Mother's Womb:Baby's first love

It's been nearly 9 and half month all i am doing is being in this dark place nourishing the food from some tube and sleeping and at times kicking 😲 .All that i could hear is a heartbeat which am sure is not mine 😕and occasionaly some voices saying "Baby papa and mumma are waiting for your arrival". REALLY!!! Is the voice talking to me ???Who knows??? Its all being so so strange but all that i could assure is a safety feeling,warmth and belongingness to this place and to the voice which i hear almost everyday.May be this is where am suppose to live all my life.

But what am not understanding is from today morning am hearing this scream which is splitting my ears.Its the same voice which usually speak with me so sweetly.I couldnot properly snuggle into this place anymore.I feel am drifting towards some other planet.A fear of being alone and lost in the new place surrounds me.Whatever happens am not going to move out of this place.Its giving me what all i need.

HECK!!! Why am not able to keep myself in my usual snuggling position.Am moving towards some narrow opening.OH GOD!!!!Its so narrow 😭But she is pushing me and without my control I (in the sense my head) goes towards the narrow hole 😲🥱 Something is terribly wrong since the voice is getting more and more heavier and i could clearly say she is in pain oops HEAVY PAIN 😭

Am worried ! Am worried for me and totally worried for her And to top it all someone is pulling my head. ARGH!!It pains people of course not more than the pain this girl is enduring.

And after a few minutes of struggle am out atlast my fear turned true .This is not my place 😭 .Here it is so bright that i could not keep my eyes open,and am having some gush of cool air enclosing me and many humans are around me .And then the girl in full white smiles .She is smiling seeing me cry.HOW MEAN??? 😡

Now she moves towards a girl oops lady who is drained out and says "Congrats ,It's a girl" 😆and there i could see her faintly smile.And am all going aweed seeing her faint smile. 😳 My small lips raise a bit higher oh yeah am smiling at her 😃

I know her .But i have never met her.All i wanted to do now is to snuggle back to my dark alley and get nourished asusual by my food tube but as soon i was out they cut my food tube.Very good.!!!!Now how am i supposed to eat.Ok fine i know they are gonna make me starve.Whatever they want to do let them do am feeling tired seeing this bright rooms.My eyes close on their own.

And all that happened was in a whissh whoosh .I was taken by that girl clad in white to some other place which is also bright and she cleans me up and wraps me up inn something fluffy. 😊

Ahh atlast am comfortable but not more than my old place.Now am been taken out and a man with a big mustache holds me and coos me😳.Oh god he is also smiling and i could say he is happy to see me.Whats up with all these people. Why are they this much happy to kidnap me into some other world??

He takes me back to the drained lady and again am going awed 😃over to see her smile and especially at me.But wait how can someone smile at the same time when they cry.She looks cute with that big smile adorning her face.This guy hands me over to her and the touch of her,Its heavenly.So far i never felt this way.Not even in my place.I forgot all about my old place,my food canal ,my worries on how am going to eat everything.Now am DAMN sure i belong here i belong to her and this is my place beside my mumma.YES !!!! I knew the sweet voice belongs to this ANGEL and she is my MUMMA.All that mattered now is she and me.My little world. 😆

OH YEAH 😃 I relaised she is the one ,my angel ,my life giver,my world and my first love who beared all the pain in this world to bring me into this sweet world to cocoon me beside her.😃

-TRIBUTE TO MY MOTHER.😳