally come home will not be budged from his side now!! She will hold on to him with her life!
She has come home to stay!
Anupamaa
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