watching todays episode without shamit was painful, and over that the videos and arijit weeping and the shots where others are shown practising and suddenly he appears in some corner of the camera... was quite painful... am not sad coz he left, am sad coz i wont get to see him more often, memories are short, but seeing the show and not finding him there was painful. it was so empty with out him, though others are there, but i dont know, meri nazar, pehle shamit par hi jaati thi... now the emptyness seems to have creeped in to my real life too, even knowing the fact that its just a show, the thought of not being able to see someone, whom i have seen for the last two months regularly, heard almost everyday, though never met in real life ........... i have never been ever jealous of anyone but i have this feeling of how lucky those ppl are who get to see him everyday meethim, hear him speak, hear him sing, his friends, his colleagues, his neighbours, strangers..... quite a strange feeling m gong thru , have been an ardent fan and will remain to be..
didnot want to sound senti b ut thought would share my feelings wiht you all