Jaane kya tune kahi
Jaane kya maine suni
Baat kuchh ban hi gayi
Jaane kya tune kahi ...
Sansanaahat si huwi
Thartharaahat si hui
Jaag uthhe khwaab kayi
Baat kuchh ban hi gayi
Jaane kya tune kahi ...
Nain jhuk jhuk ke uthhe
Paau ruk ruk ke uthhe
Aa gayi chaleiN nayi
Baat kuchh ban hi gayi
Jaane kya tune kahi ...
Zulf shaane pe mude
Ek khushbu si udi
Khul gaye raaz kayi
Baat kuchh ban hi gayi
Jaane kya tune kahi ...
they didnt need to utter a single word..as their eyes did all the talking
but wasnt it their first REAL EHSAAS...BAAT KUCH THO BAN HI RAHI HAI.
YES...
AAJ RUDRA AUR PARO KI BAAT KUCH BANSI GAYI HAI..
DHADKANO KI RAAH KUCH JUD SI GAYI HAI..
SHABDON NE NA SAHI
DIL NE KUCH HALKA SA ISHARA SAMJHA HAI..
ISS FIKR KA JIKR INN BADMAASH AANKHON NE KUCH AISE KIYA HAI
PARO BIN CHAHE APNE JALLAD KI HO SI GAYI HAI
WOH JALLAD HAI..KAATIL HAI..EK JALTI HUI RETH KE TEEBE SA HAI
PAR PHIR KYUN PARO KI AANKHEN APNA KINARA
USS DUSHMAN KI AANKHON MAIN DHONDTI HAIN
KYUN HAR TAKLEEF USE RUDRA PAR BHAROSA DE JAATI HAI
KYUN HAR ZEHER USKA RUDRA PE YAKEEN BADA JAATA HAI
KYUN USKA DIL USKE WAJOOD KI RAKSHA KI GAWAHI
RUDRA KE AAS PAAS HONE MAIN RAKHTHA HAI..
WOH ZIDDI HAI,,KAMSIN HAI..EK BEVKOOF NADAAN BACHHE SI HAI
PAR PHIR KYUN RUDRA KO USKE ZIDDIPAN PE PYAAR SE AATA HAI..
KYUN USKI HAR BERUKHI MANN KO KACHOTI HAI
KYUN USKI HAR TAKLEEF DIL KA EK HISSA TODTI HAI
KYUN USKA HAR AANSOO USKE MANN KE PATHAR PAR VAAR KARTA HAI
KYUN BUS USKA ZIKR AUR FIKR USKE WAZOOD KO TAAR TAAR KARTA HAI...
till now rudra was justifying to himself that ALL IS FAIR IN WAR FOR HONOUR N PRIDE,,,
but haven't laila's words n his own actions made it clear to him that when it comes to life
PARO IS HIS ONLY CHOICE.
Was it his anger in the very first instant when he saw tht JHILMIL PARDA..as if it will act as an obtrusion in his ways,,ways where keeping a constant vigil around his precious PARO has became the sole obsession of his life...
And maybe for the first time,,paro showed in her actions that she had became habitual to the vigil too..why were her eyes searching for him only,, in tht very first instant when she entered the haldi scene,,,it was momentary but yes it was there..
And then came the PARDA...
YEH JO CHILMAN HAI
DUSHMAN HAI HAMARI
I love the creative's of this show for the juxtapositions they create,, be it mirror n their reflections,, be it ointments n their applications,,, or be it nails n their stuck ups..there was a time when paro was hanging on to his cupboard with a nail and now is the day when she found rudra in the same position. But why do she felt the need to free his jallad..wouldnt it be more fair to her loud declarations of his JALLADSHIP if she would have let him tear it out himself..was she seriously doing it to save the parda only..was it the BASIC tending heart of hers or was it something far more deep..beyond her comprehensions as of now.
She approached n said DHYAAN SE..
Dhyaan tho saara tum par hi hai PARO..HAMARE RUDRA DEV KA
Did he even registered what she said,,,or was he too busy staring at her...was he perplexed by his own staring antics or was it the sheer beauty of this lady who has very gently seeped into him in all but many ways,,that she lead the deed n he let her do..u may have very carelessly nailed her out of ur cupboard rudra but she is more gentler n more firm in her approaches..BELIEVE IT OR NOT THE DEV OF ALL EVILS,,THIS GIRL HAS NAILED U.
Rudra's awe filled stares we have seen many more in last few days to believe his share in the LAWS OF ATTRACTION but what was new today was the first positive n affirmative acknowledgment of these stares by the LADY herself..paro amazed me today..yes even she couldn't detach herself from their strings of intense attractions today...when she met his gaze through her equally responsive eyes...amidst all those most beautiful symphonies created by the precious musical score...uff it was new n wow such a welcoming relief.
Maybe it was the first time when she was actually accepting her share of desirability..desire which was all that was evident on both sides of the parda..desire as basic and primal as a relation that a man and woman share on al fundamental levels of their existence. AB ITNA TOUCH KAROGE HAR WAQT THO YEH THO HOGA NA.
But may be I was very wrong n quite early in judging that this particular moment was all sexual only,,they proved me wrong in the very next encounter of theirs.
His need to protect her had long ago crossed the boundaries of practicalities n his various reasons of honour n pride,,, TO PROTECT HER IS HIS NEED NOW... MORE BECAUSE OF HER THEN FOR HIM.
He doesn't cares a damn when he grips her to pull her out of all those crowd of people ,,he was always the uncaring types but this time the intensity n reason were much huge,,,more complicated for even himself to decipher in this moment...the UNCARING TYPES WAS CARING FOR 'HER''..and when it comes to this particular concern of his,, the world stands still for our MAN,, only his THIRD EYE gets open..eye which maybe PROOF OF AGONY for the entire duniya but when it gets open for his PARO...THE WHOLE WORLD MAY GO TO HELL.
He fights against her to protect her..aww the protective instincts of our DEV crossing all boundaries of rational limitations of care n tenderness..it was as if RUDRA DEV was acting like what he was..SHIVA HIMSELF..ready to absorb all the pains n poisons of the world,, and ofcourse he may not know for now but we do that SHE HAS BECAME HIS WORLD so in this moment he would have given or done anything to protect her.
Tried to make her believe for the umpteenth time that he was on her side only...but alas few wars are not won that easily...
Paro stands confused by this sudden display of emotions by her NO NONSENSE ,,ONLY JALLAD man BUT BEING ADAMANT has became her habit too when it comes to dealing with rudra so she very prudently tried to pull herself out of his grip and somewhat succeeded too in pushing him off..Her heart may have been doing its momentary fluttering here n there but her mind still didnt trusted him...but then she felt the sudden twinge of burning at her back and their eyes locked...
Wow I was memerized ...smitten by the sheer levels of understanding they share at this stage of their story..what will happen when they will tread the path of acceptances..haayeee..
She only had to look at him with those big pool of transparent eyes and he knew it all..
JAL RAHA HAI???
She forget her obnoxious logics and her irritations of just few moments back and yearned for him to protect her again..the way he has been protecting her from the first day they met,,,he may have been the destroyer of her life but when it comes to one person who she fully trusts for her security is this very DUSHMAN only
He forgot the push he received,, forgot his sensible reasoning of protecting his GAWAH.. and became too busy protecting THE GIRL who has suddenly became in last 8 weeks or so... his companion of enduring pains..his accompaniment in facing the shaken beliefs,, protector of his honest confessions,, absorber of his cruellest words,, testimony to his weakest moments of grief and symbol of all that was TRUE ,REAL AND PERMANENT in his life.
He couldn't even bear the thought of watching her in pain and the gentle protection RUDRA ISTYLE started...awww the sheer beauty of this scene,,,what was expected since yesterday to be the most guttriest of scene has suddenly turned into the most purest forms of LOVE.
PURE , INNOCENT , FAITHFUL AND UNTOUCHED
And as for her,,it was not as if she didn't have the mind or inspiration much to protect herself,, it was more of her unacknowledged yet firm instinct that she didn't needed to worry as long as he was there to protect her. She just stood,,watched herself being taken care of,, watched herself being shielded YET AGAIN.HER TRUST IN HIM SABOTAGED ALL HER REASONINGS N BELIEFS and she submitted herself to the gentle hands of HER JALLAD.
He cupped her face with such CHILDLIKE quality attached to it,,,as if she was actually MAATI and he was her KUMHAAR.
DIDNT THEY BEHAVED AS A COUPLE in this one instant? Couple who never need to ask,,couple who never need to perform in any certain way..couple who just know..know without saying,,know without asking...
AND THEN FOR ONE INSTANT I THOUGHT HE MAY ACTUALLY KISS HER TO PROTECTION...
His sincere journey of protection which started at her hands ,,roamed around her porcelain face suddenly felt a jolt of intense passion when the very hands unknowingly touched her lips..their gazes locked ..once again a COUPLY GESTURE..where words lose their meanings n eyes understand it all..it was not only rudra who acknowledged this intensity..paro equally stood by him in this endeavour of understanding what they both were feeling in those moments..she equally felt the heat of it...
But alas to my overheated expectations..his panic button of shield was activated once again and he started rubbing her back now..AHHH THE HALDI SHOWER...THE IMPRINTS OF THESE MOMENTS R GOING TO HAUNT ME THROUGH THIS ENTIRE WEEKEND,, not for its guttery positioning but for its MIRACULOUS aesthetic quality..and absolute display of UNTAINTED N UNBLEMISHED LOVE.
And then came the moment of the day...
RUDRA...
She cried his name for help and I cried in awe of the PERFECT 'AMALGAMATION" love has made out of them...
Love this typical AJEEB=O=GAREEB characteristic of LOVE...happens at weirdest of places in weirdest of situations, and most importantly displays itself in most unexpected of happenings.
SHE HAS INDEED CAME A LONG AWAY FROM BIRPUR to this castle which acts as her cage and YET the first name tht crossed her mind when seeking shelter,,IT WAS OF THE CAGE OWNER only...
Laila barbed rudra with her words and there he stood,,once again in the position THAT HAS BECAME KINDAA ROUTINE BY NOW..as many r calling it on forums...THEIR SIGNATURE POSE.
He in front...
She behind him...
He the front runner of events, GUARDIAN par excellence.
She the back burner of undeterred support with rock solid belief in his ways of guardianship
when laila started barbing him with the realities of their relationship,,rudra couldn't bear it,,,couldn't bear the thought of paro knowing this dark side of his..man who doesn't cares what world will think of him n his stoney KHADOOS antics,,didn't wanted HIS Paro to know ,,,WAS HE ASHAMED ??? or was it his another modus operandi of protection too..he didn't wanted her virginal beauty to yet know about these sides of life too...didn't wanted to scar her PURE N CLEAN SLATE OF WORLD WHICH WAS FULL OF TAMEEZ N IZZAT...the two godly things which he was only ready to accept when it came to HIS paro.
Waiting for the day when he will be ready to face and accept this side to his persona in front of her ...
Then happened the most magical moment of them all..he realized n showered her with one thing which is most rare for a MAN to gift and most deserving for a women to receive..
HE GIFTED HER RESPECT.
By placing that dupatta around her ,,,realizing her need of being safeguarded from her wet n transparent appearance,, much before shocked paro could feel the need herself...AMAZING...AWESOME.
Even paro stood stunned there...touched by this purest of gestures
waiting to watch how is rudra going to answer to laila about KYA HAI USKE AUR AUR KE BEECH MAIN???
Much more waiting for how is going to answer himself at the end of this day.
Waiting for paro's reaction of knowing about the laila of his life...she may not react much at this point of time I suppose...
Wasn't it the MOST UNIQUE WAY OF PLAYING WITH WATER AND COLOURS AND CELEBRATING HOLI BY OUR FUTURE LOVE BIRDS
It has been named "RANGRASIYA" after all...
So celebration of colours was indeed a must..wasnt it,,,
WATER WAS THERE,,''CHODO MUJHE" WAS THERE...A little difference here was that the colour used was YELLOW..OF HALDI..colour of shagun..colour of CHAAP TILAK.
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